25, irish, autistic. they/she
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an attempt to make a BTS chronological timeline
for the past five years, i've been on-and-off writing a BTS x reader, canon-compliant fanfiction where reader is the members' makeup artist. none of it is published, and i've made attempts in-story to write things chronologically, but i've veered further and further from anything concrete -- just "in the airport", "during a shooting", etc. the narrative timeline begins around 2018 up to the modern day. i want to make it as accurate as possible, because i'm a horrific perfectionist, so 5 whole years on, i'm finally going to make an attempt to construct a sort-of definitive, chronological, BTS timeline.
this is going to be difficult because, due to the reader being the makeup artist, i can't rely on the dates videos are published. bangtan bombs and episodes, as well as MVs etc, are posted months after they're filmed. so i need to determine when they're filmed, within a window of a few weeks, to be as accurate as possible.
i'll be relying on members' hair colours for run! bts filmings, award show dates for certain episodes, and documentaries for when albums/songs began production. v-lives will be instrumental since they're literally live.
welp... this is going to be a thing. i'll update this post with links/navigation to my findings, estimations, proofs, etc. if i find a source from another army finding these things out, i'll credit them accordingly.
let's do this,
hollie
Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
it's such an incredible feeling to find an author on ao3 and realise they've been writing fic for 15 years. never let anyone say that people age out of fandom.
some yoongi gifs until he comes back home (5/?)
iconic look
they are my roman empire
at least they’ll be cellmates….🤭
inspired from this tweet : https://twitter.com/kojironanjo/status/1661772826897002507?s=61&t=AZTdj-udNXdGbpxMCt7oYA
hyungs <3
visit yoongilq for yoongi edits!
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hey I'm sorry I stopped in the middle of that sentence my brain decided to flush its cache and I totally forgot what this conversation was
Thriller Bark but OPLA and a wee bit more homoerotic touching!
good things to pay attention to more often
the color of trees
clouds and how they look different throughout the day
the different colors the mornings can have. sometimes it's an orange hue and sometimes pink and sometimes it's too misty to tell
pretty color schemes in random places (the trees and your neighbors wooden patio and the color of their car)
the states of the vehicles passing you by, dents and scratches and the different trinkets suspended from their rearview mirrors
the sound of silence
the shadows the lights cast in your home, like how sunset looks different than sunrise, and the shadows the sun casts look different than those of your lamps and candles
pretty details in buildings and houses like certain types of windows or doorknobs or archways
the movement of things in the wind. flags, leaves, flowers, people's hair and coats
friendly reminders:
you don't have to be productive every day
you are worthy even if all you did today was get out of bed
there are people out there who care about you
your existence makes a difference
if something bothers you, then it bothers you. no one has the right to tell you otherwise
you are allowed to take up space
there is no 'right way' to grieve
you cannot put a time limit on emotions
your likes and interests are valid and they matter
it's okay to take your time in doing things. not everyone can do everything at the same pace
another important thing to remember is 1) u can pick up any hobby at any point in ur life and get outstandingly good at it & 2) the project u've been working on & aren't pleased w the current outcome so far will not be your last. u will draw/crochet/paint/sculpt/write another piece, and another, and you will have many chances to be fully content w your craft. so you should cherish the joy of making art instead of worrying ab the results & think ab how lovely it is that we're all vessels for artistry and we can share the divine act of creation!!!!!
I have thoughts I will keep to myself
People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.
I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.
I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.
There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me
