In Love

In love 💙

just leaving this here

Please don’t ever stop smiling! ❤️

don’t!!! fake!!!! your!!!! interests!!!! to!!!! make!!!! someone!!!! like!!!!! you!!!!

How to deal w depression

1. make your bed and get dressed right when you wake up2. leave your house and stay busy3. put your feelings into art, create something outta the pain4. only surround yourself with people who make you happy and lose track of time5. drink lots of water, moisturize, long showers, play your favorite songs extra loud then dance to them, make out with someone who makes you nervous6. push yourself and try new things mannnn all these things really help me

Do i have to kill myself to make them realize that i'm not simply sad and especially not for a little while.

For them to understand that it won't just go away.

What is wrong with me? Why am i like this? Why can't i be like them? Why can't i have fun and be free? Why does everyone make me feel this way? Why does everyone hate me? Why do i hate myself? Why is it that no matter how nice i am to them nobody ever cares about me? Why do i always hate to be an outsider? Why can't i be happy? Am i crazy? Will i always be like this? Will i ever feel like i belong here?

Do you know what you do to me?

Do you know what your thoughtless words and meaningless actions do to me?

I feel like no one would notice if i disappeared.

Even if they do, they won't care.

Nobody gives a fuck about me.

Nobody cares enough to like me. Damn, nobody cares enough to hate me.

I'm just a shadow. A ghost.

I'm there, but not really.

That makes me question: am i really here? Do i even exist? Is there anything left of me? Am i still here? Am i alive?

And if i am - who am i?

Will this ever go away? Will it ever stop hurting?

Will i ever change?

Will i ever find my place?