AUGHHHHHH SIMON SOFT RILEY MY BELOVED !!!!

AUGHHHHHH SIMON SOFT RILEY MY BELOVED !!!!

Asexual simon riley will always have my heart over any other simon riley tbh

I love the "I'll kill anyone who tries to hurt you" version of Simon Riley AND

I also love the "I will never hurt you" version of reader. Mutual protectiveness. I head canon Simon Riley as extremely touch avoidant (in any way) and when he gets upset at himself for "not being able to be right" for reader (be sexual) because of his trauma. And he fucking berates himself for not being able to do that for them and how every time he even thinks of someone touching him, he wants to puke and rip his skin off. His brain does a switch when he's in the field that shields his personal comforts away so he makes it through a mission alive, but when he's home? In a place he can allow himself to be cognitive of his feelings? God, he'd rather eat nails then have someone touch him in even a slightly lustful way. It took almost a year for his brain to be able to process that you weren't even slightly taking his soft kisses and hand holding as sexual. It wasn't until he broke down one night when you asked why he didn't want you in that way that he opened up to you on how much physical contact makes him want to scream. He got to the point of allowing himself to feel comfortable with you but he just doesn't trust it 100%. It broke your heart to see him like this, to know your touch made him even slightly on edge. You comforted him, sitting away from him, and told him you didn't care if he never wanted to have sex. That your touches are never sexual, that they only mean love. You don't care if he needs time to see it. That you'll never push him.

"Simon.. Look at me"

"Your body, your mind, is safe with me. You will never be in danger when my fingers are on you"

That's what it takes. If Anyone else had said it, he'd scoff, tell them to come off it. But it's you and it's safe. For the first time, when he pulls you close, he feels the weight seep out of his pores and come off his shoulders. His skin stops buzzing and the bile goes back down his throat.

This is safe.

This is home.

@niktosillies (I remember you wanted me to tag you lol)

atp i might block anyone who locks their fics behind ao3 cause why are u compelling ppl to make an account for a website KNOWN for silencing anyone who supports palestine?

CHOKES???

Happy Valentines Day from Captain Price

Is this meme dead?

Also on this topic:

When someone says they hc simon riley as asexual that does not mean he is sex repulsed automatically

Asexual ppl can still have + enjoy sex. A lot of sa victims are asexual + still have sex and enjoy it

simon riley can still have + enjoy sex .

“it’s weird to be sexually attracted to simon riley considering his history of being SA’d.”

“because of his backstory i can only see him as a brother or father figure, simon riley simps are weird”

literally you guys are the one’s saying you can’t bring yourselves to be attracted to someone because they were SA’d. y’all are the ones treating someone differently bc they were SA’d and for some reason you don’t think they can be romantically/sexually intimate.

YA’LL. ARE. THE WEIRD ONES.

I’m all for creative fiction where ppl make concepts of ‘what would it be like if x character was in this group’ or if its for plot relevance

But you cannot add keegan or könig to the 141 while excluding gaz. And i’m going to say it now, if you exclude gaz from the 141 it’s because you’re racist. Idc how much you deny it or fight it. Its blatant racism and thats final.

Gaz is in the 141. Not könig or keegan. Its gaz. Price, ghost, soap and Gaz. Pleaseeee understand this bc i swear im going insane listening to people talk about konig in the 141.