11 Days Since Last. I Don't Poop Enough So I Tt Bloated And It Puts Pressure Ony Stomach?

11 days since last. I don't poop enough so I tt bloated and it puts pressure ony stomach?

I think I’m breaking down

Spent 6 days in hospital for chickenpox. Was n ER for all around pan that was from Sunday night to Tuesday morning ( autoffill wanted something about Tuesday day ordimental ). I don’t think I flinched while I had the heart monitor , but when I did not need it anymore I started flinching again. So maybe it’s anxiety based. I caved and tried a Xanax , and t knocked me out. Gave me weird vi I’d dreams and I did not like how I felt afterwards. Also when I closed my eyes I just Shaw weird tight dots that wiggle.

Wow. Threw up

Been 14 days no? The 4th ? Too soon.

Also sleep troubles

Less than 14. And again sep 9

I think some of my anxiety is the result of being found out and punished for any antis deemed problematic. And getting punished and banned and loose accounts and anything on them. And not thinking I broke any rules. I sort of had a. Inkling. But commenting in a snarky fashion on certain topics drove it up, and it took me so long to realize. And I don’t know if I would be banned here or if I should switch f. Accounts to start fresh and just behave and play nice. No fighting, no correcting, no sarcasms. No telling somone something is messed up. Being on sites where people don’t know me and are ok with me, because I am there. Expecting to live all these double lives. But I’m empty without social media.

Shame? guilt? But I deserve it. All my antagonism and darkness.

So apparently Zeus and Loki were really faunagender or something. Because his shapeshifting. Even MOGAI genders existed before tumblr.