This Is More The Case For My Other Blogs But Essentially,

This is more the case for my other blogs but essentially,

So I realized my body was done in by the set up and tear down of the first day of the sale. (Day before yesterday) which granted was a lot of work. But. This isnt normal. I shouldn't be trainwrecked from one day of what is considered mild to moderate activity.

I've had migraines since Thursday, too. Felt full body aches and deep pains 5x my every day levels. (Which should be zero if i was healthy/normal, but it isnt. I'm constantly at a 2-4 it seems especially lately, and thats the low/baseline)

I have got to get an appointment with my doctor scheduled..... my best friend is coming with me for support/advocating reasons. I just am so tired of feeling like shit literally 24/7.

Best friend hosted a yard sale today. I barely did anything and yet my entire body is wrecked. Full body severe aching and pain. My hands for some reason are the worst of it??? Not sure why or how.

I took a shower and a nap when I got home but I am still barely able to move. My body is stiff from overheating and pain. We're doing the sale again tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be better!! I'm debating bringing a change of clothes. I was drenched in sweat the few hours I was there which caused my whole body to break out in a rash. (Idk why this happens when I sweat, my skin hates my sweat, and rashes out real bad if I dont immediately shower)

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

Does anyone with dynamic chronic pain have nights where they are severely painful in their dreams? Last night I had pain dreams all night, and I remember crying in my sleep but when I woke up I wasn’t nearly as painful as in the dreams. So I don’t even know if the pain was real or imagined 😅

Made it to the appointment exactly on time. It went okay. Eldest had to have a quick finger prick which we anticipated would be an awful experience like all the other times. But it wasn't! Husband and I were shocked. Didn't even cry or scream once.

It was sanitize the spot! Quick prick! 1, 2, 3 wipe away wipe away! *collects sample* okay bandaid time! *wrap* boom done!

That.... never happens!! So the appointment went super fast too after that and suddenly we were done. Ran to ONE store. Grabbed maybe 5 things. Checked out. Grabbed a small, fast lunch. Drove half an hour home, eating along the way. Checked all diapers. Changed everyone into comfy house clothes. Promptly crashed for the entire evening.

Woke up several hours later (which is now an hour ago) so disoriented. Didn't know what year it was. "Family Coma" we joked. Both kiddos out cold. Both parents out cold. We were all so drained from one appointment and one store stop. Absolutely took out the whole family.

Husband and I woke up and immediately made dinner and he had thankfully woken up in time for work. (He had an alarm but with how out cold we were I don't think he would've woken up if I hadn't jostled him awake right when I woke up)

Kiddos are happily eating dinner and running around. I'm a zombie on the couch. Husband is already wide awake and working. My head feels so pressurized, pulsing with every heartbeat. My body aches so much. I want to go back to sleep already. 🫠🫠

This man spoke straight facts.