
๐๐ข ๐ข๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ฑ-๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐จ๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐๐ญe ๐๐๐ญ-๐ฌ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐-๐ข ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐-๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข ๐ฆ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐๐ฅ๐ญ๐ก ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ(๐๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ) Bio:~๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐จ๐ซ (๐๐๐ ๐๐)~๐๐ข, ๐๐๐ฆ๐ข, & ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐๐ซ~๐๐ข๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ซ/๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐๐/๐ก๐ฒ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ~๐๐๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐ + ๐๐ง๐ฑ๐ข๐๐ญ๐ฒ~๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ & ๐๐๐๐~๐ข ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐ก๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐
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Its-notpheonix - Therapy-recommended Dump - Tumblr Blog
Please tell me im not the only one whos not used to doing things with the people i care abt to the point where my brain reaches a cap on the amount of serotonin it can produce, so it makes me look like i hate everything. My body tingles, my tummy hurts, and i feel like im gonna throw up even tho im starving.
Not speaking from current feelings, just past ones.




nvm subspace is fav ๐ฉทโค๏ธ๐ค
(Non of these are mine)
lyrics to my current favorite song (TW โ ๏ธ)
I can't stand to look into my reflection anymore 'Cause I can't remember the night before (oh, I) And I had a lot to give in life, but I fucked up every aspect What did I expect? already living the outcome Wake up with a heartache (knowing that I'm never done) But I'm stuck, so I'm staring at the ceiling Too tired, too scared of what I'm feeling Can't call it addiction, if I can't even remember whatever it was that I was tripping off
Dreams telling me I'm six feet down Choking in my vomit in my sleep, don't drow-ow-ow-own Tired of the same old (same old) bullshit Wish that you would love what I told you, guess
I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and Losing myself, lost sight of what's important Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison 'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run" If I kill myself, I don't need no gun What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fun, yeah) Don't run to the light, don't run
Looking at your face, know I can tell that you've been lying to me Clenching my jaw 'til I'm breaking my teeth Stuck in my room, always glued to my bed, know I'm tired of sleep And it always goes on and on You don't stop 'til you're told it's wrong Done with your stupid games, I don't wanna play along Got my heart inside your hands, there's blood up on my palms I don't know what else to say but fuck it, I'm a-
I'ma lose it in the end, still reaping what I sow and Losing myself, lost sight of what's important Needed something in my life to drown out all the noise and Got a pretty pocket full of pills filled with poison 'Cause our eyes hit 'em like, "Don't run" If I kill myself, I don't need no gun What's a life with no drugs? (but it ain't no fu-u-u-u-, yeah) Don't run to the light, don't run
Hi ash >:3
any of yall heard of โจ๐ซ๐ฉทhyperpop๐ฉท๐ซโจ
if yall have or wanna see what it is, its a music genre that im obsessed with
and i have so many recommendations
Toetag - sudbath, 4cf
ghost - sudbath
whoโs that - stevyn
Prism - monty.pk
STRANGER -ZWALL
Sugarcrash! - elyotto, kim petras, curtis waters
Driving with my eyes closed -rouri404, vaeo
twitterloser - AViT
Fleshh - rouri404
gluttony -aldrch, voda fuji
i have more TwT
(Most of, if not all of these are explicit. So listener discretion is advised if ur against swearing)

bROoOooOooOoooO
its adorableeeeeeee ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
(Again, not mine)

i have a yt โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Havent uploaded in a bit, but will soon (hopefully. Motivation is almost as absent as my dad rn)

cries in i cant fubking dreaw
(NOT MINE โผ๏ธ)
(id give credit if i knew the artist TwT)
โthe โtism demons told me toโ -also me
โim a girl in a boy way, and a boy in a girl way, but im also neither, but im also bothโ -me