The Thing About Being Pan...

The thing about being pan...

It's that it's not so easy to realize you're pan. I'm sure other bi or pan people might also feel as such, but I'll speak from my perspective. I grew up just.. liking people? Loving their different aesthetics and styles. Loving the different personalities and how they interact with each other. Loving how they can get so excited about small thing. And loving to figure out how everyone is so different from each other. I can only say so in retrospective, obviously. Back then, I just.. liked my friends and liked seeing people from afar. Not really knowing what any of those feelings meant. Sweet, light feelings, but not quite knowing how to categorize them. But.. I went with the narrative of "I do like girls and I just would like to look like those boys." That's what was normal, after all. But even then, around 11 or 12 y/o I knew I was lying to myself.

Eventually, I fugured I did like other boys. But that I did like other girls. And that I did like people, whether or not they were boys or girls. I could've said I was bi, and it wouldn't be wrong.

But there's something about being pansexual that just feels right!

Huh. Guess I'm ungrateful now XD.

oh your pronouns are he/they?

well that’s mathematically incorrect becuase you can still simplify the fraction since both sides have “he”

making your pronouns technically 1/ty

same shit, different fandom

Demiboy ramblings

It's a weird thing to be born as a guy, then discover you're like not all that much of a guy. I find it there are days where I wanna be so androgynous, other days I wanna be fem and wear skirts and shit. But like still most days I'll be just a boy. The thing is I kinda went on a rampage last week where I'd wear fem outfits whenever I could, cause I was in full on "honeymoon phase" if you will. I was so happy to discover this new part of me that I just leaned on it. But that's the thing, I do have days where I'm more "boy." And I think I realized that that's ok. That doesn't make me less of a demiboy for having days where I wanna just put on a shirt and jeans. Where I don't wanna deal with my hair or paint my nails. Like, most days I'll be ok with wichever, but it's kinda important to just.. listen to yourself. You know what you want in the end, you know what you like. And even if it switches a bit from day to day, it doesn't make you less queer for it. ... Idk, just be you! That's all I had to say.

be a witch and go into a magical realm to collect supplies and find out which north american animal will choose you as its companion