Can We Talk About Adrien Composing Himself Here?

Can we talk about Adrien composing himself here?

It’s obvious that there’s a lot on his mind right now.

It’s obvious that he’s questioning a lot of things.

It’s obvious that he’s feeling a lot of conflicting emotions.

Yet, despite all that, he comes back to the main issue here and addresses it.

He composes himself and prioritises Nino’s feelings and problems here because Adrien knows that Nino can’t help him with his own and it’s what mattered in the moment. 

He’s not prone to lashing out all the time and he’s not dangerous (he’s a kid!), contrary to some people believing that, because he broke a chimney.

He can compose himself, he does compose himself most of the time, he represses his emotions most of the time. 

But not all the time. As he can only repress so much.

Especially when he’s told that he’s not needed in a very insensitive way (ofc no shade to Alya seeing how she was on a time limit), and after growing up with so many isolation and abandonment issues, thinking that the one position you wouldn’t feel left out in, makes you feel left out, and since you repress too much and never express your emotions, you have no outlets of expression and end up expressing it through breaking a chimney. 

Ok folks big ol life update and new e-spanging campaign time.

We still don't have the kid, which is not ideal for us or her but it's time for us to buckle the fuck down and put on our own oxygen masks first.

Attempts to find work camping or trailer park spots all failed, BUT our axle finally came in so we're getting that replaced soon.

We're going to be homeless beginning July 12 but NOT living only in the pickup truck, so that's a plus. We'll mostly just be boondocking with the trailer on public forest land for the most part.

Unemployment has fucked us, we're at 5 weeks without payments coming through, and attempts to contact them get either a flat busy signal or disconnected before we ever get through to anyone. Money is now A Problem, especially since one of our tires on the trailer is fucked and will need to be replaced before we can take the trailer to Portland to have the axle done.

The good:

Some friends want to get a place with us, and are willing to be homeless with us in the interim. This means we can go in to town work odd jobs, panhandle and apply for jobs and look for housing while still having someone back at camp keeping an eye on things (this was a huge concern for us before, as we are firm believers in both the buddy system and Murphy's law in regards to doing shit and leaving our stuff unattended.).

A few incredibly generous folks have helped us out some, and we *think* we have enough money for the tire replacement and the axle replacement as long as neither goes very much over the quoted cost. (It will still take us dangerously close to zero though)

We have a truck, and since it's summer we should be able to find some gigs helping people move or hauling junk to the dump or whatever.

The ugly:

Offering skillshare services for donations online is probably off the table for now, as most of the places we're going to be able to set up camp are outside of cell service areas. In person skillshare for folks in Oregon and Washington is 100% still a possibility. (Cooking, camping, bdsm, fishing, outdoors stuff, car stuff, trailer life stuff, homelessness tips, dog training, etc. My skills are varied.)

That means that unfortunately for the online crowd we're now straight up begging. We're hoping to figure out jobs and a place as soon as possible but realistically expect getting housed to probably take until September because there is currently a massive rental shortage in the pnw. We need to get by until then, and anything helps.

If anyone has temporary yard space for a trailer and some crustyish queers in nw Oregon/SW Washington that's super helpful too.

Also if anyone knows anyone in Oregon or Washington with a 3-5 bedroom house for rent (with space for a trailer in either the yard or the driveway- just for parking not living, we actually need to do some repairs that require us to not live in it while we do them) please get in touch with us.

paypal.me/daveigh

Venmo: @v0id-queen (with a zero)

Y'all have kept us afloat so many times already and it doesn't feel great to always be so precarious, but things are how they are. Love y'all! 🖤💖

I was in line at Aldi and this girl with two toddlers in front of me had her card declined and she looked so fucking sad and said “let me call my husband real quick” and it was only 18 dollars, so I just paid for it, and she was very sweet and then as she walked off, the lady behind me said `”You know that was probably a scam, right?” and like, even if it was, like what a sad fucking scam, right? 18 dollars at the Aldi. If you’re “scamming” me for some Tyson chicken and apple juice and cauliflower, then just take my fucking money. 

“A scam” people are fucking wild.  

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Miraculous ladybug tumblr!

I need your help!

Does anyone remember having heard before or remember the episode in which Chat Noir had said something along the lines of

"yeah, I wouldn't want to do that anyway"

or

"yeah, I prefer not to do that"

or

"Yeah, I'll leave that up to you"

in regards to Ladybug being the leader/planner of the team? I am sure of heard something like that before but I can't remember where.

Please help, it would be appreciated. Thank you!

Please reblog to bring attention to this.

I tried searching for a couple of text posts from a couple of months ago (all literally like from April or May) that I wanted to save now that I have an account, but so far, after a LONG time (started looking for them in early June), I was able to find only one of them.

I've tried looking for the other posts through various methods, both on tumblr and off it, yet I still can't find them.

I do not know if those posts can even show up in the tumblr search engine now because of their age.

How I went about trying to find the posts was putting in the appropriate tags that the post was most probable to be under and scrolling as far back as I can (under top and text) and checking the timestamps of some posts along the way to see if I had scrolled back too far. I would also find a blog that was somewhat dedicated to theories and analyses and search for the posts I wanted their blog to see if they had either authored the post or reblogged it. This is how I found one of the posts I was looking for.

Sometimes when I tried to search through tags and scroll back far, I was not allowed to scroll past a certain point (even though I know that tag had been used for years and still had a lot more posts on it).

Just please fix this tumblr.

Fix what I mentioned in the last paragraph of my post and allow us to use the search engine to be able to simultaneously search with tags and search about the text written on the actual post!

Also, give us a free, optional feature (that can be turned on and off) that allows us to be able to use the search engine to search for text found within a post!

I know it can already be done on someone's blog, but please try to make a feature that would work in a general search.

Can't believe Tumblr jumped to a paid subscription service before making a competent search feature