Feeling A Little Bit Like A Dazai-typical Suicide Mentions Tag On Ao3

Feeling a little bit like a Dazai-typical Suicide Mentions tag on Ao3

I want what these bitches have

You know what's really fun?

Being AroAce with Abandonment Issues

You know what's even better?

Having my family (supportive or unsupportive) casually dissing/invalidating my lack of feelings towards other people

And people wonder why I'm so apathetic all the time.

It's called a defense mechanism, sweetheart

My trauma Is different from yours, but it is no less debilitating

Anyone else sometimes gotta reset their cat?

I have two singing attitudes:

1. When I know people can hear me, I'm quiet. Not a lot of emotion or passion

2. When I'm sure I'm alone, I'm loud. So much raw emotion and passion

The second someone says anything about my singing, I get shy about it. Idky. Though, you'd think people would've learned not to say anything by now. I've been this way for 16/20 years