A Comment On The Recent Chapter I Posted For My AU Made Me Feel So Seen, I Guess Is The Way To Say It

A comment on the recent chapter I posted for my AU made me feel so seen, I guess is the way to say it

I am quite obviously neurodivergent (diagnosed inattentive ADHD), so I accidentally put a lot of myself into Aym while writing. He had basically a panic attack + overstimulated melt down. Someone in the comments pointed out that it was a panic attack and I was like "whoa, wait, he had basically what I did that one time"

Tw: panic attack mention

Story is I went to the newly opened aquarium in my area (this was around 2021-2022 I think) with my family who were in from out of town. Thing about me is that I hate aquariums. Aquatic animals freak me out so I was already on edge. Then we went into the ray petting room + bird area. I have trauma relating to birds so I was even more on edge. There were a lot of people in there so it was loud and echoing off of the walls + the sound of the birds made me overstimulated and I spiraled into a panic attack.

Aym had something similar, but, yunno, he was in a new place and thought the people he loved weren't around so he was freaking out.

So now I'm putting more and more of myself into him ughhh I didn't mean to but now he's my favorite blorbo. Thank you, Ao3 commenter, for helping me realize that

Her Last Days

The Lamb’s first spouse was someone they loved oh-so dearly.

But mortals and immortals cannot have a relationship that lasts. At least not physically.

A silly short story I wrote about Eloise! I added it to a series so that it could be read side-by-side with the main AU, so happy reading!

Funniest thing to see was three people have a mini conversation on Her Last Days about golden skull necklaces and I thought it was hilarious

Just something to clear the air:

Eloise's letter at the end was the reason why the Lamb believes only in prolonging life instead of eternal life and resurrections. They have only given two people skull necklaces (as of now) and any golden skulls they have were promptly sold to someone else (I haven't decided yet) because the Lamb doesn't want people to suffer eternally like they do.

That's why the Bishops aren’t described as having golden skulls and why they didn't just bring Eloise back since they loved her so much. It's out of respect to her that they don't do resurrections

Anyways, keep saying funny shit in my comments, I love seeing it

Hi, just want to say this now:

Unsolicited art advice is NOT appreciated

I am comfortable in my artstyle and I don't fucking care about anatomy

I have a deep love for rubberhose animation and it has inspired a lot of my artstyle

(along side many other talented artists I've seen in my 18 years of life, but that's beside the point)

So any notes you have on my anatomy do not matter to me

Do not, and I repeat, DO NOT give me any advice out of no where. If I ask, sure! But if I haven't asked, then keep your opinion to yourself

Because it's rude. Even if you say "oh no hate, no offense, no ill will" or whatever, it is rude.

I want to establish this boundary now because I've already gotten one comment on a recent art post

Btw, this applies to my writing too

*Meet the Plastics from the Mean Girls musical starts playing*

Yeah, they're definitely not the Plastics, but they're the closest thing my story has to them

Closeups below the cut + info on the cats

Opalblaze is an only child and acts like it. She was Mommy's little princess and it forced her into becoming a little bitch. Now she's just plain rude to everyone

Silverberry is a sweet girl and she always tries to keep the peace. She just wants to be friends with everyone, but being best friends with Opalblaze makes that hard

Larktooth was born outside of the Clans and her surrogate mom didn’t really like her and her brother. She was forced to grow up too fast and now she's an angry, bitter and friendless adult. Sure, she hangs around Opalblaze and Silverberry, but she knows that neither of them care for her

Larktooth is lying to herself, btw. Silverberry cares but Opalblaze does hate her and Larktooth hates her right back.

what if miku was transmasc