An Enchanting Memory Of Love

an enchanting memory of love

icy fingers sparked as they met, souls intertwined in glazed breaths.

embraced by the soft glow of a celestial moon, your lustrous eyes left me in a daze too soon

tinkling laughter and your sweet smile, still etched in my memories, so vile.

Why do I feel so close to you in a matter of months?

How is it that I wish to spend every waking minute with you, and when I go to sleep, wish to dream about you?

How have you consumed my whole soul and being since the moment you entered my life?

Why is my whole existence clinging on to your very being?

Why do I continue to burn for you when I know you’re freezing cold?

Now I listen to songs and think about you,

Knowing you don't do the same.

'am i home if i dont know this place?'

to be in a room full of people you know and feel alienated.

getting too attached to fictional characters when you read because thats when you feel the most understood.

to be called 'shy and quiet' when youre only a little child inside who wishes to be able to speak her mind and feel understood.

to be afraid of closeness and intimacy and how love and affection feels unbearable to you because you grew up in a place where you never felt loved even if you were. being able to accept love only if its from a distance.

to never open up because everytime you spoke, you wished youd rather died instead.

romanticizing exams 💌🌙

'the summertime and butterflies all belong to your creation' is the most beautiful lyrics ever. ill forever be jealous that no one has told this to me.

I'll take a quiet life, a handshake of carbon monoxide. No alarms and no surprises please.