Yk Its Bad When You Start Wishing For A Tapeworm...

yk its bad when you start wishing for a tapeworm... 😞

to whoever who needs to hear this. you will recover. you are loved. you are not alone. i hope you find love and peace in life. your time will come🩷

I saw a really sad post today of someone saying they don't support recovery unless someone is a low w8ght and BMI

(I respect that person has their opinions and they are entitled to them and they are valid)

However I just wanted to share my thoughts

-You deserve recovery regardless of w8ght and BMI

-You deserve recovery whether you have had an 3d for 1 week or 12 years

-You deserve recovery if you're stuck at your cw or have made it all the way to your ugw

-You deserve recovery if you have relapsed

-You deserve recovery because this disørder is fucking awful! It takes away everything from you and you DESERVE to take that back!

This disørder is just that, a DISØRDER! It doesn't know how much you w8gh, it doesn't know your BMI, it doesn't know how long you've been in it, all it knows is how to make you feel like you are going fucking crazy while the rest of the world continues! It isn't just physical, it's mental and recovery isn't just about regaining what you have lost w8ght wise, it's about regaining the ability to think without numbers when you 3at and being able to look at yourself and love what you see regardless of size!

So if you are sat right now thinking "maybe I should start recovery" DO IT YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!

And if anyone says otherwise my chihuahua will eat them for dinner!

guys i need some mean motivation rn. can anyone just absolutely bully the crap out of me and call me f@t or wvtr. I need this rn😭

only fun in my life consists of putting on the most heart wrenching playlist while scrolling through pro @na tumblr

My body goals!

• visible ribs

• thigh gap

• bone thin arms

• collarbone shelves

• concave stomach

• flat chest

• boney hips

Just 30 more painful kg to go 🥲