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Omg Heyyy!, I Find Your Writing Quite Good, Keep Up The Good Work . May I Request Izana X Gf Reader.

Omg heyyy!, I find your writing quite good, keep up the good work โ™ฅ๏ธ. May i request Izana x gf reader. Just reader being smitten and whipped for him, like he could literally be beating /killing someone and shes just staring with lovesick eyes and thinking 'Oh Izana , such a cutiepie. My cute boyfriend. I'll even help him hide the body if he wants.....'

And Izana stating she is his Queen and the Queen of Tenjiku

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โ€” Oh, my toxic loverboy

Izana is my favorite poison, my obsession. I know, I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't help it. Every time I see him, the world comes down to him, every thought, every breath, everything is for him. I want it with such intensity that sometimes it scares me, but it's a fear that I like, that excites me. We found each other, and from that moment it's as if we couldn't do without each other. We are always together, united in this strange vortex that for others might seem toxic, but for us it is everything. I don't want to run away from this, in fact, I just want to dive deeper

โ€” Izana: If I ever had to kill Mikey, what would happen between us?

- You: I would help you get rid of the body, my loverboy

Our arguments, our fights, are just another way to feel alive, remind us of how much we care for each other. It doesn't matter how much we get hurt, because in the end we always come back together, hungrier than before, more eager to own each other. I know that others don't understand, that they look at us with that look of disapproval, but I don't care. No one can understand what it means to be with Izana. He is my dark half, my reflection in a distorted mirror, and I am his. We are united by something stronger than simple attraction, something that consumes and nourishes us at the same time

โ€” Izana: You're a whore when you do that, but please, come home. I need to see you, I love you and you know it

โ€” You: Scream at me one more time and I'll smash that damn record of yours that you care about so much. I'm coming back, I hope it's for a good reason

Izana has become everything to me. I wake up thinking about him, and go to sleep with his name on my lips. And Izanaโ€ฆ Izana wants me all to herself. He can't stand the idea that there is something or someone between us. He's jealous of everything, even my time: he isolates me from friends, family, and I let it happen... deep down, I'm convinced it's a sign of how much he loves me

โ€” Izana: You just need me. Others exist only to distance us, right?

โ€” You: I push others away, I need you to breathe. To feel alive I need you to be by my side

โ€” Izana: Good girl

Yet, there is a part of me that feels suffocated. I'm short of air, but I can't tear myself away. When we are not together, I feel lost, empty, as if a part of me remains with him even if I don't know where he is. And when we are close, the whole world seems to disappear. But I know, deep down, that this isn't love: it's obsession. A mutual dependence that is slowly destroying us, but which I can't do without. It's a sick bond, and yet, I would never want to break it

โ€” Izana: We both know it's obsession and not love, right?

โ€” You: Yes. But it doesn't bother me

โ€” Izana: Until death, then?

โ€” You: And even after, my loverboy

The truth is that I got lost in him, or maybe I allowed myself to get lost. I no longer recognize who I was before Izana came into my life. At first, it was like he filled a void I didn't even know I had. His every gesture, every word, seemed to be exactly what I needed, and so I let myself be carried away. I've realized that I no longer make decisions without first asking myself what he would think. Every thought, every action, is filtered through his gaze. And him? He does the same. He tells me that he can't imagine his life without me, that I am his reason for existing after years of suffering

โ€” Izana: You will be my bride within a year maximum, Mrs. Kurokawa

โ€” You: I like your last name

โ€” Izana: I'll like it more when you have it too, love

I have asked myself several times if it is possible to live without him. But the very idea throws me into an irrational panic. It's like I need his chaos, his possessiveness, to feel real. And so, I continue to remain trapped in this relationship that is slowly consuming me, and I like it. I don't know if it's love, or just fear of being alone, but one thing is sure: Izana has become my obsession. And I his

โ€” Izana: Oh, my Queen. The Queen of Tenjiku, the only woman who will ever and never leave my life

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1 year ago

Can i request something about Umemiya Hajime?

Was honestly thinking about scenarios of him secretly dating a timid and studious reader who studies in an all girls school and they never expected she'd fall in love with the leader of Bofurin, their personalities are huge opposite but i think that dynamic would be adorable.

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โ€” You are you

Sitting on a park bench, the sun caresses my skin with its first spring warmth. I removed my school jacket earlier, leaving it folded next to me, and I enjoy the light breeze that passes through my blouse, while the sleeves are rolled up just above the elbows. I observe the people passing by, the familiar faces of those who live in this small town. I see them leading their lives, immersed in the usual monotony: the elderly lady walking her dog, the owner of the bar arranging the tables outside, the children racing with their bicycles on the streets still damp from the morning rain

It amazes me how almost surreal the quiet has become since the Bofurin students started helping this place. Umemiya often brags about his boys, and it always makes me laugh a little that he talks about them as if he were a father

Suddenly, I hear a voice calling me in the distance. I turn around and, in an instant, Umemiya's face is inches from mine. His presence takes me by surprise, but immediately makes me smile. His face is radiant, as always, full of that swagger that makes him unique "Y/n Chan!" in his hand he waves two bags from the local bakery, full of sweets that they distribute for free only to Bofurin students "Look what I brought!" he exclaims, with the enthusiasm of a child who has just won a prize. He's so different from me, so self-centered and extroverted. While I prefer the tranquility of moments like this, he always seems to live to the fullest, as if every day is a new adventure. But that's exactly what I love about him, even though our lives are so different

While I wouldn't even know what pose to throw a punch, he is the commander of the Bofurin, also called the strongest guy in the whole city

"What did you get this time?" I ask seeing the two bags, which give off a sweet smell of bread "I think they are donuts and some desserts with cream. Maybe even some sandwiches" he says opening the first bag, which is full of delicacies. Here it is normal to give anything to Furin students, especially to Ume. Sometimes I even feel guilty about eating what he receives, because I know it's not directed at me "Here, this looks delicious" he says, passing me a sandwich with cream and strawberries, which although I would like to avoid out of courtesy, I accept because I'm hungry. I give the sandwich a bite, which is full of cream. Some of it gets on my nose, but as soon as the guy notices it he removes it with his finger. I smile at him to thank him with my cheeks filled with dessert, while he wipes his finger on a handkerchief "Be slow, otherwise it could hurt your stomach afterwards"

At a certain point, however, something catches my attention. In passing, I notice some female figures in the distance, barely distinguishable among the trees in the park. They seem to be watching us, but they are far enough away that it is difficult to understand who they are. I squint, trying to focus, but the girls remain indistinct, like blurry shadows amid the spring light

"Do you know them?" Ume asks noticing what I'm looking at "I don't know. They're too far away to see clearly..." I say biting another piece from the sandwich. I try not to give it too much thought, but I can't help but wonder who they might be and why they're watching us. Maybe it's just my impression, or maybe they're simply curious, attracted by Umemiya's contagious energy, which always manages to attract attention without even realizing it. Also, he's famous here, so they could probably be looking at him rather than me

I look away and focus on him again. His laughter brings me back to the present, to the moment we are living in. I decide not to worry too much, to let go of that fleeting thought. While we are still sitting on the bench, intent on chatting and enjoying the desserts, I notice out of the corner of my eye that the figures in the distance are getting closer. As they get closer, I can distinguish them better: there are five girls, and my blood immediately runs cold. I recognize them. They are all classmates in the same class as me

My heart starts to beat faster, and that feeling of tranquility I had just experienced vanishes in an instant. I hadn't recognized them from afar because they were wearing normal clothes, different from our usual school uniforms. Seeing them like this, outside of the school environment, caught me off guard. I don't know why they are coming towards us, but I suddenly feel completely exposed. My shy side emerges forcefully. I feel small, vulnerable, as if every single flaw is visible to their eyes. I never spoke to any of them at school, and now the idea of having to interact with them in this context terrifies me. Umemiya is here next to me, but her presence, instead of reassuring me, makes me feel even more embarrassed. I don't want them to see it, I don't want them to think that we are... something, because it would make him look bad being with me, who am his complete opposite. Yet, he doesn't seem the least bit disturbed by their presence, continuing to smile and talk as if nothing had happened

I would like to run away, escape that embarrassing encounter, but I can't move. The girls get closer and closer, and I stiffen, looking down. I feel my cheeks burning with shame. I don't know what to say, I don't know how to behave. I wish I could disappear, become invisible. There is nothing more difficult for me than dealing with social situations like this, where the judgment of others seems to weigh like a boulder

When they are finally in front of us, one of them greets us with a smile "Y/s? Is that really you?" a girl asks, covering her mouth in surprise. Umemiya, on the other hand, welcomes them with his usual confidence, and I can't help but admire him, even if, at this moment, I would just like to be somewhere else, far from here

They're all smiling, and before I can even say anything, they start peppering me with questions "What are you doing here?" "Did you go out together?" "How long have you been seeing each other?" "But is it Umemiya from Bofurin?" "What are you two doing together?" they ask in chorus, with a curiosity that makes me feel even more embarrassed. My heart is pounding, and my cheeks are burning with shame. I don't know how to answer, I don't even know if I should answer. The words catch in my throat as I desperately try to find something to say that doesn't sound stupid or inappropriate. Umemiya, at my side, remains silent, observing the scene with a calm that I cannot understand

He's usually so bold and talkative, but now he seems to have decided to stay on the sidelines. The girls keep talking to me, making assumptions, laughing among themselves, and I feel smaller and smaller. Their every word is a blow to my self-esteem, every laugh a reminder that I am not like them, so confident and comfortable in every situation. I can't look them in the eyes, I keep my gaze down, trying to hide my nervousness. I wish I could dissolve

"Girls, girls, girls!" the boy finally intervenes, shifting attention to him "Are you friends whit my girlfriend?" he asks with a nonchalance that I finally recognize. Time seems to stop for an instant. The girls stare at him in disbelief, their eyes wide and their mouths slightly open. Their buzz stops, replaced by a silence full of amazement. I remain motionless, completely paralyzed. My heart beats even faster, and I feel the heat rising to my cheeks

The girls exchange quick glances, obviously shocked by the revelation. None of them seem to know how to react. For a moment, everything I had feared materializes before my eyes: their judgment, their surprise, their invasive curiosity

Finally, one of the girls breaks the silence with a nervous giggle, trying to mask her shock. "We never expected this!" she exclaims, while the others nod, still surprised "Yes, well, not for something against Y/s, absolutely! It's strange just seeing her with..." says another girl, and she doesn't finish the sentence but it's implied that she means Umemiya. A few other girls in the group nod. I can't say anything, but I feel the warmth of Umemiya's hand touching mine, a reassuring gesture that makes me understand that I'm not alone. The girls, after a few more confused comments, seem to understand that they won't get any more information from us, and slowly begin to say goodbye, still with that incredulous expression on their faces

When they finally leave, breathing a sigh of relief, I turn to Umemiya. He smiles at me, with that smile of his that always manages to reassure me, and I, despite everything, manage to smile back to my lover. Even if, hidden behind that smile of his, he's absolutely understood my discomfort. Ume stands up and holds out his hand to help me do the same "Come on, I'll walk you home" he says in that reassuring tone of voice I know so well

We walk side by side along the park path, and the tension I had tried to hide begins to melt. But as we walk away from the bench, my thoughts return to what just happened. I can't help but feel like I've lived one of my worst nightmares. Since Umemiya and I have been together, for almost a year now, we have always decided to keep our relationship private. Not for lack of feeling or commitment, but simply because neither of us likes gossip. And more importantly, we wanted to prevent his enemies from targeting me to harm him. I have always known that Umemiya's life is not without risk, and his reputation, along with the people around him, are often balanced on a thin thread

Yet, today, all this has been put to the test. As I walk beside him, I wonder if, with that brief encounter, we have ruined everything we have tried to protect for so long. The girls in our class know about us now, and I can't stop thinking about what would happen if word got out. What if some of Umemiya's enemies found out? What if my presence in his life became a weapon against him?. I feel guilty, as if I had betrayed our promise of confidentiality. Maybe if I hadn't been so embarrassed, if I had been more confident, Umemiya wouldn't have felt the need to step in and openly declare our relationship

I turn to him, trying to read his thoughts, but his face is serene, as if none of this bothers him "Are you sure you're okay, honey?" he asks with a reassuring smile, as if he sensed my anxiety. Even though I try to hide it, I know that something has changed, and I can't help but worry "This afternoon I would have expected it to be different" I say keeping my gaze lowered. He thinks about it for a few moments, before putting a hand on my shoulder to squeeze our hips together "Do you seriously care about those girls? I mean, I wouldn't give them as much weight as you are doing" he says rolling his eyes, trying to keep things light. I sigh, playing with the sleeves of the uniform jacket that I put back on in the meantime "It's just that I'm sorry for having forced you to make things public when we had decided to keep it private..." I say a little uncertain

Hearing my words, Umemiya burst out laughing. I'm surprised by his behavior and for a second I have the idea that he's laughing to keep from crying "Are you really worried about such a tiny thing? I thought you were worried because those are your bullies or something..." he says continuing to laugh. I raise an eyebrow, confused "My thing is no small matter! I broke our promise and let you down!" I say, clenching my fists, but the boy stops and lowers himself to my height "You could never disappoint me, or at least not for such a tiny thing. And then, if we've been together for so long, it would have happened sooner or later, right?" he says, running a hand through my hair. I purse my lips to try not to seem sorry since he doesn't want to see me like this, but I can't: inside I really feel like I made a mistake, that the blame for this is exclusively mine

"Y/n, really, don't get paranoid about things like that. Yes, we agreed to keep it private, but what does it matter now? You think I'm so weak that I can't protect you if something happened, do you really underestimate me like that?" he says jokingly for the last few sentences. I giggle at his words, feeling a little less guilty "Y/n, you are you. You could never willingly do something to me to annoy me. It's not a trait of your character to be mean" he says caressing my cheek, placing a kiss on my forehead. I sigh, deciding that maybe today I can let go and completely trust what he says

It's that despite being so different, we are linked by something that I didn't think I would create so well. If anything ever happens, we'll just handle it


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1 year ago

Takemichis younger sister dating one of his friends๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ

I had excessive fun writing these hcs, I swear

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โ€” Takemichi's sister dating one of his friends HCS แกฃ๐ญฉ

If Takemichi had any say in the matter, he would definitely have preferences on who you can have a relationship with. As much as he loves Mikey, NO, he wouldn't let you get engaged to him because he knows that yes, he would protect you, but he's a pretty chaotic guy

His list would be more or less like this: he would be comfortable with Draken, Mitsuya, Inui, Akkun, Takuya and more or less with Chifuyu too. His peace of mind would disappear if you got engaged with Mikey, Baji, Kazutora and Makoto

If you got dating one of the guys from the Mizo group, so Akkun, Takuya, Yamagishi and Makoto, let's say that he would have more freedom in speaking because he is basically the leader of the group. He would try to keep you as far away from Makoto as possible because yes, he absolutely loves him, but he is literally a pervert for only being 15 years old. With Akkun and Takuya he would be very calm, they are both good guys. With Yamagishi... meh, let's say a 50/50: he wouldn't have any problems but overall he wouldn't be 100% calm

Speaking of Toman... let's say that in terms of protection he would be comfortable with everyone, his friends are literally the members of the most feared gang in Kantou! but leaving you with some would definitely make him a little worried. You can literally FORGET about dating Kazutora, on his list he is the last person he would like to see you with. He would die seeing you with him

Let's assume, I don't know, you're dating Chifuyu. He's his best friend and he knows he would never do anything wrong with you, but on the one hand we're talking about Chifuyu... he's afraid he'll trade you for a shoujo manga. JOKES ASIDE, nah, he'd love to have Chifuyu as a new family member. I have this scenario in mind of you and Matsuno going out on a date and, by pure coincidence, the date becomes between your boyfriend and your brother. Yes, they would probably leave you behind while they talk to each other. This scenario is more or less doable with Draken, Inui and Mitsuya

Now let's talk about the blacklist: you engaged to Mikey, Kazutora, Baji and Makoto. Unfortunately he can't decide your feelings, so there's a good chance you'll fall in love and end up with one of these guys. If we're talking about Mikey and Baji, well most of him would put his soul at rest and simply give you advice on their tastes in different things. If, unfortunately for him, you ended up with Kazutora and Makoto, it would be the end of him. He would spend hours with Hina and Naoto checking on you when you went out with either guy

While I was writing the other hcs I thought: what if the reader ended up with Naoto? Takemichi probably be a bit happier than any other guy you could choose. Both Hanagaki with both Tachibana brothers... sounds like such a cute thing!. Then we know that Naoto is relatively a character who doesn't give up (this is demonstrated by his perseverance in trying to keep Hina alive when Takemichi failed in different timelines) so with him you would be safe and healthy practically always

Even if it's not in the request, I'd like to imagine the reader with other people too, like the Haitani brothers or Izana or even Kakucho. He'd be happy if you ended up with Kaku Chan, but for the brothers Haitani and Izana... yeah, he'd probably die of a heart attack if you introduced one of them to him as your new boyfriend


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1 year ago

hii! hope youโ€™re doing alright :))

can you do headcanons on chika takiishi(wbk)? like what would it be like dating him?

at the moment chika is not one of my favourites, but I'm pretty sure it will become in the next chapters... WHAT ABOUT HIS DESING? IT'S LITERALLY GORGEOUS HELP

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โ€” Chika Takiishi in a relationship HCS แกฃ๐ญฉ

We all know that Chika's character isn't exactly the most outgoing, so in a relationship he certainly won't be the talkative guy that many hope for. Will it open a little more? Yes probably, but nothing excessive

The trope I see closest to a relationship with him is the "sunshine x sunshine protector". You would literally be one of the safest people in the city if not the safest. He's there to protect you, but let's remember that Endo practically protects what his muse loves... so yes, you would practically have two bodyguards. Not that Chika particularly likes leaving you with Endo, but if he has to, he's the only one he wouldn't have too much trouble with

He would take you wherever he goes too, he's not particularly happy about leaving you at home for the simple reason that they might attack you directly when he's not there. Sure, seeing your boyfriend get into extremely violent fights with several people isn't exactly the best scenario, but as long as Endo makes you think of something else... it's okay

The others, including Yamato, don't dare say anything remotely insulting towards Chika. Is it out of fear? Absolutely yes. But you have a sort of pass, you are in a certain way free to tell him whatever you want... with a certain limit however

He is often seen wearing a lot of costume jewelry: like rings, earrings and necklaces. I have this little scenario in mind that, before he goes out, he steals some from your collection and puts them to have you with him somehow. He'll never admit it directly, but it's a very personal way for him to always have you with him even when you just can't come

He will never directly ask you for a hug, but if you ask him, he won't let go until he's satisfied. It could take a few minutes or even an hour, it depends on the mood

Your dates are mostly at your house or his, he's not a big fan of outdoor ones for the simple reason that he hates people staring at him. Despite having a small space, things can vary from a night playing video games, to a night watching a movie, or doingโ€ฆ yk. Although his favorite remains when you color his hair, he loves to see you concentrate while you paint the yellow on the ends of his hair

The bad thing about dating Chika is that even when dead he won't apologize, even if it's entirely his fault. You will have to be the one to do it, and if you don't do it either, it will take the way of: I pretend nothing happened and gradually everything goes back to normal, and maybe I give her some more attention. It works, so why change?

I see him as someone who loves kisses on the jaw. While he loves the ones on his lips or neck, his jaw is one place he doesn't know how to react to without maintaining his usual commanding look. He might even hug you if you do, but I would keep my expectations low

Chika is canonically 1.83cm tall, and I can see him a lot with a partner who is much shorter than him, like 1.50cm or a little more. Just for size reasons, his clothes would probably be a little loose on you, and even if he doesn't show it, he likes to see you in his fur coats or t-shirts when you wear them


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1 year ago

You can have a lot of different opinions about Shidou as a person, but I think we should all recognize his sincere love for everything that happens on the field as quite inspiring.

You Can Have A Lot Of Different Opinions About Shidou As A Person, But I Think We Should All Recognize

While most of the other players enjoy only winning or their successful strategies, Shidou just gets high from the process AND still wants to win. At the same time. He does not give up, does not limit himself and enjoys what he does. And with all this, he manages to love the evolution/luck of his opponents. (Isagi does it differently, I think. Isagi rather perceives someone else's development as a challenge and help for his own development, and Shidou seems to be just a cool positive guy. Great, now I want to get into Shidou's head too... The last chapter intrigues me.)

He's our little freak, but if you ignore his comparisons of football with fertilization, he's one of the most "normal" characters. He literally has one of the healthiest attitudes to football that the entire Blue lock has, probably only Snuffy is healthier. Many characters should learn from him to be genuinely and fully involved, but not desperate. (I'm not taking into account that straitjacket scene, because fuck you, Ego, you're traumatizing them. Again๐Ÿ˜‘ It's so stressful for the psyche.) The ability to be involved but not take everything personally is a useful ability if you don't want to burn the hell out. (And for some reason it seems to me that Shidou has already burned out and recovered from this, and to be honest, I am waiting for such a development of the plot. Parallels with Kunigami and Rin, parallels with Kunigami and Rin! We need more players coping with burnout in different ways. It will be great if Snuffy participates in this too, he is actually an interesting and cool mentor.)

Shidou is already one of the most intriguing characters in Blue Lock, and something tells me that revealing his backstory will be as epochal as revealing Kaiser's backstory. He will either turn out to be super normal, or he will be absolutely wild and, honestly? Any option will suit me, I do not know what the author needs to do to spoil Shidou as a character. He's already more than just a freak and that's great.

1 year ago

innocent secret pt 2 where draken confesses to reader with the help of the Tokyo manji members?

๐Œ๐˜ ๐Œ๐€๐’๐“๐„๐‘๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“

โ€” Innocent Secret | 2

You didn't know exactly how you ended up in this situation, you just knew that the destination was Shibuya. You had to hold onto Baji's back quite tightly while he was driving, otherwise you seriously risked falling. Chifuyu and Smiley were also with you, a little further away on their motorcycles. You were on your way home when you heard the roar of a motorbike, you turned around and the captain of the first division was in front of you "Baji? What are you doing here?" you had asked, also noticing the other two boys "Come on in, there's someone waiting for you in Shibuya" he said, handing you a white helmet

While you were on the motorcycle, the wind whipped around your face, but you couldn't focus on the road ahead. Your thoughts were caught in a web of doubt. Who called you? It was obvious that it was from Tokyo Manji, considering that it was Baji, Chifuyu and Smiley who brought you there, but who could have done that? You had no close relationship with any of them, anything beyond a simple friendship

Baji had always been distant, almost intimidating, while Chifuyu, despite being kind, seemed to have other priorities. Smiley, with his constant and disturbing smile, was an enigmatic figure, difficult to decipher. You couldn't understand why any of them would contact you. You had always thought you were a marginal presence, on the fringes of the gang's dynamics, never really involved in their internal affairs. But then, why were they taking you there?

As soon as you arrived you got off the motorbike, watching the three boys who had accompanied you leave without a word. The engines roared for a moment, then were lost in the chaotic traffic of Shibuya. I remained there, motionless, surrounded by a sea of โ€‹โ€‹people who all seemed to have a specific destination, a clear objective

The contrast between the frenetic movement around you and your uncertainty made you feel even more isolated. You didn't know who you were supposed to meet, or why you were brought there. Every passerby seemed to ignore her, immersed in their own world, while you searched for a familiar face in the crowd. You felt the weight of uncertainty crushing you, the noise of the city became deafening, but your mind kept repeating the same question: what were you doing there all alone?

[You] Girls, do you have a few free hours?

[Emma] Have they already taken you there?? I thought they were slower

[Hina] I thought so too! Evidently he told him to hurry up

[You] Huh? What do you know? Who are you talking about?

[Emma] You'll find out darling! It took months of work, make sure you don't get lost there

[Hina] Takemichi was supposed to help you find him, but I think he's late...

[You] WHAT ARE YOU BOTH TALKING ABOUT??

[Hina] Good luck!

After these messages with your friends, you were only more confused. In the distance, by chance, he saw someone familiar. Among the heads that moved like a river in flood, your eyes fixed on a tall and robust figure, who stood out in the crowd. The broad shoulders, the unmistakable posture and the tattoo that peeked out from under the shaved hair left no room for doubt: it was Draken. Your heart skipped a beat, a mixture of relief and uncertainty. You didn't expect to see him there, among all those anonymous faces. While people continued to flow around you, as if nothing had happened, your gaze remained fixed on that familiar figure that was slowly moving away, unaware of your presence

"Draken, Draken!" you say approaching him, making space between the people, coming up to him who as soon as you touch his shoulder, he turns around confused "Huh? Y/n? And where is Takemichi?" he asks, stopping, but you shake your head โ€œYouโ€™re the second person to ask me about Takemichi, but really, I donโ€™t know where he is"

The boy sighs, and you notice a bit of annoyance when he realizes that Takemichi isn't there "Sorry to ask, but why would Hanagaki be here?" You ask thoughtfully, but Draken shakes his head and motions for you to follow him. You follow him for a while, staying a short distance away from him as you pass through the sea of people circulating around Shibuya at this time

As you walked and thought back over the last few months, you couldn't help but notice how strange that time had been. You had spent more time than usual with Draken, sharing moments that made you feel closer to him. Every look, every word exchanged, every laugh shared, had only made you even more convinced of what you felt: you liked Draken, without a doubt. But despite this, you knew it would only remain a dream. You wouldn't have declared yourself, you were sure of it. There was something insurmountable holding you back, maybe the fear of ruining everything or simply the idea that he could never see you the same way. So, you decided to keep that feeling in silence, letting it remain a secret, a sweet melancholy that only your friends knew

You don't realize that you have left the center of Shibuya, arriving in a sort of square that you had seen more than a few times while you were riding the motorbike of the boy next to you "Why are we here?" you ask โ€œI noticed you looking at the place from time to time, so I brought you here" the boy says, and for a second you can swear you're about to scream with happiness: does he really notice such little things? what a gentleman!

The square had a small fountain in the center, a few benches and some flowerbeds decorated with beautiful red roses. It wasn't anything overly large, however it looked like an amazing place in your eyes. It gave you a pleasant and sweet calm

You chuckle to yourself, letting the lightness of the moment carry you away. You walk slowly through the square, savoring the fresh early evening air caressing your face. Everything around you seemed wrapped in a golden light, as if that night was full of a particular magic. Then, suddenly, you remember that you are not alone. You turn, looking for Draken. But he was no longer where you had last seen him: you move your eyes a little further and you see him sitting on a bench, looking towards the sky which is slowly turning orange and pink. He seems immersed in his thoughts, concentrated and on one hand a little nervous. What happens to him?

"Everything okay? I see you lost in thought" you ask as you approach, sitting next to him on the bench. He looks at you for a few seconds and then looks away "Problems with Mikey? You're usually only nervous if something important happens with him" you say, but he doesn't seem to hear you "Or with Takemichi? Since you seemed angry before-" "YOU LIKE ME?"

When you hear Draken's words, you suddenly go silent. The questions you were asking suddenly vanished, leaving room for a tense silence. Your cheeks turned a sweet shade of red, and embarrassment arrived, enveloping you like a warm hug. It was your turn to look away this time, unable to handle the intensity of that moment. Your heart was pounding, almost overwhelmed by emotion. How did he know you liked him? You had never said anything, you had always guarded those feelings with care, thinking you could hide them behind an apparent normality. Yet, something must have transpired, and the only option seemed to be Emma and Hina

โ€œI kill themโ€ฆโ€ you whisper softly, but you hear the boy sigh โ€œWho should you kill?โ€ he asks a little confused, but you shake your hands in embarrassment "NOTHING NOTHING! I'm just babbling to myself!" you say embarrassed

Again, an awkward silence falls between you. Draken knew your feelings by now, and you were only now reconnecting that maybe Takemichi was supposed to be there to take you to Draken. Everything had just happened too fast and you found yourself so damn embarrassed. But anyway, the only option was to talk, by now he knew the truth. There was no point in keeping quiet right now in front of him

"Even if it were...? What would it change?" You say almost softly, but the boy clears his throat โ€œHow long?โ€ he asks a little calmer than before "I think at least a year" you say bringing your legs to your chest, resting your head on your knees

"You could have told me before" says the boy, and you misunderstand his words a little "What did I gain from it? More embarrassment than now?" โ€œYou could have just told me so you knew my feelings tooโ€ he says, and for a second the macho faรงade he's always had seems to crumble in many small pieces, leaving you confused โ€œWHAT?โ€

"YOU UNDERSTOOD WHAT I SAID"

"REPEAT IT"

"I DON'T LIKE REPEATING WHAT I SAY"

"ARE YOU SERIOUS THOUGH?"

โ€œOBVIOUSLYโ€

โ€œWHY ARE WE SHOUTING?โ€

"I DON'T KNOW"

You look at each other for a few seconds and realize how the situation is a mix between embarrassing and comical. you feel your cheeks burning, then suddenly his hand rests on your shoulder "You know I won't go into details because it's not my style, but really, I would have preferred to hear it from you and not from Emma and Hina who told me while screaming. I thought it was a unique thing the mine, and knowing that I'm reciprocated is... strange, not in a bad way! well... I hope you understand"

โ€œIt's just that I thought my feelings were one-sided too, I don't know if you know what I meanโ€ you say sighing, relaxing your nerves a little โ€œSo, what do we do?โ€ he asks, removing his hand from your shoulder. You look each other in the eyes for a few seconds, and without actually speaking, you understand that you want to give each other a chance. It's not your style to speak directly, but fortunately you understand each other quickly. A light smile comes to your lips, and slowly, you rest your head against the boy's arm, who you hear chuckling softly

[You] I'll kill you both... but thanks girls. I think I have a boyfriend now


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