This Is So Cute!

This is so cute!

The Line Between Love and War 1

C H A P T E R  1

“It is said that the night sky is made up of tiny wishes that humans were never able to fulfill. That the stars only became bright by the fulfillment of those wishes. In your eyes, the stars that shine never seemed real, your childhood wishes dark and dim as you grow. But now, now you understand the twinkle in their eyes as they look down at you.”

Summary: Your experiences told you that soulmates were something you would never have the pleasure of having; something not given to you because of who you are, despite the soulmark that resides on your inner left wrist. During your solo trip to Los Angeles, you find out that you are more than capable, that your soulmates had been waiting for you for a long time, and would not be letting you go anytime soon.

Genre: soulmate au, bts au, idol bts, polyamory relationship, 

Paring: Idol!BTS x autistic!mc

Status: Ongoing???? maybe

Word Count: 5.1k

Warnings: mental illness, talk of disability, lots of angst, miscommunication, feelings of depression, feelings of isolation, polyamory bts, stalking, dangerous behavior, 

Chapter Warnings: mentions of shutdown, anxiety, lots of feelings, mc feeling a lil down, mention of past bullying, mc has a low self worth, 

Some warnings may be added to the beginning of individual chapters.

Beta Reader: @crushedblackroses  

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Your hotel room was as nice as it could be for one of the cheaper ones you could find. It had the simple bed and dresser with a small television residing on the top surface. The blanket you brought from home was tossed and spread out on the single bed with your bag resting on top of the soft material.

You were in Los Angeles a week before the much-anticipated PTD LA concerts. You did not manage to get tickets, not that you thought you could handle the stimulation either though. You had never been to a concert before and didn’t know if you would be able to handle all the stimulants that would be thrown your way.

You had always struggled with sensory issues, loud noises causing a lot of meltdowns when you were younger, thunder being your biggest enemy. Those problems only seemed to get worse as you grew older, but you also got better at hiding them, using a mask to hide any of your struggles from those around you.

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Another day... Another chapter...

*sigh* I still don't know how I'm getting ideas for this, to be honest 🤣 But I'm still going... Somehow...

Also I have decided to change the gender of the person from gender neutral to female. If you are offended by that, I'm sorry! But I can explain it in a future chapter. Don't worry.

So with that in mind...

Here is Chapter 4!

SPELLPROOF 4

Pairing: OT7 x reader

Genre: hurt/comfort, Smut, Angst, Fluff

Warnings: swearing, blood and gore, slight description of seperation anxiety, injury discussion, nudity (I don't know how to talk about nudity but I'll try 🤣😭) BTS being fluffy but also BTS being protective mother hens as well. If I forget anything, let me know.

NOTE: I keep forgetting to put this at the start but I want to thank @kookiecrumb for helping me name this fanfiction. You're so lovely, I'm so lovely, We're so lovely, lovely,lovely.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own BTS. This fan fiction is just for fun!

The journey to the Healing Pool was a journey filled with silence and tense memories. The last time the boys were there, they thought they wouldnt survive and the Pool would drown them instead of heal them.

The cart stopped at the edge of the lake and everyone got out. They looked at the Pool with slight fear. Even though this place almost killed them, this was the only way that they could help their new companion.

Yoongi set the person down on a flat rock next to the water and made sure they were comfortable, then helped Jin with his herbs and other things Jin brought to pass the time.

Tae looked at the person, who was tapping on the rock in a hurried fashion and rocking back and forth. He walked over and put his hand on the person's shoulder. This took the person out of their trance and they looked at Tae with a blank expression.

"You ok?"

The person tilted their head to the side and slightly shrugged. Tae took this as a sign of gratitude as well as a sign of slight anxiety. He knows the signs VERY intimately. All the boys do. Some have it worse than others. Tae just stood there so the person could have silent support.

Jin came over and whispered in Tae's ear. Tae nodded and Jin walked back to his herbs. Tae looked back at the person. The tapping got faster.

"Jin's ready."

Tae approaches the person and picked them up gently. He now has noticed how frail the person was since he could feel the person's heart pound against their ribcage, as well as the blood pumping through their veins.

While Tae was walking over, the person looked at Jin. Jin was floating slightly in the air, his eyes glowing purple and speaking in Korean. The person then looked at Yoongi, but instantly looked away, blushing so red that it was possible to see the redness from underneath the dirt.

Yoongi was naked and was in the process of walking into the Pool. (By the way, Yoongi is RIPPED!) Hoseok was also in the Pool but he brought swimming shorts since he wasn't... As useful in this process of Healing like Yoongi would.

Tae giggled at the person's actions.

"Never seen a man naked before, huh?" He said in a joking manner. The person shook their head and then looked away. The person got the shock of their life when Tae put them in the arms of Yoongi, who has changed... Significantly.

The person looked Yoongi dead in the eyes, somewhat fearful of looking down. Yoongi smiled slightly.

"You can look down. It's okay"

The person flicked from a movement on their legs, then looked down and their eyes widened, wrapping their legs around Yoongi's waist and their arms around his neck. Instead of human legs, was a merman tail.

The scales on his tail, which were also on his hands, chest, arms and neck, were white which faded into a beautiful purple. Just like Jin's eyes. The person decided to be a bit braver and started to stroke Yoongi's scales on his neck. Yoongi shivered and moaned softly. The person retracted their hands as if they touched something hot (Author note: well... Yoongi is pretty hot. 😉)

Yoongi giggled and shook his head.

"Sorry. I'm not used to that feeling."

The person understood by nodding. Hoseok walked over and put his hand on the persons cheek, stroking it since he won't be able to comfort them for a while.

"Hey there. There's something I need to ask you but if you decide not to, that's ok." The person tilted their head. "Could you... Take off your clothes?"

Yoongi smacked Hoseok on the head, causing Hoseok to hold his head in mock pain.

"You could have asked in a better way than that! You sound like a fucking pervert!"

Yoongi huffed, the looked at the person, who looked back at him with fear in their eyes.

"What he SHOULD have said was, we need your clothes to come off since the Process of Healing has a sort of magic surrounding it and it can cause clothes to... Burn off of you and cause more injuries. We don't want that, do we?"

The person shakes their head then puts their hands under the water to take off their 'shirt'. The material came off very quickly. While the person was fiddling with the rest of their clothing, Yoongi was looking at their chest (NOT IN A PERVY WAY!) to see their wounds on their chest more clearly.

The wounds were in different shapes and sizes. Most of the wounds were in the shape of a whip, which didn't bode well for the person's mental state. Also on the person's chest were muscles and torn meat where breasts should be sitting. Yoongi looked up at the person with tears in his eyes.

The person looked worried. They reached up and wiped his tears, causing Yoongi to push his head further into their hands. The distraction helped Yoongi get his mind back into the right state. He needs to think about the person on his lap (merman lap? I don't know.) Then he can go murder whoever did this...

The person looked down and ripped the flimsy material off of their waist and threw it onto the rock where Tae and Hoseok were sitting, observing the interaction with warm smiles on their faces. Yoongi felt the person's vagina on his scales, further confirming that the person is, indeed, a woman.

Yoongi drifted away from the other boys to the middle of the Pool. The woman realises this and starts to panic. Why is she away from them? Yoongi sensed this and delicately turned the woman's head towards his own. He placed his forehead against hers and closed his eyes.

"I know that you're scared. To be honest... I am too." The woman closed her eyes and let out a shaky breath. "I haven't been here since I was found by Namjoon and Jin. But I swear on my own life that we aren't going to hurt you. Never in a million years will we EVER touch you in a cruel way. We don't know what happened to you, but we are just here to help."

Yoongi opened his eyes and looked at the woman's features.

"Do you trust me?"

The woman opened her eyes, revealing a mixture of deep blues and normal blues in her eyes. She smiles and nods. Yoongi smiled back and puts her head into his shoulder, the dives into the depths of the Pool.

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Yoongi swan down the 60 metre Pool and stopped at the bottom. He took the woman's head out of his shoulder and looked at her. She opened her eyes, showing the same blue colours that Yoongi saw before but with slight red tinges swirling in between the blues. Her gills on her neck had also opened up but not all of them.

Yoongi put his forehead on hers again to show a sign of trust. He looked up and saw that Jin dropped a bottle of Complete Healing down into the Pool. When the bottle was in reaching distance, he grabbed the bottle and took the cork off the bottle.

He then did a lifting motion with his hand and the liquid came out of the bottle and formed a bubble. The woman looked at the bubble with curiousity. Yoongi held the golden bubble and did a slurping motion to demonstrate what she had to do.

She held the bubble and was looking at it with fear. Sure, she trusted the boys, but did she FULLY trust them? Yoongi tapped on her shoulder, causing her to look up. Yoongi held up a note that Jin had written.

'Hey! It's Jin here!

Don't worry! The liquid is a Complete Healing potion. It will heal everything -and I mean EVERYTHING! But it will put you to sleep so you can rest while it's running through your system. However, you need to decide if you want to heal or not. I'll explain.

The Healing Pool has a certain type of magic. It decides if you truly need to heal or not. If it says that you can heal, that's great! You can swim up to the surface and come back to our house. If not, well... I'm not entirely sure what happens. But it'll all be okay. I'm sure of it!

Kind regards,

Kim Seokjin'

The woman looked at the bubble. Then at Yoongi who was currently holding a seaweed blanket to help with comfort. Then she looked at her surroundings in the Pool. She wanted to heal. She truly did! But... Her fate would be sealed in the walls of the Pool.

She huffed, then took a deep breath. Here goes nothing. She slurped up the bubble and began to feel... Tingly. Yoongi swan over and slowly and gently pushed her back onto the Pools floor where a rock covered in moss was holding up her head. Her eyes started to close, succumbing to her sudden sleepiness.

The last thing she saw was Yoongi swimming to the surface before she fell asleep.

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Yoongi was sat on the rock wall, his tail fin dipping in the Pools glowing water. Tae has kept him company while Jin, Hoseok and Namjoon went back to the house. (Namjoon was there for moral support. Jin wouldn't let him near anything.)

Tae massaged Yoongi's shoulder while also looking into the water. Every other injury that Yoongi had when he was first discovered by the boys was healed, except for his shoulder. The teeth marks from the siren that bit him were still sore.

"How long has it been since I left her in there?"

Tae looked at his watch.

"8 hours..."

Yoongi let out a huff of exhaustion and frustration.

"I should be in there with her. Helping her along the way."

"You know that the Pool has rules"

"I know the Pool has its rules. But it's fucking unfair! She's never been in the Pool. She doesn't know the power that the Pool holds. Let alone, what we hold if we are pushed hard enough. I just..."

Yoongi closed his eyes and shed a tear.

"I just want to make sure that she is ok."

Yoongi looked at Tae. They both smiled at each other...

The water started to bubble.

Yoongi and Tae looked up and waited in anticipation. Then...

The woman came out of the water, gasping for air and coughing up water. When she regained her senses, she stood up and turned towards Yoongi and Tae, who were in shock.

Tae gulped.

"Is...i-is that... Who I... Think it is... Yoongi-hyung? I thought she was a legend that my bunomin told me when I was a child.. i-its... Impossible. Isn't it?!"

Yoongi shifted into his human form and put on sweats while still in a state of shock. He looked at Tae with a slight look of shock.

"well... It looks like she was real after all..."

He looked at the woman who was slowly approaching them on wobbly legs.

"She's the 12-Tailed Woman..."

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And we have another CLIFFHANGER!!!

Woo! Jeez... My head hurts... 🤣 I hope you guys are enjoying this series so far. I have been working my butt off for this series and I haven't put this much effort into something since I went to school... No wonder I barely passed.🤣

Anyway, if you guys have any further questions or anything regarding this series, for example, if you want a drabble, headcanon or oneshot about the SpellProof characters and the SpellProof universe, let me know as well!

Note: Bumonim means parents in Korean.

Who is the 12-Tailed Woman? What are her intentions? Where did she come from?

Well... You'll find out... In the next chapter...

Author Emily OUT! 💜

Taglist: @exactlyfuriouscoffee @nonbinaryidiot @angelic-lawyer @candied-lavender

So, I was wondering if you could do a little drabble where the boys take the reader out, and treat her to some coffee and dessert in those cute little coffee shops? Just some fluff because reader definitely deserves some rest after all the torture she went through 🥺

This sounds so adorable! I'm squealing!

She does deserve a break... I am REALLY throwing her under the bus, aren't I? 🤣😭

Ok. I'll give it my best shot!

Also I have beaten COVID! Woo!

SPELLPROOF One-Shot: Trying new things.

Pairing: ot7 X reader

Genre: Fluff, Fluff and even more fluff, humor (if you find me funny)

Warnings: BTS being cute, YN being cute, everyone is being cute.

NOTE: This takes place in the SpellProof universe but it isn't at the start of any chapter. It is further along, in a sense, but this is just a filler so I can actually make the rest of the story seem coherent.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own BTS. This fan fiction is just for fun!

Today was a great day for YN. Why? Because she was going to do something she has never done.

Going into public with a lot of noises.

To 'normal' people, it's fine; they go on with their lives. YN, however; not so much.

Since she is autistic, her hearing is more sensitive to noise than other people's hearings. Add in her fennec Fox ears and you have a recipe for a disaster waiting to happen.

One time Namjoon forgot to tell her that there was a thunderstorm happening and when the thunder hit her eardrums, she jumped off the couch and snuggled up to Yoongi and Hoseok, shivering and shaking like a leaf on a windy day.

But she is going to be okay. She has her boys with her so she can focus on something and not get overwhelmed by everything going on.

YN was reading one of her fantasy books that Namjoon gave her when there was a knock on the door. Her ears perked up and her tails thumped against the chair.

"Come in!"

The door opened, revealing Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook at her door. Tae walked over to YN, sat in front of her legs and put his head in her lap. YN giggles. Jungkook sleepily walked in, sat down next to her and started whining. Jimin, on the other hand, fluttered over to her and plopped himself on YN's lap, straddling her thick (or as I say, thick with 2 c's) thighs. This move caused YN to let out an 'oof' when Jimin landed.

Taehyung moved his head out of the way quickly and repositioned himself so he was on YNs left side. Jimin took YNs hands and put them in his hair. YN started to scratch his head, causing Jimin to hum softly and put his head into YNs chest. YN giggles again.

"Good morning to you too."

Jungkook looks up, eyes half open.

"YN-ah, Hobi-hyung wants you downstairs, dressed and ready to go out and eat."

As YN was about to answer, a loud stomach grumble answered for her. YN slowly looked to her left and saw Tae pouting.

"I wanted to eat breakfast, but Jin smacked my head with a spatula. He said that we should treat you to some food from his abeoji*s restaurant. So... Could you hurry?"

YN looked at Jimin for an opinion, but he currently had his head leaning back slightly into YNs hands. His eyes were closed in pleasure (minds out of the gutter... I see you...) His mouth slightly open with a smile and his wings were fluttering. YN tapped his head, causing Jimin to snap out of his trance.

"Hey! Why did you stop?? I was enjoying myself."

Tae snickered. Jimin smacked his head in response. "Not like that!"

Jimin got off YNs lap, pulling Tae up with him and push Tae out of the room.

"YN, I have to deal with a brat, so could you deal with Jungkook? Don't worry. It's like dealing with a sleepy puppy. Bye bye!"

Jimin closed the door, leaving YN with a sleepy Jungkook.

(Can I just say... Jungkook being sleepy is the cutest thing I have ever seen. And I finally have found out how to put in GIFs. Geez. Took me long enough) She crouched down in front of Jungkook, who was slightly swaying. She looked at the clock on her bedside table. 4pm.

How is this boy sleepy AT 4PM??

She looked back at Jungkook. "What are you so sleepy, Kookie?"

She started to stroke his ears, which made Jungkook whine and made his tail thump.

"Mmmmm.... Playing..... Games.....TaeTae....Not my fault...." Jungkook sleepily mumbled as he pushed his head into YN's hand more.

Ah. That makes sense.

Well, Hobi said to get ready. So she has to. There is one problem.

There is currently a wizard wolf boy on her floor, sleepily swaying.

Could she call one of the boys to grab him? No. They are probably busy. Could she get Bam or RJ to do it for her? No. RJ was with Jin and Bam was outside with Hobi, who was currently making sure that the flowers around the property were taken care of.

She huffed. It's time to take matters into her own hands.

'He looks pretty light...' YN thought to herself.

She retracted her hand from Jungkook, who let out a sound of annoyance. YN put her hands under Jungkook's thighs and lifted him into her chest. Jungkook's head flopped onto her shoulder. She grunted.

'...never mind...'

YN carefully turned around and went to her door. She opened it and slowly and steadily, went downstairs with the sleepy maknae in her arms.

Namjoon was reading one of his many books when he saw the woman bring Jungkook down the stairs. He watched with wide eyes and an agape mouth as YN went to the couch and tossed Jungkook lightly onto it. YN turned around, then jumped at the sight of Namjoon.

Namjoon was sat in a beige chair wearing an oversized sleeveless hoodie with blue and white text that says BALENCIAGA PARIS with an emblem in the middle, blue baggy jeans, white sneakers and an orange beanie.

Namjoon shook his head in shock.

"How... Why... How did you do that?"

YN looks at Jungkook, who was now sitting up, looking around the room sleepily.

"Ummm.... With my hands...?"

"But how did you hold him up?!"

"Uhhh... With my arms..."

"I mean, I thought that we could hold things up, but damn... I'm mistaken!" Namjoon smiled at YN.

"There's one thing that we can't hold." Yoongi said while walking into the room and flopping on the couch, causing Jungkook to get up and go into his room. Yoongi was wearing a black sweatshirt and sweatpants with white sneakers. Simple, yet effective.

"And what would that be?" YN asked.

Yoongi smiled at YN "That, my curious 12 Tailed Fox, would be alcohol."

"...oh..."

Jimin fluttered into the room and sat in front of Namjoon. Jimin was wearing a dark green sweatshirt that said BE A GOOD HUMAN on the back with yellow smiley faces on the elbows, black skinny jeans and black Chelsea boots.

"Hey! We can hold our liquor. I'm a goddamn pro!"

"Remember what happened at Ossu Seiromushi on our anniversary?"

Jimin's face paled. "Are we going there today?"

Yoongi gave Jimin an evil grin. Jimin looked at the ground in shock and cussed out Yoongi in Korean.

Namjoon was silent, let out a silent giggle then went back to reading while shooing YN away, signalling her to get ready. She went upstairs into her room and opened her walk-in wardrobe.

She looked around her wardrobe with slight shock in her eyes. Why did she make all the boys get her clothing options? There were so many options that it made her have a slight meltdown. What does she wear today? Is the weather hot or cold? Was the weather just at the right temperature? Does she wear a dress? If so, does she wear heels, flats or sneakers? Does she wear a playsuit? Maybe a nice T-shirt and pant combo? What about-

A knock on the door brings her back to reality.

"Hey, you ok in there?" Hobi asked from the other side of the door. YN smiles. Hobi is like a sadness detector. He feels something is off, he tries to resolve it.

"Yeah, I'm okay. Just... There's a lot of clothing, that's all."

"Awwww! You'll be fine! I have faith in you, sweetie! Anyway, I'll be downstairs with the boys. See you in a moment!"

YN looked back at the clothing and took a deep breath. She looked at the temperature on her phone. Not too hot. Not too cold. Just right. She is feeling in a dress mood today so she went to the dress part of the wardrobe.

She looked at her dresses. She pulled out a beautiful floral dress that Tae got her from Gucci. She looked at the price tag. She almost choked on her own spit.

Yeah... She's putting that back.

She saw a short neon green dress. Nope. Not in a million years. Then... She saw it... The dress that she was looking for.

The Strawberry Dress.

The dress was beautiful. It made her feel like a princess. She immediately grabbed it and put it on. She looked at herself in the mirror. She looked... Amazing. She put on white sneakers and accessorised with a small white purse, some silver earrings and glasses with a clear frame.

She giggled and walked out of her wardrobe with a confident stride. She walked down the stairs and caught all the boys attention. Well... Except Jin.

"Wow... YN, you look..." Jungkook said while walking towards her.

"Weird?"

"Like an angel..." Jungkook held her hand and lifted it up so she can spin for him. She did, causing the dress to flow freely with her movements. She truly looked like an angel.

YN giggled, grabbed the car keys from the key bowl (I don't know if you guys have that, but it's a bowl or place where you put your keys...) turned around and jingled the keys. "Well, shall we?"

Jimin tilted his head. "Since when could you drive?"

While Jimin said this, the boys and girl started to lock up the house so they could leave without the worries of being burgled.

YN thought for a moment. "I taught myself, got what I needed for the requirements for a license, then POOF! I can drive."

Tae chuckled while getting in the car. "You're lucky Namjoon didn't teach you. Otherwise the car would be engulfed in flames." This statement caused everyone to laugh. Except Namjoon.

"Boy, you are so lucky that I don't whoop your ass..."

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The restaurant was very quiet. Probably because Jin made everyone who made a loud noise leave the premises IMMEDIATELY! He didn't want his jagi to have a sensory overload, did he?... Wait... Jagi?

Jin saw the boys enter with YN in tow, who was currently holding Hobi's hand and was looking at the different decorations in curiousity. It was very nicely decorated. Maybe she could decorate the house like this.

"YN-ah!" Jin walked out of the kitchen and went to YN with his arms open. YN smiled and went into Jin's embrace. Jin swayed side to side since he knows that the movement helps stimulate her in a new place.

"Are you ready to try delicious food, made by yours truly?" Jin pretended to throw his hair over his shoulder by doing a hair flip.

YNs tails started to thump against her back and in the air in excitement. "I'm ready!" YN then walked over to the biggest table and sat on a chair. The boys looked at her and then walked over to join in her happiness.

"Jin-hyung, how long have you been here for?" YN tilted her head in curiousity.

"Well, my appa asked me to prepare food for today today and there wasn't really any business happening so I stayed behind so... I think... From 9 in the morning?"

YN looked at the clock. It's 5 now. YN widened her eyes.

"Why were you here for that long?!"

Jin laughed his iconic laugh(and I mean, *iconic*, darling).

"I wanted to treat you. I've been treating these boys for a long time now. Whenever someone new comes along, I make them food. Probably the potion conjuring part of me kicking in. *Snickers* Since I think you might be around for a while, I'm going to spoil you whether you like it or not." Jin ended his sentence with a smile.

Jin flicked his wrists and different plates of Korean dishes came out from the kitchen. When the plates were set in front of all the boys and YN, all of their stomachs started to growl in unison like they were in a band. (Hmmmm... A band you say?🤔🤔🤔)

YN was overwhelmed. In a good way. She has never had this much food in front of her before. But boy, she going to enjoy every single bite. Since she isn't Korean (if you are, I'm sorry!) She was learning about the different dishes that the boys (aka. Yoongi and Jin) made.

Slowly but surely, she identified all of the dishes on the table and smiled.There was kimchijeon* bibimbap,* tteokbokki*, bulgogi*, jjiage*, Korean fried chicken, bibim nengmyun* and samgyetang* on their table.

Jin remembered her favourite foods.

From a nod from Namjoon, it was a Food. Frenzy. Boys grabbing food from left and right. Conversations were happening like they hadn't seen each other in years; talking about the weather to how the greenhouse was coming along.

While enjoying her Korean fried chicken, she looked at all of the boys. She loves the chaotic behaviour of them. Jungkook is currently having a debate on whether his girlfriend in the future would peel a perilla with Jimin while Namjoon and Jin were trying not to spit out their kimchijeon.

She had another bite of her meal and closed her eyes in content.

This is something she could get used to.

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No cliffhanger this time. Huh.

Anyway. I hope you guys enjoyed!

Korean translations (If it's wrong, blame Google)

Abeoji - father

Appa - dad (this is only appropriate when a son/daughter calls their father this)

Kimchijeon - Kimchi pancake

Bibimbap - consists of warm rice topped with mixed vegetables, beef or chicken, and raw egg, as well as soy sauce and a dollop of chilli pepper paste for seasoning.

Tteokbokki - red rice cakes

Bulgogi - consists of thin slices of marinated beef sirloin that are cooked alongside sliced onions, green peppers, and garlic using a charcoal burner, resulting in a distinctive smoky flavour.

Jjiage - Korean stew

Bibim nengmyun - spicy cold noodles

Samgyetang - Ginseng chicken soup.

Hopefully that was all the translations. I got the food ideas from this website: https://au.hotels.com/go/south-korea/great-korean-dishes

Anyway, have a good day!

Author Emily OUT! 💜

Taglist: @nonbinaryidiot @kookiecrumb @exactlyfuriouscoffee @angelic-lawyer @candied-lavender @persphonesorchid @singukieee

Guess who's back! Back again! Emily's back! (Still with virus) Tell a friend!

IM BACK!

I hope that you guys are doing ok. I'm feeling better. To be honest with you, all I've got is just a sore throat and a runny nose... Hmm.

ANYWAY! There will be something at the end that you guys should read since it's a future 'project', if you will. So...

With that being said...

Let's go!

SPELLPROOF 05

Pairing: ot7 X reader

Genre: Fluff, Smut, Angst, Hurt and Comfort, Horror.

Warnings for this chapter: Talks of abuse, depictions of bullying, suicidal tendencies, unloving parents, unloving little shits in school, unloving people in general, the reader has a LOT of information told about themselves this chapter.

DISCLAIMER 1: Since this chapter does contain talks on sensitive subjects, please don't read this if you don't want to. I'm not going to force you to. If you want to have a talk about anything, I'm here. If you are reading it, I'll put 5 asterisks to show where it begins and where it ends. Borahae! 💜

DISCLAIMER 2: I do not own BTS. This fan fiction is just for fun!

Yoongi and Tae approach the woman slowly. As she observes them, she now realises why they have a slight hue of pink on their cheeks. She looks down and quickly confirms the problem.

She clicks her fingers and the wind picks up, throwing leaves and twigs around her. When the leaves touch her body, they stick to her and slowly form clothing. Yoongi and Tae look around in amazement and stop walking towards her and they look at the magnetic woman in front of them.

The woman is standing strong and proud in a leafy jumpsuit. Her wings, which are white and have rainbow streaks at the tips, was tucked into her back. When they move, they sparkle and have little rainbows follow them. Her horns are small, but are glowing the same colour as her eyes: a beautiful green. Just like the greenhouse...

Her ears and tails are also the same colour as her wings. The tails are slowly swaying back and forth, while her ears twitch on her head whenever she hears the sounds of the forest.

She smiles and closes the distance between her and the boys. She bows her head in greeting. The boys bow back.

'H-hi. You look...' Yoongi looks at Tae for reasurrance.

'Different.'

The woman huffs out a breath, resembling a laugh and points in the direction of where the boys went previously. Yoongi and Tae look at each other, shrug, then take their places next to the woman; Yoongi on her left, Tae on her right.

They didn't realise that the woman was so tall! Since she was curled into herself when she was standing when they first saw her, they thought she was Jimin's height... Nope! She might even rival Namjoon! Yoongi had to lift his head slightly but Taehyung was fine.

With a nod from the woman, they set off on their walk back to the house...

_-_-_-_

Jimin was waiting on the porch (like the good boy he is... I'll stop) fiddling with his magic. When he heard the giggles of Yoongi and Tae, Jimin jumped from his seated position and his wings started fluttering so hard, they were about to fly off of his body.

'Guys! They're back! Shes ok!' Jimin squealed as he ran down to greet the woman. Jimin jumped on the woman and she wrapped her arms around his waist, being mindful of his wings. She had a look of shock on her face. She looked at Yoongi and Tae, who were currently having laughing fits. So hard in fact that Tae's laugh sounds like a kettle. The woman rolled her eyes.

When Jimin pulled back, he gasped at the woman.

'You're so beautiful! And so tall too!' Jimin dropped down and looked up at the woman, who was currently blushing as red as RJs handkerchief.

She looks at Tae and points at the house several times, showing that she wants to leave the conversation. He smiles and takes her inside, followed by Yoongi and Jimin.

When she walked in, Jungkook runs up to her and starts bouncing.

'I KNEW IT! You have ears like me! And look at your tail...' He looks behind her and sees her 12 tails swishing about. 'Tails?!' He looks at her, eyes widened. Tae looks at Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok and nods.

Jin sighed. His predictions were correct: the woman was indeed the 12 Tailed Woman. If so... Jin winced slightly, causing the boys to look at him.

'Whats wrong, hyung?' Hoseok looks at Jin. Jin walks over to the woman and starts to examine her closely and carefully. Her eyes turn amber. Jin catches on and strokes her cheek.

'Its ok. I'm just making sure that the Pool healed you properly. Sometimes it doesn't do it fully.' Yoongi looks at his injured shoulder in slight disgust. Her eyes turned back to green. Jin looks at the boys.

'If she truly is the 12 Tailed Woman, we need to know everything. And I mean, EVERYTHING.' Jin turns to the woman. 'I know that I might be pushing into a boundary of some sort, but we need to know who you are so we can help in every way.'

The woman looks at every boy in the room, ears and tails twitching in thought, her eyes turning yellow. She has been guarded for so long... Can she do this?

Would they still want her for who she is if they found out her secret?

...Yes, they would.

Whenever she is around these men, she doesn't want to run away. She wants to stay. It's like... She was home. Could this be...

...no! Of course not! Those type of things don't exist. Hers is burnt into her skin. Why would she believe in it now?

But... People need to know. They need to know that others like her are out there. Starting with the Bangtan Coven.

She looks at Jin and nods. She walks to the TV and motions for the boys to sit down. The boys rush over and wonder what she is about to do. Bundled up on the couch, she motions Hobi to turn on the TV. He does and she puts her hand on the television screen.

Hello, boys.

The boys looked at her with wonder. She has experience with magic. Huh.

My name is YN and I am indeed the 12 Tailed Woman. You would like me to confirm my story. Understandable. But before I do, I would like to ask a question.

She looks at Taehyung.

Sir Taehyung, when you were talking about your mother, about the bedtime stories, what were they about, exactly?

Tae furrowed his eyebrows slightly, thinking back to his childhood.

'Mainly, the story was about a princess who saved herself from the evil dragon.'

YN smiled sadly.

Unfortunately, that's far from the truth. I do want one thing from you all.

The boys motion for her to continue.

I need your verbal consent that I can show you this. I have seen such horrible things that I haven't talked about for a VERY long time. Can you handle it?

Namjoon nods. 'We need to know.'

... as you wish...

The screen darkens and the boys prepare for what they are about to watch.

_-_-_-_-_ *****

YN was sat in a room with her parents. Her father was holding a letter from a doctor in his hand. He stared at his daughter with an angry look. Her mother was looking at her with a blank look in her eyes.

Her father put the letter on the table. Her mother left the room. YN read the letter.

Dear Mr and Mrs [REDACTED],

The results for your daughter's speech pathology and behavioural issues has come back.

The test came back saying that you daughter, YN [REDACTED] has Autism Spectrum Disorder.

There are many therapies and funding that we can provide for you and your child.

If there are any more questions, please let me or my staff know.

Kind regards,

Dr John Bell

Her father stood from his chair and walked around so he was standing behind her. He grabbed her by the hair and slammed her head against the table.

'You are disgusting, you know that? A poor excuse of a child!'

He leaves the room. YN sits there for a while. What did she do? She thought she was fine. She knew she wasn't normal. Obviously. She had Fennec Fox ears that were white and rainbow at the tips, horns that glowed and 12 tails that were the same colour as her ears. Oh. She also has wings that tear through every shirt she has so her parents had to pay more money for hybrid safe shirts.

She walked out of the room and sat in the lounge room. Her mother was smoking a cigarette while her father was pacing around the room.

'I thought that I would have a son that would be excellent at playing sports and maybe, one day, he would be in the big leagues, earning lots of money and making his parents proud. But no. Instead, I got you. A fucking spastic who is scared of thunder and lightning because it's "too loud". Bullshit.'

Her father goes and grabs a beer from the fridge. YN pulls her legs onto the couch, curling into a little ball. Why couldn't she be normal? She knew she wasn't. Everyone knew.

Her village was a tight knit community. If there was a problem, EVERYONE would know. So when she was showing signs that she wasn't like other students, they didn't take it well.

They started bullying her for no reason. Calling her names from the ones that don't really have an effect, such as fat, ugly and too tall. To the names that really leave a mark. Retarded. Not good enough. Diseased ridden. One of the kids actually threatened to kill her mother because it was 'getting rid of the root of the problem'.

She sat in silence while her father sat on the couch next to her. He grabbed one of her ears and yanked her head forward so she fell off the couch onto the white fluffy carpet.

'Animals aren't supposed to be on the couch.' He laughed at his own cruel joke and pointed at a spot in the corner, where no-one could see it. YN crawled over and her ears drooped in sadness.

It was a dog bed. Covered in dust.

She unfortunately had to sleep in that bed for the entire time she was living there. Whenever she tried to go to her own room, her father would throw her onto the ground and shout: 'Animals stay downstairs!'

Her mental health was slowly getting worse. Not only was she now labelled as the disabled kid, she was also labelled as the kid who has anxiety and depression. It wasn't a good mixture.

Her stimming became more of a way to selfharm. She was ripping the skin off her hands by rubbing the back of her hands on the wall and keep doing it until there was blood painting the wall. She was also secretly slitting her wrists in the backyard so her father didn't scold her for being 'broken'

She spent every night on the floor hoping that one day, her life would change...

... but it didn't. It just got worse.

One day, there was a knock on the door. Her father answered and talked quietly with the visitor. He pointed at YN, who was currently tilting her head in curiousity. 5 men entered the house and held YN down by her wrists, ankles and her ears.

She was screaming in terror.

"MUM! HELP ME!!! PLEASE!!! DADDY!!! HEELLLPPP!"

Her father looked on in glee. Her mother said nothing. She never said anything. She never fought when her daughter was being beaten to a pulp by her husband. She never said anything when he 'accidentally' dropped a pot of boiling water on her tails, causing YN to scream in pain.

She. Never. Said. Anything.

The men pushed on her so much that numerous cracks were heard in the room and YN started to scream like a banshee.

When the men picked her up, she didn't fight back. There was no point. She was exhausted and also had a massive meltdown which didn't help much.

Her father said to the man in charge something that YN would hate him for...

"I want another one. She's too broken to be a normal child."

_-_-_-_

The S.Miles Company.

A place where different children products were tested and smiles were being put on every children's faces whenever they left.

But behind closed doors was a different story.

The S.Miles Company was actually a illegal hybrid testing facility.

Hybrid testing facilities are only legal if they are funded by the government or are in the hybrid care department.

YN has been at the S.Miles Company for about 20 years. 30? She gave up on counting. She tried to make herself comfortable on her newspaper on the ground but that would never happen.

She tried to relax and try to get some sleep but whenever she closed her eyes, she saw flashes of her memories in THE ROOM.*****

Her back being slashed with whips. Her ears being electrocuted. Burnt. Her horns being grinded off her head. Her wings being pulled out of her back. Her tails being strapped down to a wooden board then being chopped off.

She opened her eyes.

All because she was different.

She stood up slowly and went over to her cage door. The guard was asleep, snoring so loudly it was like a car engine. She smiles for the first time. Lazy asshat.

Would she ever be free?

She has been planning her escape from the second she was thrown into her cell. She didn't do well in small, enclosed spaces like this. All she did was play around with her magic... Wait...

Her magic!

She lifted her hand slowly and carefully. The keys from the guards belt came off and floated towards her. When it was close enough, she turned her hand, palm down, and moves her fingers towards her. When she feels that her cell door key went into the lock, she rotated her wrist.

The door opened.

She was free! Well... Not yet... But her plan was working!

She hopped out of her cell and looked around. Huh. No cameras. No-one is around. Apart from the guard. Jeez. This company was a multi-billion won company and you'd think they put in some effort.

She looked above and saw a barred cell window back in her cell.

Really? She unlocked her cell door for what? Shits and giggles?

She went back into her cell and tried to figure out how she could climb up to the window. She looked at the cell door.

Perfect.

She used her magic to take the door off its hinges and lent it up against the wall. She climbed the door so she can get a better look at her one way ticket to freedom.

Not many bars but she still needs to break the bars somehow. Hmmmm. Maybe her magic? I mean, it was strong enough to lift a FUCKING CELL DOOR THAT WEIGHTS OVER 100 KGS, it would be easy to snap a few bars of metal.

"OI! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!"

Shit!

YN snapped her head in the guards direction, causing the door to fly toward the guard as a weapon.

SPLAT! (... I don't think I need to explain what happened)

YN sighed in relief then realised something. She looked down.

She was levitating. Well, that's something you don't see everyday. Just an hybrid floating in midair. It's fine.

She looked at the window and punched it. With the force that she punched the window, as well as the magic in her hand, caused the bars to be completely obliterated.

Jeez, she felt like a superhero.

She shimmied her way out of the cell and RAN.

She ran all the way out and disguised herself with the scrap fabric around the yard by waving her hand in the air in a circular motion, causing different fabrics to stick to her like a second skin.

She saw the 15 foot barbed wired fence in front on her. She smiled. With her new powers, nothing was in her way.

With her hands raised to the sky, she forced them down causing a gush of wind to propel her over the fence and to land on her feet delicately. She turned around to see her final 'home' and looked at the Directors Room. Her eyes widened slightly.

The Director... Was her father.

No wonder he hated her guts...

She smiled as much as she could at him (even though her face was covered) and pointed both middle fingers at him. Fucking asshole.

Then she ran.

She ran so far that the adrenaline that was pumping through her veins suddenly disappeared. But she still ran.

She thought that she ran through a barrier of some kind but in her state of mind at the moment, she didn't care. She just wanted to be as far away from that man and that place as possible.

She tripped over a tree root and fell down a small hill in the forest. She just... Let it happen. Hitting different rocks and twigs on the way down, she landed in a puddle of cold water.

She slowly stood up and started to limp quickly. Then after a few seconds, pain flew through her leg. She fell and screamed, causing the thread in her lips to expand and to rip her lips slightly.

She pulled herself into a bush which had a convenient tree large enough to lean up against. Now she can finally rest. She looked up. She saw something that she thought she would never see.*****

Stars.

They were so beautiful. So pretty. So carefree. So... Normal. YN wanted to be one of them. She could be with everyone and not be judged. She would be a part of a place where people were treated equally. But in society, that would be far from the truth.

She heard sticks snapping. It was time. She slowly closed her eyes... And waited...

A bleat and bark could be heard. Then...

Darkness...

_-_-_-_-_-_

YN took her hand off of the TV and looked at the boys. All of them were crying, holding each other for comfort. She smiled sadly.

Jungkook stood up with Tae, walked over to YN and held her close. Jungkook held her from behind and put his head into her shoulder, lightly licking her scent gland. Tae put one hand on her face while the other one was on her waist.

"We're so sorry!" Tae said before bursting into tears. YN pulled his head toward her mouth and kissed his head lightly.

"You can't change what happened. It's a part of me forever, but I'm okay now. Yes, I have the occasional nightmare, but I'm okay."

She smiled at Tae to give him reassurance. He smiles back.

She went to sit down but Jungkook sat down first, pulling YN into his lap. She hovered over his lap before slowly putting her weight onto him. Tae sat closely near her, holding her hand and putting his head on YN's shoulder.

"I know that was a lot to understand, but it's okay. I agree. However, I thought that now we could have some time where we could talk about my Autism. I don't mind talking about it. So..."

She looks at the boys expectantly.

"What would you like to know?"

_-_-_-_-_-_-_

And DONE!

Yay!

Wow. I thought that I wouldn't do this. But somehow... I did! Woo! *High fives self*

I hope that you enjoyed!

So the thing I was talking about with the project was actually something that would involve you guys! My idea was that you guys would ask the woman aka YN about Autism. You could select one of the boys and get one of them to ask a question. Not only would you be getting an insight on her Autism, you also get a look at the boys personalities as well! Win-win situation!

All you have to do is tell me the boy that you want to ask and the type of questions you want to ask! She is an open book! So ask any question.

Creative... I know.

Anyway, I hope you enjoyed!

Author Emily OUT 💜

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