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My 2021 Audio Aura. WISTFUL & FOCUSED.
My 2021 audio aura. WISTFUL & FOCUSED.
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The CW Nancy Drew (Season 3) Easter Eggs
So here's another list of my guesses for the easter eggs in Nancy Drew Season 3.
#RenewDrew #NancyDrew #easteregg
The season 3 finale has arrived and I know most of us have plenty of questions as well as theories for the next season (still waiting for confirmation on this). So here’s another list of my guesses for the easter eggs in Nancy Drew Season 3.
Pictured (L-R): Kennedy McMann as Nancy, Leah Lewis as George and Alex Saxon as Ace — Photo: Michael Courtney/The CW — (C) 2021 The CW Network, LLC. All…
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LATE NIGHT POST
Been feeling this way since high school. During elementary, I was in my own world and only felt sad that some classmates misunderstood or laugh (or smirk) on my cluelessness about films, shows, and trends. But in high school, there was a pull between reading books or hanging out and talking with friends or classmates about people in showbiz, or shows, films, or just be with them doing fun shizz. FOMO is strong mostly during DMs which friends chose to ignore constantly if they're busy (esp if they're with other "more fun" people).
When birthday wishes are reduced to "happy birthday" from those short yet well meaning personal messages I adore. When you finall6 able to go with people but you got so much to catch on from exes, drunken stories, and jokes which makes it awkward for both you and the people you are with.
So over the years, I gradually rewired my brain to forgo any expectations I used to have. Still, I feel all the emotions from heaviness, the emptiness, and the feeling of being forgotten. I expect people to misjudge, misunderstood, overlook, ignore, and be disappointed in me.
It is so ingrained within me that I have a hard time considering calling people as friends or to even think about the idea of being committed in a romantic relationship with someone. This is not all that bad tho coz it introduced me to be more loving on myself by myself. To not expect anything from people. To learn things I could learn so when they refuse or ignore my plea for assistance (or they abandon me) I can do it on my own. Coz you will come to a point of getting tired of making excuses for people who did not even bother to offer you one for themselves.
I miss people and moments even if they don't miss me (or remember me) at all. It's okay coz this is life and I could be forgetting others as well. We will all die one day and when it is time we should reflect if we are proud of the life we've lived up to the very last breath.
Hey, fellow Drewds!!! Did you come up with the same guesses as well?
Welcome, 2021!
2020 has ended, and I am making my first blog post. YAY! I have been planning to start this blog since 2017. However, anxious thoughts dominated my being with bouts of perfection-seeking perspective, low self-esteem, self-doubts, and self-reflection. I decided to finally take the initiative, even though the basics of this blog are not set yet, to start posting as a farewell to this year of…
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Just for a Little While
Just for a Little While
I was born in 1995, and I have spent my 25th year of existence during the onset of the 2020 pandemic. I have heard of the quarter-life crisis before, but I never did expect that I would be experiencing it while the world is in literal viral chaos. I have been in isolation before, but this imposed an unrelenting imposition of both internal and external turmoil. This, in turn, has given me an…
