You Are Not Hot, You Are A Piece Of Sh*t, I Hate You, I Want You Dead (in My Arms Tonight)

You are not hot, you are a piece of sh*t, I hate you, I want you dead (in my arms tonight)

A Very Sad Headcannon

Warning: spoilers, major angst

*please complete the Twilight Book 1 as well as Yura and Gaku's book 2 before reading this post, mainly Gaku's*

Somewhere, there's an alternate world where everything is reversed. Koga's lazy and camps out at Kuya's place while he's out at work, Toichiro serves his master, Shizuki, but most importantly, Yura and Gaku aren't very close.

(story time shh)

One day, Gaku came home looking pale. Yura didn't really care, he never really cared about his brother. With each passing day, Gaku got sicker and sicker.

Yura was walking through town when he could've sworn he heard Gaku's drum. But it didn't sound right. He went in the direction of the sound and soon stopped dead in his tracks. He saw Gaku, clutching his drum, the ground was littered with dead bodies. People's bodies. That was the day Yura found out about the curse. But, since he didn't care much for his brother, he didn't bother, until one fateful day.

Gaku's body couldn't handle the curse anymore and he ended up "disappearing" or dying. Yura came home that day to see a hand drum on the floor. When he picked it up, he could feel no warmth in it. It was just a regular instrument. That was the day he realized that he failed at being an older brother. He hugged the drum close to him before breathing in the smell of something burning. Drum in hand, he ran outside to see fires breaking out in Kyoto. He ran towards it to see the battle between Ayakashi, Onmyoji and Wraiths. He saw some of his comrades lying dead on the ground. Not knowing what to do, he ran. He was trembling out of fear and accidentally dropped Gaku's drum. He hadn't realized he'd dropped it until he turned around to see a burning hand drum behind him. Panicking, he held the drum as it turned to ash. He burned his hands severely and the scars make sure he doesn't forget.

Years later, Yura found his away into the cursed plane in hopes of finding Gaku. He ended up being tortured by his guilt. He fought it until he couldn't anymore. He gave in. Drowning in grief, he started becoming one with the cursed plane. His hair turned black and he found his place in this new realm. He wandered it for years and years before someone new entered.

No matter how many alternate worlds there are, they all share the same cursed plane.

(K this is where you needed to have read Gaku's Book 2)

When Yura saw the familiar face of his brother, he went running towards him before he was stopped by himself. It was another Yura, one that looked like the Yura that belonged to the world where this Gaku came from. Blind from jealousy and desperation, he pushed past the other Yura and went to see the other Gaku himself. But this Gaku wasn't alone, he was with an unidentifiable woman which we know as Futaba. He tried convincing the other Gaku to stay with him because of how much he missed his actual brother. But, he didn't stay. The woman had convinced him that Yura wasn't the "real Yura", which wasn't wrong. Yura gave up and let the other Yura return back to his world with his Gaku and the unidentifiable woman. And so, he continued to wander the cursed plane.

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Maybe I should call this an au instead of a headcannon. But I do believe that this exists so- I'm sorry if I hurt you, Gaku's route is hurting me T_T 👍

When you realize who he's talking about 😀💧👍

At first glance, Yura seems like a total softie and Gaku seems like some cold-hearted jerk. However, that's not the case. Yura is fearless and cares about nothing other than his brother and the people he loves. He's brave and strong and knows where he's headed. Gaku on the other hand is fragile, he cares about so many things even if he doesn't show it. He treats objects with love and understanding because he knew that he used to be one. The whole development of a Tsukumo-Gami is a long process. They start off as objects, never responding to anything. But after being taken care of well, they soon take on the soul of a living being, being able to love just like how they were loved. I wonder if this could also apply to Gaku, not just as a Tsukumo-Gami but as a person, as a soul.

Damn Gaku's route be hurting me, I'm not even 10 chapters in yet XD

They're the same person

Based on random, tryna figure out if the love interest in the current event is Solomon, Diavolo or Luke 🤔