I Want My Legs To Look Like This. Is It Really That Hard???

i want my legs to look like this. is it really that hard???

AAAGHH i want to weigh myself so bad but also no?? i want to know how much progress i’ve made since last time i checked (it was about a month ago) but i’m scare it won’t be enough.

day 21 - what are your clothing sizes?

i have no idea. yo don’t like to go shopping for obvious reasons so i don’t pay much attention to that.

day 16 - when did you first decide to lose weight? 

i think i was like 11. i was always a big eater, my whole family kinda gave me that label when i was really young. also, my friends were smaller than me as well, so when i first noticed that i was determined to lose some pounds, but it wasn't unhealthy at all, i just cut some sugars and stopped eating junk food, and my intentions were never to become this person, i started to develop bad eating habits like a year and a half after that. 

Height: 164cm
Weight: 46,3 kg

no me ha llegado la regla en un buen mes y medio y no se por que.

tengo claro que lo que estoy haciendo es muy insostenible pero todavía no he llevado a mi cuerpo a ese extremo. oh well, aún así se siente como un logro así que yay.