This Is Probably Gonna Sound Really Selfish, But Whatever. So Basically, My 1 Year Army Anniversary Is

This is probably gonna sound really selfish, but whatever. So basically, my 1 year army anniversary is January 3rd and I was gonna order myself an army bomb and open it on the 3rd. I was planning on ordering it pretty earlier because of the holidays and the PTD concerts…. But they’re sold out ☹️. Idk how fast weverse restocks either, but I’m worried I’m not gonna get an army bomb on my anniversary. I guess it seems worrisome to me because (tw or sad reality or something) January 3rd is the only day I see in my future right now. My 19th birthday is in February, but I don’t see that at all. I’m really having a hard time and I wanted that to be a good day, ya know. January 3rd seems so far away and almost impossible to reach so to have something I’m waiting for, I thought it would help. Yeah if I make it that far I’m gonna celebrate what BTS has given me the past year, but idk. I’m just being selfish and pathetic though because there are people that can’t even get things shipped too them or don’t have the money too. I’m just spoiled and complaining.

I’m going to make a list of Kdramas and Cdramas I’ve watched and link it in my bio so that in case you’re curious as to what I’ve been up to; you can check that periodically. I fly through shows in general pretty fast so it’ll get updated constantly. I just wasn’t sure if people wanted to keep hearing about them all the time. I do have a draft about a kdrama too, but I’ve been a bit insecure about it lately 🥲. But I’m will get that list up very soon and if you look through it an want to ask me something, don’t be afraid to. ☺️

Last things for the day; I figured out how to say it.

The reason why BTS at the Harry Styles concert, having the time of their lives, jamming with Lizzo, feeling the music in their bones, and everything else that came with it was so heart warming, is because it’s exactly the type of message that they’re trying and have been putting out. BTS themselves are breaking barriers, connecting, and helping people with music, despite the language they sing in. Seeing them experience their own goal/passion/message for somebody else is just… euphoric 😭

Hey,

Several people asked me to turn my anonymous jazz on. It should be on now, but let me know if it isn’t. The mobile app is kinda ass-backwards and difficult about some things.

If it is on, feel free to asks me or talk about anything. Don’t be scared to get anything off your chest. I want this to be a safe space and I’m more than willing to talk. If you just want to say something and for me not to reply or for me to reply privately, that’s completely fine too. It may take me a minute, but I’ll get to you. My only rule is to be respectful, but I hope that goes without saying.

Sorry, it took me a few days to change my settings. I don’t have my tumblr notifications on, so it took me a minute to realize that people asked me for that.

Anyways, have a good day and take care of yourselves ❤️

Somebody asked, but I accidentally deleted the anon ☹️😤 I’m so sorry. Also my apologies for answering this so late.

Basically, they asked me what are the dramas that I’ve watched. Truth be told, I didn’t start watching dramas until this year, but I do have a list. I don’t exactly remember when I started watching them (I wanna say somewhere in May) but I don’t think I’ve watched a western-media show or movies this year. These are listed in the order I watched them and I’ve indicated their region and where I watched them.

I won’t be putting summaries or thoughts here because…. that wasn’t the question 😑 plus, I’m not the best at summaries. If you would like to know my thoughts on any of these though, don’t be afraid to ask 😊

The Untamed (Chinese) Netflix

Legend of Fei (Chinese) Viki

Kingdom (Korean) Netflix

Color Rush (Korean) Viki

Word of Honor (Chinese) Viki

Shadow (Chinese) Netflix

Heaven Official’s Blessing (Chinese) Netflix

Eternal Summer (Chinese) Netflix

The Rise of Phoenixes (Chinese) Netflix

The Yin Yang Master (Chinese) Netflix

Begin Again (Chinese) YouTube

Squid Game (Korean) Netflix

The King: Eternal Monarch (Korean) Netflix

The Guest (Korean) Netflix

I don’t know why I’m drawn more to Chinese dramas, but I am and most of these are actually historical dramas (I have many reasons why I’m drawn to these). Also, it doesn’t matter where the film or series is produced (western, asian, whatever) I usually travel between dramas based on similar actors. For example, Wang Yibo was in The Untamed and Legend of Fei. Gong Jun was in Word of Honor and Begin Again. Chen Kun was in The Rise of Phoenixes and The Yin Yang Master. I don’t always watch them right after one another, but I have a huge list of dramas I want to watch and many of them have actors that have been in dramas I’ve watched. Also, contrary to popular belief (especially bc of this list💀), I’m actually not a huge romance watcher, but I do think it has grown on me since I’ve gotten a bit older. 

I’m sorry if my blog is misleading at the moment. I did have an idea for what I wanted to so on here, but I’m kinda scared now. Anyways, I’ll get back to you on this topic. 

Here’s a shrine for our strongest, bestest boy for a strong, quick and healthy recovery. Get well soon, Yoongi. 💜💜 feel free to add on.