Ive Been Listening To Throwing In The Towel From The Outsiders Musical On Repeat For A Bit Now And I

I’ve been listening to “throwing in the towel” from the Outsiders musical on repeat for a bit now and I want to sob but it’s my favorite song so I can’t bring myself to turn it off 😭

I honestly could talk about this musical for hours if someone gave me the chance. I seriously need to see it. Maybe for my birthday 🤭

Yay I’m so excited you like it so far!!! The idea randomly came to my head one night after watching it and I thought it would just be a fun little side project to work on when I’m not making edits for TikTok. Chapter 2 will be posted tomorrow morning!! If you have any other questions or even ideas, don’t be afraid to ask, id be happy to answer!! And I really hope you like the outcome of the story!!

So I’ve decided to start writing my little Curtwen book on here because Ao3’s being dumb 😭

It’s called My Unreliable Partner and it takes place after Curt shoots the gun out of Owen’s hand.

He doesn’t kill him when he had the chance because he thought that maybe they could talk about what happened, but instead, Owen just walks off the staircase, leaving everything behind just like Curt did 4 years ago.

(I’ll most likely be posting chapter 1 later and start posting other things about it on here.)

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Going to bed soon. I’m gonna start trying to post more on here. Also chapter 4 will be posted sometime tomorrow :) 💛💙

Just left school. Can’t wait to get home and watch Spies! 💙💛

Chapter One

Would you walk off?

[Curt’s perspective]

I shot the gun out of his hand. It all happened so fast.. First, I just figured out that Owen was alive this whole time, and now we’re standing on the same staircase that I thought I lost him on.

I couldn’t bear to use the gun on him, even though I felt so wronged at the moment, I simply couldn’t..

“So this is it? Here we are, standing face to face once again. You’re now free to make your own decisions Curt. You shot the gun out of my hand, you can do anything you put your mind to if you try hard enough. Why don’t you shoot me? Move on, you will have to at one point. So why not now?” Owen stared into my eyes as I dropped the gun and kicked it out of reach. Maybe now he would know that I can’t pull myself to, not after all this time, all the time we’ve spent together..

Owen now looked pissed. I thought that what I did was the right thing, a sign of peace. He looked over to the side, seeing if the gun was still there, which it was not. All I could do was just wait for him to say something, anything..

“Why didn’t you shoot? Why did you throw away the only thing that made you invincible in a moment like this? That gun was the leverage that you had on me since day one. You could’ve easily gotten rid of me this time, and you blew it. You blew it like you always did!” He was practically screaming at this point. I wasn’t even able to hear his own voice. It sounded so different..

“You can’t blame me for something I couldn’t bring myself to do. I have my reasons for not shooting you and I also have my reasons for leaving you that night, now that’s something you can blame me for. What are you going to do, walk off this staircase like the coward you’ve always been!” I covered my mouth when I said that last part. Owen was definitely not a coward. He was fearless when it came to our job. And he showed it very well. He didn’t let anyone mess with us, get in our way. Even if it meant killing them first.

After seconds which felt like hours at this point, Owen walked off after all, not looking back at me as he left. I felt my body begin to become numb. I regretted my words, my actions. I didn’t even try to stop him, I just froze. This was my only chance to talk with him and I did truly blow it.

-(Here’s Chapter 1 of My Unreliable Partner. I hope you guys like it and chapter two will probably be posted tomorrow or the next day💛💙)-

Buffering in 2024? YES!! I think we should definitely bring Buffering a web series back, I love it so much!! ❤️🤭