Kuroo X Reader -hang In There

kuroo x reader - “hang in there”

genre: angst, comfort

word count: 760

warnings: suicidal thoughts ; depression

notes: i made this because i haven’t been feeling well lately and writing’s my coping mechanism. i wasn’t planning to post this but then i thought that some people might benefit from this. this piece contains things that i wished to hear but never got to. if you can relate to this then i want you to know that you’re not alone and what you’re feeling is valid. some day we’ll look back to this and laugh because you never realized how strong you were. just hang in there, love. i tried to be as vague as possible so that more of you can relate. of course, proceed with caution as i still touched some subjects that could be uncomfortable to some

sensitive topic talked about under the cut.

"if i were to jump off this cliff, what would you do?"

kuroo's fingers stopped midway through its run across your hair. you weren't looking at him. instead, you were looking at the sky dazedly. with a solemn look on his face, he began twirling a lock of your hair in his fingers, relishing in the comfort of your weight against his as you laid on his lap.

"i would catch you and lift you up until your wings can let you soar without you needing to fall."

the wind blew gently in the hidden spot you and kuroo found yourself often running off to. it was comforting. with the soil underneath you and the presence of kuroo's comfort that slowly ebbed away your worries, you felt grounded. that was nice.

"thank you," you smiled, a little empty but meant altogether.

.

"if i can no longer carry the weight, what would you do?"

kuroo smiled and lifted the box away from your hands. you watched as he leaned down, staring at your eyes as if he saw right through you, and given his intelligence, he probably did.

"i would take the top box off and hold you so you don't need to worry about tripping."

you stared at him, perplexed and he simply shook his head as he slowly leads you back on track towards your destination. the warmth of his hand spread across your lower back like the blooming of flowers in spring. with his mere presence, you felt the ice of loneliness slowly start to thaw. that was nice.

"thank you," you smiled, half a degree warmer in your flushed skin.

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"if i were to disappear, what would you do?"

kuroo hummed, tapping the pen he was holding onto the desk, deep in thought. you silently watched his actions with bated breath, you were curious. his answers were always odd.

"i would go to a convenience store."

"what? why?"

"you'd probably be hungry when i find you."

you couldn't help but laugh in amusement. he was an odd one but you couldn't deny that his sentiment warmed you very much. with his care, you felt like you could stand against the world. that was nice.

"thank you," you smiled, a little brighter than before, to kuroo's surprise.

"no problem."

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"if i can no longer do the things that i used to do well, what would you do?"

kuroo glared at the canvas in front of him. screw his art teacher. still, he dropped his palette and brush and turned to look at you. his intensity was new, you mused to yourself as kuroo's eyes once again stared into yours as he did every single time you asked him your questions.

"i would take new hobby lessons."

"what for?"

"so even if you can't do well in the things you used to do anymore, at least you'll have fun doing it because you have someone worse to make fun of."

"really?"

"really."

"well, the dog you painted looks wonky."

"you're crossing the line. steven is perfect as he is."

you fell down your chair from your laughter. with him beside you, you don't feel so alone anymore. that was nice.

"thank you," you whispered softly as you covered kuroo's sleeping form with a blanket.

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"if i no longer need to rely on you to keep me alive, what would you do?"

kuroo held your hands in his and you couldn't help but notice how well they fit together. his hands that were much larger than yours, covered yours securely and that was comforting in its own right. with your reluctance gone, you looked up at him and smiled the most genuine smile you have mustered in months.

"i would love you all the same."

with his love, you felt like you were no longer a helpless doe but rather someone who was capable of being loved- someone who was capable of standing and walking side by side with everyone. with him, you were able to face your fears because he was always there, whether you fail or not. he made sure you realized you're not someone in constant need of doting but rather someone who's brave enough to continue on even when it hurt. he was exactly what you needed. someone who would stay by your side, not in front or at the back, but ready to support you when you start falling regardless. he was nice.

"thank you," you spoke with all devotion in your heart as you pulled him close for a kiss.

furudate really just said "MSBY will be the hottest goddamn volleyball team you've ever fucking seen in your life" and DID IT

宮 侑 for @katsukes

AT HOME SPA NIGHTS WITH HAIKYUU BOYS

characters - timeskip! miya atsumu, bokuto kōtarō, iwaizumi hajime, sakusa kiyoomi, kuroo tetsurō

a/n - i can’t even do mundane things like a face mask without my mind immediately going to haikyuu boys 🤚🏽 heres some brainrot for you since i’m working on some requests <3

☾ ATSUMU playful giggles echoed through your shared apartment as you smoothed the hair mask into his hair, years of home bleaching in high school had not been kind to him, so he savoured these moments as he let out an over dramatic groan at the sensation of your fingers massaging his scalp. pulling you into his lap as you massaged his hands, leaving soft pecks against his fingers as he could only stare at you with a wobbly smirk as he payed you back with a peck to your cheek and a deep but still childlike laugh as his lips met yours.

☾ BOKUTO you could only laugh as bokuto flinched from the coolness of the face mask you were applying to his face, fingers digging into your hips as he tried his best to remain still so he could match with you. flashing you his usual grin as he giddily bounced on the couch as you declared you were done, placing soft kisses on your lips as you whined about him making a mess of your masks but still allowed him to do just that, as he grimaced at the taste of the mask between kisses - he still found himself smiling everytime his lips slotted against yours.

☾ IWAIZUMI there was something endearing about your usual intimidating boyfriend now sitting beside you on the couch, bunny headband pushing his hair back as he relaxed with a sheet mask on his face, rolling his eyes playfully everytime a giggle bubbled from your throat - feinging annoyance but the affectionate squeeze of his strong hand on your thigh reminded you it was all for show. you only saw his eyes widen as he heard the click of your phone camera as he was quick to playfully wrestle you to delete it, but you were just glad to be the only person fortunate enough to hear his usual blunt tone replaced by a gruff laugh followed by light-hearted threats to take away cuddle privileges.

☾ SAKUSA you only stare lovingly at your boyfriend, his usual frown replaced by relaxed features and a slight upturn of his lips as he filed your nails, his usual curls pushed back by one of the panda headbands out of the pack you’d bought so you could match while doing your skincare routine, his skin had a dewy glow from the oil he’d applied to your face gently before doing the same for himself - glancing up as he felt your stare “what?” you could only blink at him as you gave him the same smile you knew made him weak “you’re just pretty omi” as you watched his dewy skin become just a little pinker, but with a scoff and a playful roll of his eyes he returned his attention back to your nails before mumbling a sheepish “shutup.”

☾ KUROO you couldn’t help but laugh at the sight of your 6’5 boyfriend sprawled on the couch with a kitten eye mask covering the striking amber that lay underneath, long limbs searching for your warmth as he grabbed aimlessly for your body with a slight pout in place of his usual teasing smirk. finally wrapping them around your waist as he pulls you onto his lap, head rolling to rest on your shoulder as you began to knead at the tight knots in his shoulders after a long week - his lips moving softly against your skin as he let out deep groans at the sensation as he drawled out a raspy “you’re too good to me kitten.”

Let’s Walk Down the Aisle~

ever wondered how your fave haikyuu boy would react to seeing you walk down the aisle on your big day? look no more! you know why i wrote this? because of @aiiishiiiteru’s pickle headcanons. also im soft.

full on boo-hoo cries with utter joy, the biggest smile on his face with red cheeks, best man handing him a handkerchief and he blows his nose v loudly

-Asahi, Lev, GOSHIKI, Iwaizumi, Yamaguchi, ARAN, Yamamoto, TAKEDA, Koganegawa, Kindaichi

is totally cool, until you lock eyes with them-then a few big fat tears are sliding down their cheeks and he lets out a small chuckle as he takes in how beautiful you are-mouths “wow” to you

-Daichi, KUROO, Semi, Komori, Gao, OIKAWA, Reon, Ginjima, Ukai, ATSUMU, Daishou, Yahaba, MEIAN

wringing his hands together nervously, shifting from one foot to the other, but as soon as he sees you? he freezes, and he lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding and thinks, “finally”

-AKAASHI, Kinoshita, Tsukki, OSAMU, Hirugami, SHIRABU, Watari, Narita, Omimi, Kunimi, SAKUSA, Suna

standing still, a fond and genuine smile on his face, his eyes meet yours and you’re the one crying the whole walk down the aisle-he takes a handkerchief from his pocket and carefully dabs your tears away

-Kageyama, YAKU, Kai, Ushijima, KITA, Moniwa, Ennoshita, AONE, Kuguri, WASHIO, Kawanishi, Hiroo, Kyoutani, KENMA

is bouncing on his heels like a child waiting to get on a rollercoaster, he’s so excited and happy. waves to you cutely as you walk to him and you wave back with a laugh which makes your guests “aw” collectively

-NISHINOYA, Konoha, Aoi, Fukunaga, HINATA, Shibayama, AKITERU, Riseki, Komi, Inunaki , HANAMAKI, Sugawara

when he sees you he claps his hands with a “WOOOO!” and laughs, you’re so gorgeous he can’t stand it-and you’re marrying him? he’s so lucky he can’t help but holler

-Tanaka, Inuoka, Futakuchi, TENDOU, Akagi, TERUSHIMA, Matsukawa, BOKUTO, Numai, Yamagata, Hoshiumi, Kamasaki

His moles got me. Irresistible 🥺