Jess Was Made During A Time Where I Felt Most Females Disliked Me For Simply Being Alive. Being A Lightskinned

Jess was made during a time where I felt most females disliked me for… simply being alive. Being a lightskinned black female wasn’t fun. Girls especially disliked me and I had a hard time relating to them because of their bullying. Eventually, I found out that it wasn’t even my fault, but several factors I can’t control. From this, I made a character who’s entire personality revolves around disliking my main character for something she can’t control. Obviously, it starts as a simple hatred because Jess can’t have the boy she likes due to him liking Cassie, but I eventually turned it into Jess dealing with insecurities of her own and feeling undesired. I struggle with that as well, but not to the degree I have Jess experiencing it. Ultimately, Cassie and Jess become very good friends who work well together, they keep things real between them and have one another's back knowing each other’s downfall.

reblog and put in the tags the real reason you joined tumblr no matter how horrible or embarrassing it is

Alright, I'm gonna do something I've never done before...

Be consistent

All jokes aside. Between this being a draft and it going up. I'm going to challenge myself to write character scenes to introduce you all to the world of my many characters and their relationship with with my main character, Cassie.

The challenge: For the whole month of January, I have to post a small scene showcasing a few of my characters. They can be of any length, but they at least have to be more then 1k. If I can't reach that, then I'll have another story making up the difference.

Now, I'm expecting myself to fail because I become overwhelmed very easily; but I'm hoping this challenge will give me the necessary stress to actually finish it.

Update 1/03: I'm four days strong and I'm liking this challenge so far. I made a whole blog for this challenge, so go check it out!

So, wish me luck. If you want, you could participate as well, so I don't suffer alone but tag me so I can see your stories 🤗

I make way too many Picrews, but here's a few.

Picrew

Black Centered Picrew <3

Anyone can use this picrew and it also has white and other POC hairstyles and features but its just black centered! i hope you all like it

Sometimes I search for couples online to see happy people to void all the sad of the world.

I made this a while ago to match the boys and the chibi BGs they got.