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i uhm finished iron flame 😭

dude what

xaden..?

LILLITH????

i am soooo fucking glad that sawyer is alive i would be so mad ESPECIALLY FOR JESINIA LIKE GIRL THEY DESERVE EACHOTHER HE LEARNED SIGN LANGUAGE FOR HER LIKE 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

nevertheless

REBECAAAAA WHYYYYY I FUCKING CRIED AT THE LITTLE SNIPPED OF THE LETTER THING LILLITH WROTE WISHISVDHDBEVE

a major insecurity of mine has been me being thin as fuck and a lot of people dont get it like my mum is always like „appreciate that you are thin“ and „some people would die for a body like that“ and i am like no i dont like looking like a skeleton with big tits m’am i want to have fucking juicy as thighs because it is THE HOTTEST thing i have ever seen in my entire life every time i see a woman with thick thighs i‘ll be down on my fucking knees like please madam PLEASSE KEHSISVSUDVDKDVSJSH

so i am reading iron flame snd i just came to the „less than a minute part“

WHAT THE FUCK REBECCA

WHY ARE YOU DOING SOMETHING LIKE THIS

there is ONE other girl in my school bathroom with me and i fucking hate it like girl just go you are just looking in the mirror i need to use the toilet and i am uncomfortable 😭

OH MY GOD NONONONOOOO

I HUST OPENED MY MEMORY BOX TO PUT SOMETHING IN AND THEY ARE THESE LITTLE LIVING THINGYS I AM CRIYING

I AM CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP THAT IS SO FUCKING DISGUSTING AHHHH

first time going to the gym in..6? months i think

jeez i am a little nervous

the moment when you cough but it feels like you gonna throw up for a second

i just did press on nails and jeez i had short nails for such a long time it feels so weird

i need to adjust again

(this took an awful long time to type i am crying)

funny thing i just thought about

so my boyfriend is colorblind and i have tetrachromacy which makes me able to see more colors than the average person

i think thats a funny coincidence

no jk i don’t believe in coincidences

oh my gooodd my heart

so my boyfriend is color blind and he just told me that my eyes look beautiful even without much color

that is the best compliment eveeerrrr

iam talking politics with my best friend and like i live in germany and in my opinion politics is shit here

but we said a few things that i think explain a lot of political situations in the world:

The people who currently make the decisions are going to be dead when the consequences come.

History repeats itself until we learn from our mistakes.

You cant create something new with an old ideology.

people cant trust in a system that was created for another problem centuries ago beacuse it isnt the same world

ohhhh myyyy goooddd

so tomorrow i am going back to the gym in four months and i think this time i am gonna be more serious about it

aahhhhh this means i can get protein powder again ahhhhhh

i think i cried a little that is soooo sweeettttt

i am so gonna do this

apparently i look a lot older than i am because yesterday i had a customer and he was buying diapers and he was saying all for the baby right and i just like smiled because babies are cute and shit and than this man looks at me and goes do you have a baby and i just sit there in horror like oh god no i am a minor sir and he just looked at me like oh shiiiittttt and was like i am so sorry yeah after that we laughed it of because he told me that he thought i was at least in my twenties i was like nah boo i am still in school that is just my summer job

i was just reading ao3 in my break BUT MY BREAK IS OVER

IT JUST GOT SPICY YOU MOTHERBDKDVDKDV

ahhh

I need to go back to work

see you later my love (ao3)

currently inhaling two red bulls at work because my sleep schedule is non existent at this point and i was also late this morning💀

i just had a fight with my dad

he told me i dont have respect for him

i screamed at him that respect has to be earned

and he laughed at me and told if i grew up in the south of europe they would have beat me up if i ever said this to anyone and i am ungreatful and that kuds should always respect your parents

dad if you didnt understand what i meant

IF YOU LOST MY RESPECT YOU HAVE TO FUCKING EARN IT BACK

Love this! Her pieces are dope af. 

you know when you were at the point were u wanted to kill urself and recover from that dark place you realize that everything isn’t actually that deep

everything is so beautiful and wonderful and gorgeous when you thought you would never see it again

so hey take a deep breath, life is not that deep sweetheart ,wake up tomorrow and watch the sun rise and rise with her you got this i believe in you

I just saw that i have a bruise on my hip and you could think dirty about it but actually the reason is just…stupid?

i was having a sleepover at my best friends house and we wanted to make pasta and i have one of those pasta machine thingies were you can roll and cut the dough and the thing is a little heavy like 3kg (i dont really know but thats like 6lbs or something) and because it was a little heavy after carrying it for a while i carried it on my hip

i got a bruise on my hip from a pasta machine

FROM A PASTA MACHINE

i just realized something

men often say that women exist to please them

but why are we the ones giving birth?

why are we the ones with the cramps and the bleedings?

why are we the ones who take care of the children ?

because we are stronger. I don‘t mean physically i mean mentally and spiritually.

So should the stronger one be pleased isn‘t nature like this?

men are so obsessed with using the argument of nature but isn‘t the strongest one the one who gets pleased by everyone else or else they get their throat ripped out if they show disrespect?

men only like to argue with stuff that is one sided and then refuse to hear your point

I just had a discussion with my Friends about woman rights especially with the ones in Afghanistan and how woman basically disappear from social life you know what i say lets just take all the woman away and lets see what the men would do because i think they would slaughter each other at some point.

You know what would be an interesting social experiment if this wasn’t done before

lets just take a group of men and a group of woman and put them in like different rooms or a place (i can’t remember the word) and lets see how each of their social systems work after a time you know what they have built

also i said to my friends that men often say that we dont know how hard it is to be a men but we aren’t the one walking around demanding that everything is handed to us because we have a dick in our pants

gosh this makes me so angry

my mum just looked at me before going to work and said „gia you know you only have half an hour left before you need to go right“

me sipping my coffee reading tumblr posts „yeah mum i know i am not old i dont need that long“

the look she gave me 💀😭