I Actually Really Like How Ruan Mei Isn't A Stereotypical Mad Scientist And Is Generally A Very Socially

I actually really like how Ruan Mei isn't a stereotypical mad scientist and is generally a very socially awkward person who doesn't really know how to process emotional connections and social ques with people. I would argue that she exhibits signs of an individual within the spectrum, and consciously knows how she comes across as cold and distant to people. It actually kinda shows when she interacts with Stelle( Yes im using the Femc as an example because that's who I play as in Star rail) She uses a truth serum on her because she doesn't know how to trust people easily, yet still makes an effort to try and bond with her and tell her her inner most thoughts and personal history. And even shows remorse for not telling her more about the emanator of propagation clone, and states that her not telling her stemmed more from not knowing how to communicate with others.

She finds emotional bonds to be fleeting, yet still craved to have a confidant to talk to and open herself up to. It's actually kind of sweet that the very last conversation Stelle has right after she tells you that it's better for both of them if they forget about each other, can be Stelle promising her that she won't forget about Ruan Mei, even if her memories are wiped completely. And Ruan Mei acknowledging Stelles determination and probably happy that she was able to form a sort of bond with someone, no matter how fleeting it might be.

Death Parade AU

if you haven't watched the anime, the gist is that they're basically in the afterlife, Ratio is a bartender/judge who decides where human souls go and Aventurine is a stray soul who didn't make it out of the embrace of Nihility and remembers nothing but the fact that he's dead, something that makes ruling a verdict for him exceptionally challenging.

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-> Hi! My name is R as in Reverie (she/they)

-> My brain likes to make analysis, essays and theories about what I'm interested in so I decided to do something with all that and bring it here

-> I'm into Honkai Star Rail, Persona 5, Genshin, Project Sekai, Reverse 1999 and Identity V but we keeping it mainly HSR here

-> my favorite HSR characters are: Aventurine, Ratio, Sparkle, Acheron (main), Sunday, Jiaoqiu, Ruan Mei, Yangqing (my first main), Robin, Topaz, Silver Wolf, Herta but I like the rest too :)

¸.·✩·.¸¸.·¯⍣✩ Welcome to my Notebook ✩⍣¯·.¸¸.·✩·.¸

Sometimes my brain starts thinking about a character that piqued my interests and this happens:

https://www.tumblr.com/reverie-obsessingtime/759639985297244160/is-jiaoqiu-a-self-annihilator-an-analysis-into?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/reverie-obsessingtime/757387118298447872/why-i-think-sparkle-is-a-maladaptive-daydreamer?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/reverie-obsessingtime/753452680189460480/ruan-mei-a-character-study-and-attempt-at?source=share

acheron

OMG OMG OMG OMG LOOK AT MAH MAN (he gone insane he also very hot for that)

MASKED FOOL 🦊

He is such a cutie when he does that >:( big eyed face <3

Photoshoot of Dr. Ratio making faces and being dramatic.

Bonus Aventurine with his :3 face

Bonus 2, warning - obscene gesture, duh