I Knew What I Was Getting Myself Into When She Became My Dream.

I knew what I was getting myself into when she became my dream. 

“The moment we give our hearts entirely, we know that it is not a task, but a duty. We must embrace this responsibility. We must act upon diligently, soberly, withstanding love and respect to each one.”

— Chuck Akot, “We give our hearts e n t i r e l y.”

She used my heart to come and go as she pleased and now it will never be open again. I thought she was my forever and now I know that she never was. 

My heart isn’t a place where you can come and go as you please. Either stay or don’t come at all.

-I don’t need temporary, I want something permanent.

-m.t.t.

I thought I was happy, but as it turns out I was only distracted from the fact that she never loved me. 

“Are you actually happy or are you just distracted?”

- @ssnowflake

My brain always reminded me that she was not mine, but my heart hoped that one day she would be.

Sometimes my brain forgets to remind me that you are not mine.

-simple-things

I told Old Sport about my past with her. I told Old Sport why I pretended to be the person that I am. I confessed to Old Sport all of the things I never thought I would. I told Old Sport why I loved her so much. I told Old Sport that she promised to wait for me. I told Old Sport everything.

Now that I am sitting here in my pool all I can think about is her. Why is she on my mind now? I wish that she could have loved me as I had loved her. I wish I could have fulfilled my dream of my life with her always in it.