Me After Ruining My Own Life For The Nth Time:

me after ruining my own life for the nth time:

Doctor, as he arrives late: Sorry, I'm late.

Jin: It's ok I'm patient.

Seokjin: No cursing in this household.

Jungkook: freaking freak

Seokjin: Bitch! Your on thin moterfucking ice.

I think a lot of people forget that Namjoon is so young. He was 19 internationally when they debuted. He is only a year older than Jimin and Taehyung and the maknae of the hyung line. At 19 he carried the hopes and dreams of six other boys and a company close to bankruptcy and it’s easy to cringe at 2013 Namjoon. He tried too hard, he made mistakes, he did expensive girl, his hair was stupid, and named himself Rap Monster! But 2013 Namjoon was also the one who was hungry for success, who lived diligently, produced music, wrote lyrics, and pushed forward despite an entire industry and underground artists he once respected insulting and degrading him and his brothers. 2013 Namjoon was desperate and terrified to show the world his heart and soul, and the layers peeled back revealed the kindest and wisest soul. So I love 2013 Namjoon. I love him to bits. I love his stupid hair, his sunglasses, his try hard attitude, his cringey, terrible mistakes, because 2013 Namjoon is what made 2019 Namjoon. He carried the weight of the world on his shoulders and turned it into a beautiful strength.

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Jungkook: There aren't any snack in the house.

Seokjin: I'm literally right here!

To BTS

I, known as an ARMY now, am a really ordinary girl.

I go to school, now college everyday. Have wonderful parents and friends. I'm honestly really grateful to have such amazing people in my life. But an ordinary person living a normal life also have their own insecurities right? Even if they are not as big(thankfully) than some of the people out there, we feel insecure too.

You guys, BTS that is, always made me feel like I'm important, made me feel love ,made me happy when I was sad. It's weird but whenever I'm sad you guys are the first people that come into my head. Your voices! Man, your voices! They have such an effect on me that it's scary. One second I'm shaking with fear and the other second (after I've heard your voice) I'm smiling like an idiot. It's amusing. I get suprised everytime it happens that is everyday.

I always knew that I loved you guys and always will. But I came to realise that I love you guys alot more than I thought I did, I care for you guys alot more than I thought I did. And I want you guys in my life alot more than I thought I did. Looking back now I really can't imagine how my life would've been without you guys. I'm really grateful and happy that I was born at the same time as you guys.

Your not any celebrity crush to me. Your alot more than that.

I or rather ,we love you 💜.