I Will Always Protect You

I will always protect You

Character: Javier Escuella (Red Dead Redemption 2) Summary: Your past is haunting you, but Javier quickly comes to the rescue Warnings: None Author’s note: This is my first scenario in English, I hope you’ll like it! Word count: 1,100

Birds are chirping, the sun is shining, and the lake's water was so tranquil, you almost felt guilty about your sadness. It came suddenly and quickly, and you just felt so heavy as you sat down at the table.

It's been weeks now that you joined the Van der Linde gang, and although almost everyone was so kind and friendly with you, you couldn't get away from your not that distant past. After the O'Driscolls butchered your father, they wanted to murder you too - or even worse. But you got away, and that pissed them off. How could a weakling like you escaped the O'Drisscols? They chased you for days. You left behind your homestead near Strawberry, where you lived your whole life. They followed you to New Hanover, where you lost your horse who was the only living creature from your past. You were alone, and when you thought there's no future, Javier and Charles found you, and after hearing your story, they quickly scooped you up from the dirt and brought you to their camp at Horseshoe Overlook. You swore an oath to Dutch van der Linde, and he said he saw something in you, maybe some potential, some fire, or maybe he thought you are a survivor, just like them. You didn't care about his reasons: you were grateful that you finally had a place you can call home again. And when everything got heated at Valentine, you stayed with them, and now you were sitting at the tables by the lake near Rhodes. It was a beautiful place, everything seemed pretty much peaceful, the weather was great... It supposed to be a good day.

But then the sadness came. You saw John as he tried to have a conversation with Jack, it was so innocent and warm, you felt a pain in your throat. Yeah, he was awkward around him, and Abigail had to intervene since John started to get angry over something meaningless, but in the end... they were family. Something you didn't have anymore.

You felt as a teardrop slide down on your cheek, and you almost let the river run by, when you felt a hand on your shoulder.

'Ey, is everything good, y/n?', asked Javier, and you let out a loud sigh. He was so caring, and not just now, he was like that from the beginning. He always asked how you feel, if you need anything, or just checked on you every once in a while. It felt so great every time, and you were not surprised that you fall in love with this man almost instantly.

'To be honest, Javier, no. But I don't know if I want to talk about it. It's just... I feel alone. I appreciate everyone's kindness, and I know I can talk about my problems like, literally anybody here, but even... I don't know, I just miss my life.'

Javier stood there for a second in silence, and right when you started to feel ashamed talking about yourself again, he smiled softly.

'Don't go anywhere' he said, and you stared after him confused as he walked away. But then he returned with his guitar soon, and you just smiled. Oh, he was so good with his words but even better with his music. You heard him playing his guitar so many times, but he never played anything for you in particular before. You couldn't help but smile - you felt your heart may stop when he started singing in Spanish, so soothing, so lovely that you almost felt as your problems are vanishing slowly. 

'That was amazing', you said when he stopped, looking at you with a curious smile.

'I know how hard it can be to start a new life.' he said, looking into the distance as he continued with a quiet ballad in the background 'But I'm happy that both of us found a family here.'

'I remember you telling a story about your homeland, in Mexico. You even told us about a monster who feasts on the cattle's blood', you chuckled, so did he. 'You said that your mother tried everything to raise you into a gentleman.'

'And what about your mother?' he asked quickly, almost as he tried to avoid to talk about his family. You understood that very well indeed, this was your first time opening up about your past since you were here at the camp.

'I never knew her' you said as you tried to smile at him 'She left when I was very young, I don't even remember her face that well now. My father raised me. He was a boozer. If I have to think about him, I can't even imagine him without a bottle.'

'Sounds like Uncle to me.'

He tried to cheer you up, and you were so god damn thankful for him.

'Yeah, except on a very rare occasion, Uncle can do something useful', you laughed, then you sighed again. 'After he got murdered, I was so afraid. I never really loved him, but I had some kind of respect for him. And without him, all alone, I felt so helpless.'

'After all, he was your father. But I hope you know, you don't have to be afraid anymore', he said, and he started singing again. This time, you calmed down completely.

'You know what "Te protegere por siempre" means?', he asked as he quoted from the song. 'I will always protect you. And I meant that part. No one can hurt you from now on, and I know for a fact that everyone around here thinks the same. But between us', he winked at you as he leaned closer, 'if you have any problems, or just need someone to talk, come to me first.'

You felt your heart in your throat, but you managed to smile anyway.

'Well, I happen to have a problem', you said, 'We have this beautiful lake here and I haven't seen a proper sunset yet. I had chores, or Sean distracted me with some drunk nonsense and when I had a chance to sit down, it was nighttime again.'

'Oh, if this is what your heart desires, senorita/senor, I would gladly spend my evening, watching the sunset with you.'

And as he said that, he stood up, guitar in one hand, with his other hand reaching out for you. You hesitated for a bit as you felt your legs are already shaking, but then you accepted his hand with a huge smile.

Little did he know the true desire of your heart was him for sure.

Your writing is so cute! And I'm so happy to have another kamiaso writer :) May I request a scenario for when Hades realizes that he's falling in love?

Hi, anon! Sorry for keeping you waiting so much for this, but I had a quite crowded holiday, but hopefully I can make it up for you with my reply!So, for this request, I had to do some research. I always liked Hades, but I didn’t care about his route in the game that much since he is not really my type. I found out how miserable his whole route, and I felt so bad for him, but then I had an idea of how to write this scenario! I hope you will like it, have a nice day

Hades realizes he’s in love

The day was almost over, and as the sun almost disappeared on the horizon, Hades thought it would be nice to have some alone time out in the garden, under the starry sky. He was mad at his brother, but he had to admit, Zeus did a very good job creating this world. The night sky was magnificent every time he looked up at it and knowing that humans can see it anytime made him a little jealous. So, he spent most of his time stargazing, enjoying every bit of it before he and the other gods have to go home.The plan was the same for tonight, but as he made his way to the garden, he suddenly saw a familiar face: it was you again. He told you to stay away from him, he warned you so many times to let him alone in his misery, and you continued to ignore it. Why? - he asked. - Why can’t you just let him be? Why do you feel the need to taste his curse again and again? And he never knew the answer. He was not angry, or annoyed. He was so worried something would happen to you. You were just a weak, innocent human, his curse could destroy you so easily, and yet you didn’t even notice it.‘Hades, do you have a minute? I made you something’, you said, and he didn’t know why, but his heart stopped for a moment. It was his curse again?’….you made something? …..for me?’, he asked slowly, but when you said yes, he took a deep breath 'I can take a look at it.’He followed you to a building next to the school, and before letting him in, you stopped in front of the door and smiled at him.'I heard that you like astrology, and I saw you sitting in the garden at nights. Last time when I sat next to you, it started to rain…’'It was because I’m miserable. You should’ve stayed away from me in the first place’, his tone was firm, but your smile didn’t disappear.'But come one, look at this’, you said, opening the door. He stepped inside, but he didn’t notice anything in the room at first, but all the drapes blinds covered the windows, causing complete darkness.  There was a table in front of the room, with a strange-looking lamp on it? He could only see it because you light up some candles. He got curious but tried to keep his distance from you while he followed you to the table.'So, do you think it would start to rain again if I would try to join you stargazing?’'It would rain, or something far worse would happen.’'Excellent.’'Excellent?’ he repeated your answer with an impatient edge. What are you up to?He had some suspicious ideas, but all that disappeared as you switched on the strange lamp on the tables. You rushed to blow out the candles, but all he saw the lights above him: all those little stars he gazed every night, they were there with all their sparkles and magic. He stared at them with marvel in his eyes, and you let him admire the view for a while before stepping closer.This time, he didn’t ask you not to.'I thought it would be nice to see the night sky together anyway. So, what do you think? I know it’s can’t be as pretty as the real one, but maybe it’s good enough to spend some time together…’Slowly, he turned his head to you. He had so many mixed feelings. But from all of them, he was so thankful.'You did this? On your own? For me…?’'Well, not completely on my own, Apollon and Dionysos help me a lot, but… Of course, I did this for you!’He looked away, and he was so glad it was dark in there, cause this way you couldn’t tell he was blushing. But oh, he did, his face was burning, and a long-forgotten feeling started to melt his heart.Why would you do such things for him…? Why would he fell for anyone…?But you.You were different. And he knew that as much he cursed his heart for feeling this way.

SKSKS THIS IS TOO FUNNY

credit to peachadler on twitter!

hi! I completely understand if you're not comfortable writing this request, so no worries if you don't want to, but I was wondering if I could please request some fluffy headcanons (or a scenario, whatever you feel like!) for Zen with an insecure, plus sized s/o who struggles with disordered eating (skipping meals etc) and who feels invalidated in her struggle bc she's not thin?? again, totally okay if you don't want to write this! thanks for reading, hope you have a good day! Xx

Hi anon, it’s completely okay! I’m more than comfortable writing requests like this because it’s a very personal experience for me. I’m plus size, and I had an eating disorder. So I know how hard can it be. And, Zen is my absolute bae from Mystic Messenger :3 I hope you’ll like my headcanons, and if you do, feel free to send a request again anytime the box is open!

Zen with an insecure plus sized s/o who has eating disorder

First of all, in Korea, it’s a very common thing that people asking you about your daily meals, so if you would try to keep it as a secret, he would find out very soon.

You can try lying about it, but please don’t do that to this precious boy, he needs to know the truth.

If you are open about it with him, first he would be extremely worried. He loves you so much, and Zen wants to make sure that you’re healthy. This goal will be one of his top priorities from now on, no ifs or buts.

He needs to talk about it with you, he would ask a lot of questions. How long you had this disorder? Is it because of childhood trauma? Did somebody say something about you? Do you have any other kind of problems like depression, anxiety, anything? It could be overwhelming a first, but he really wants to understand you and your feelings.

If someone bullied you, and that’s why you have troubles, he would be so understanding, yet angry at the people who talked shit about you. If it happened recently, he would want to face your bullies, unless you ask him not to.  Oh, and if you let him do that, you won’t have to worry about them ever again. He’s a very kind guy, but extremely protective if it comes to you, and trust me, I bet he had some roles where he had to act as a bad guy. He nailed it.

If the thoughts about your body come from you, he would even feel a little guilt. Did he not call you beautiful enough? Or did he said something that caused that effect? You would have to explain to him that it’s not his fault, and then he could focus on you entirely. Immediately he would tell you everything he thinks about you: that you are the most beautiful, pretty and gorgeous person he had ever known. He would ask you about what you don’t like on your body. If you are insecure because of the other girls on the magazines, or on social media, again, he would tell you how perfect you are for him, and after that one-hour pep talk, he would tell you how most people on those pictures are photoshopped into a “perfect” form. Zen met a lot with people who he did see in magazines before, and sometimes they were so different he didn’t even recognize them! He would try to cheer you up, and he would clear everything from his schedule to spend more time with you that day, even worshipping your body in a more intimate way if you would let him (and oh, please, let him do that, you won’t regret it!).

He would definitely scoop you up, take you to the nearest sofa or bed, and love the shit out of you. Hug you, kiss you, whisper compliments and sweet nothings to you. If you get bored, he would watch a movie with you, cook something delicious, or anything you’d like. 

As for your eating habits, Zen would be very serious about that too.  Not just that he would try to remind you daily to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner, but he would happily cook or buy you something daily to make sure you are eating something healthy. He would even try to reschedule his days so he can take you out on lunch breaks at a restaurant whenever he can, or just have a quick picnic with you at a park nearby. 

He would compliment you anyway, but after you open up about your insecurities, he would do that more and on purpose, and even brag about you more! 

If you would be determined about losing weight, he would make sure you know that you are perfect the way you are, and he is already deeply in love with you, so if you would want to do it because of him, you don’t have to. But if you would want to lose weight because of yourself, he would help you with that too. You can work out together: if he can spend more time with you, and you will be more confident about yourself, it’s a win-win situation for him!

Overall, he would be more than ready to help you out with anything, and Zen would be very understanding and caring too. He would try not to push the topic too hard, but he would be very serious about your psychical and mental health and even would consider seeing a doctor if his aspirations were not enough to help you out.

Hey! Considering I am the first one here, can I request a long scenario with Seven who has little self-confidence and in serious need of some confirmation about his looks?

Hi, thank you, this is such a cute request! Hooray, you’re the first one!!! :D And to be honest, he IS so good looking, I don’t know how can he think anything else. Anyway, I hope you’ll like it!

Character: Seven (Mystic Messenger)Summary: Seven needs a little ego boost, and MC is right here to make that happen!Warnings: NoneAuthor’s note: -Word count: 798

Another day went by, hectic and spontaneous as always, and after a short break, while he grabbed a bag of Honey Buddha chips, Seven leaned down to the sofa. It was time to check on the chat as he felt somehow empty since he finished all of his tasks for the day. But as soon as he logged into the chatroom, he felt something completely different. He saw your name and the spark of excitement rushed through his body. Oh, he felt so lonely without you.There were other members logged in the chatroom. Besides the two of you, Yoosung and Zen were there, and Jaehee appeared soon after him. He scrolled back to see what you guys were up to: besides Yoosung ranting about Lolol, and Zen bragging about his new role again, there was nothing really interesting that could have caught his eyes. But Jaehee just sent a picture of Zen with his abs out again and with a perfect face with perfect hair, and Seven felt a little pain in his chest.He was not jealous. Or, okay, maybe he was a little. But who wouldn't be jealous over Zen? Besides, he was jealous before, and this was a different feeling. He saw you compliment the picture in the chatroom, and although he knew you were just generally kind and caring, he couldn't help himself feel bad about it. Yeah, of course, he sent a funny picture of himself, wearing a cosplay or something, and you said that it was hilarious, and yeah, of course, it was hilarious. But if he would send you a picture as Zen did before so many times, would you compliment him as well? Or not just you, anyone? It never happened before, even though he never tried it for real. Except for that one when he sent a picture of himself wearing that blonde wig, and everyone started to brant about how beautiful Rika was. That one, that went extremely well.He started to feel worse and worse, so out of the blue, he turned on the camera on his phone and took a selfie while he made some goofy face and sent it to the group without any context. Unfortunately, Zen sent a gorgeous selfie at the same moment too and seeing his beautiful face below his own, suddenly he felt the urge to delete his picture. He almost did, as being a hacker he could actually do that, but Yoosung already asked something about it, and it would be so embarrassing to delete it after that... Unless...UNLESS HE COULD DELETE HIS COMMENT TOO, MUHAHAHA.He almost did that, but then he saw you sent a message too."Wow Seven, you look so good!"He blinked for a few seconds staring at the screen, and he started to type a reply like "Yeah, Zen's face is almost angelic" when in the back of his mind a voice reached out to him.You meant him, not Zen.OH FUCK, YOU REALLY COMPLIMENTED HIM, NOT ZEN.He quickly tried to brush it off like "Yeah, Zen's glory just shined enough to make an illusion like that lolololol", because immediately he thought: why would think that? Unless it was a joke? It had to be a joke.But then, you sent another message: "No, seriously, you are very handsome."Now that's when he started sweating. He is what? Handsome? And you still talking about him? Why?Besides everyone's confused questions (Zen freaked out why you didn't say a word about him, Jaehee didn't understand your sudden storm of compliments, and Yoosung was just confused about the whole situation), you continued to praise him, and for a minute, he was still in shock.And then BAMM - he was logged out. His mind was blank and his heart was racing as he rushed to the bathroom. He needed a long, steamy shower to think about the whole situation, but it didn't get any better. Why did you say things like that? It felt good, of course, but he didn't believe them. He even made that awful face for the fun, and you said he is handsome!I didn't make any sense. Seven dropped himself on the sofa again, and he felt an urge to check back into the chatroom, but before he could even consider that even further, his phone started to vibrate. It was you, and he hesitated before he picked up.'Why did you disappeared from the chat? Are you alright?' you asked worriedly. Seven took a deep breath before he answered your question.He was still in shock - how could someone like YOU think that HE is handsome? But somehow, the fact that from all people, you called him handsome... It made him feel so much better.

2000 Follower Giveaway Contest

Admin A, I hear you ask, how the fuck are you going to do a giveaway on a free  imagines blog? Well! Here’s where it gets interesting. I’ve spent the last couple of years writing reader-inserts, so I thought I’d mix it up a little for this milestone, and to thank you guys for following me, liking, reblogging, commenting, and sending me kind messages. I honestly can’t tell you how much you’ve boosted my confidence in my writing and kept me motivated and entertained.

I’m a few followers shy of 2000 so I thought I’d put this out there in advance. I want to do a giveaway contest where you guys can get something a little more personalised. 

1st Prize - A 1000-2000 word smut fic of your OC and your favourite Bleach character(s). - F/F, M/M, F/M, poly, kink, romantic, angsty, raunchy, whatever you want! Established relationship or one-night stand. It’s up to you. - (I don’t write incest, dub-con, or abuse. All characters will be aged up.) 

2nd Prize - A 1000-2000 fluff fic of your OC and your favourite Bleach character(s).  - Same as above!

3rd Prize - Fluff or smut headcanons about your OC and your favourite Bleach characters. At least 500-1000 words. 

How to Enter - I’ll be wrapping this up on 7th October and then contacting the winners for details. - To enter, just reply to, reblog, or like this post. - The winners must be followers of mine…since this is to celebrate you guys and thank you. - I’ll be picking at random to make things 100% fair. - You must be 18+ for the smut prizes. - I’d like to post the contest prizes on my blog but I’ll leave that to the winners’ discretion. - I’ll contact winners directly, so if you want to remain anonymous, you can.

To anyone who doesn’t win, don’t worry. This isn’t the only celebration treat I’ve got in store. :D

(Also, please don’t spam my inbox with OC profiles or anything. The winners will be picked at random.)