TODAY'S FUNDRAISERS

TODAY'S FUNDRAISERS

Tahseen @tahseenkhazen | vetted | gfm | $13,421 USD raised of $25,000 goal

Ahed @nooraahed | vetted | gfm | €2,609 raised of €40,000 goal

Salem @salem-baker | vetted | gfm | €6,807 raised of €38,000 goal

Alsaidi family @suppormyfamily1 | vetted | gfm | £684 raised of £30,000 goal

Esraa @esraayyad14 | vetted | gfm | €22,248 raised of €45,000 goal

Darine @drdarine | vetted | gfm | $3,537 USD raised of $30,000 goal

Mahmoud @m-albalawi | vetted | gfm | €41,356 raised of €85,000 goal

Mohammed and Lana @mohammed2lana | unverified; ris clean; donations protected | gfm | €257 raised of €20,000 goal

Yahya @yahya-abu-zour | vetted | gfm | €3,407 raised of €35,000 goal

Eslam @eslamfamily3 | vetted | gfm | $10,136 USD raised of $50,000 goal

Hany @hanyfamily | vetted | gfm | €768 raised of €20,000 goal

Ghada @ghadafamily2 | vetted | gfm | €991 raised of €20,000 goal

Hassan @mmalakhasan | unverified; ris clean; donations protected | gfm | €538 raised of €25,000 goal

Ashraf @ashraffblog | vetted | gfm | €24,145 raised of €25,000 goal [VERY CLOSE TO THEIR GOAL]

Safaa @safaakhatib | vetted | gfm | €25,002 raised of €35,000 target

all blogs, links to verification, and gfms have been checked by me personally.

I'm sorry. Y'all didn't follow for all this sad stuff. I don't have people offline to share my vulnerable self with so easily. I've tried and tried to push through and figure things out by myself. I just feel like an absolute wreck of a person. I'm not even a person. I have something I must do that I've been putting off, and of course, it must be done alone. I'm very scared and angry and crying as I type this. I can only hope against hope against hope against HOPE that I will finally receive peace when it is done. That I can move on and be normal and happy and a real person again. The kind of person you'll like. I've let my family down. I've let myself down. And I feel like I've let you down. Things will be different. They'll be better. I have to believe it.

It’s way too hot today so I made these

Drawing some of my Star Wars characters as what they would look like as different species

Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

I finally did it...I want to die.

I'm sorry. Y'all didn't follow for all this sad stuff. I don't have people offline to share my vulnerable self with so easily. I've tried and tried to push through and figure things out by myself. I just feel like an absolute wreck of a person. I'm not even a person. I have something I must do that I've been putting off, and of course, it must be done alone. I'm very scared and angry and crying as I type this. I can only hope against hope against hope against HOPE that I will finally receive peace when it is done. That I can move on and be normal and happy and a real person again. The kind of person you'll like. I've let my family down. I've let myself down. And I feel like I've let you down. Things will be different. They'll be better. I have to believe it.