I Know That She Does Not Miss Me Because She Never Loved Me In The First Place.

I know that she does not miss me because she never loved me in the first place. 

Old Sport came to visit this morning. I think he was worried about me after what happened. I am glad he came by.

I knew what I was getting myself into when she became my dream. 

“The moment we give our hearts entirely, we know that it is not a task, but a duty. We must embrace this responsibility. We must act upon diligently, soberly, withstanding love and respect to each one.”

— Chuck Akot, “We give our hearts e n t i r e l y.”

I put my happiness into her hands and she dropped it.  She dropped my happiness very quickly.

Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it every time.

Christopher Barzak

I would give my life for he to look at me like she use to. I thought we were headed there again, but alas she ended up with him once again.

“I’d give anything for you to look at me again the way you did back then.”

-16/01/2019

I let her destroy me and now I am paying for it. I wish she would come back to me, but I know she is his. I know that I lost. 

Did you destroy me?

Or did I let you destroy me?

-M.N