Can I Just Say FUCK THE MAGICIANS.

Can I just say FUCK THE MAGICIANS.

I mean I was working on my rants for the magical episode that was season 4 episode 5 for each character and it just kept on getting away from me with each new episode so it's just going to wait until the end give my overall. And then this f****** episode! I am so beyond pissed off at this episode I am disgusted at this episode I don't even think I can go back and re-watch any other season because of the combined shitstorm that is the end of season 4! And the sheer f****** deceit lies and basic spit our face will patting themselves on the back that was the combination all season 4.

Ok, Fuck canon here's what actually happened.

Quentin dying and everything after was just a hallucination do to a psychotic break that's been building since about season 3 so for about 2 years. What happened in the mirror world is he thought about stopping and letting himself die after Penny and Alice left for safety reasons and Victoria the other traveler that we know was trapped in the mirror world came and saved his ass.!! Being a psychic that she is and being stuck in the mirror world for about a year along with being tortured by the Beast gave her excellent Mental Health radar and took Q to the hospital where you could get the help pain medication that he has so desperately needed and was took it away from him all the way back in season 1. Along with herself because she a little batshit crazy right now. And they become best friends it actually call each other on mental health issues instead of enabling and pushing people off further Cliffs. And Quentin is going to stay a while well he gets better and everyone else finally realizes Quentin is not their emotional punching bag so they have to go through season 5 without Quentin to fall back on. And Eliot continuously visits Quentin although does not confessed yet because he is waiting for Quentin to get better and focus on himself to show that he in fact will choose Quentin every time.!!!

Margo does not in fact put staring at a fish not even kind of boyfriend above her entire story arc for the season of getting her best friend back. And she realizes that she should have call Quentin out on his mental health a long time ago as her other best friend. Then continues to slap whoever implies that she wasn't showing emotional strength in her relationship with Quentin and Eliot long before Josh ever became an idea in her head.

Julia does get saved but you know sin penny is a psychic he mentally ask what she wants to do about her own body therefore taking back the own her own agency for herself. Along with coming to terms but how she totally ignored quinton's mental health decline when she was one of the ones that should have known and have warning signs and alarms going off because she was there when he first started getting bad at 16 and probably before. And finally get quinton's backstory of suicide attempts instead of just depression and institutionalization by having Julia confronted. Along with finally actually confronting what she did to him in season 1 episode 4 that still f****** kills me and is one of the things I'm still hung up about Julia I am still hung up about it. Especially with that bull shitt apology. That's not you saying you're sorry that's you shifting blame.!!!

KADY did not regress into I just want to be pennies girlfriend Portia taking away her entire progression this season and pretty much every season. Let's mention belittling one of the few ships actually showing to be okay didn't have all that much of a problem with it. And even relating Kady issue with wanting to die to quinton's for the growth and connection but two characters we have only seen connect about other people would be awesome.!!!

And how about we stop trying to take away adoption is in fact a druggie and making him up all too entirely wholesome in his relationship with Margo. It gives a really weird kind of vibe that only goody goody st. Could love Margo in honestly that's total b*******!! What the f***. He's one of the few examples the more we see of them the less of a character he actually gets.

Not to mention instead of the one-off morning b******* suicide is the only solution we got we can get all the characters even the ones that haven't interacted or connected with Q before to react to his mental breakdown.

Penny23 just stops getting carted around as a convenient plot story and gets to explore and contrast his relationship with his timeline 23 and here instead of just focusing on Julia and a really creepy kind of way. And we finally get some explanation on the whole Alice was the only Survivor of timeline 23 yet when we go to timeline 23 there's penny. What the f***

Even cooler is we can get to see Elliott try and grow into somebody emotionally ready for a relationship instead of just throwing him into what and say he is ready. Which will take the entire coldwaugh while ship into a whole nother level.

Find you want to do a time Jump In fillory, okay will do its time Jump In fillory but not 300 years with some b******* where we don't actually get any resolution on any points that has actually been set up in fillory that's not throw away. Move it forward a couple decades and we get to see a how often has grown as a person. The world has changed and the slow impact that they as king and queens because they are still paying in Queens there's four Thrones okay. Has had on fillory. And if you want a villain to be thrown in fillory just throw Plover back in so we can finally get rid of his ass like we should have done in season 1. Seriously why did nobody take Quentin up on the trying knife out on him seriously???

Everybody else can do with the McAllister b**** still after everybody. While trying to keep Clinton safe in His recovery. And the ramifications of The Magicians and hedges working together in a world setting. The library can also be headed play Zelda of the old order and Harriet since she had the right idea in the beginning instead of handing it off to Alice thing. Alice can go back to trying to find her own way since last was when she was interesting instead of taking somebody else's path.

the irony of penny’s character is that two women have at different times had their entire personhood reduced to their relationships with him, to the point that their self-image and actual life outcomes were limited by it, but if penny encountered that type of writing in a piece of media he would detest it and refuse to accept it for a second

I don’t understand the sudden change of opinion some people are having with Daenerys just in the span of one episode. Her actions did not seem out of line to me, and in fact she is being infinitely more tolerable and cooperative with abrasive northerners than any other outsider would be willing. Her army and her CHILDREN will be the main forces against the undead and all she is expecting in return is basic respect as a queen. As she said about Sansa, she doesn’t need to like her, she just needs to respect her. The northerners have their reasons for being wary of outside rulers, but they are frustratingly dense about the situation they’re in, and their foolishness will leave many of them dead since Winterfell is the first target on the Night King’s path. It’s unfortunate but I think it will take actually experiencing the undead army for them to have a change of heart about Daenerys’ aid.

HOLY SHIT.

Penny seriously went ahead and decided for Julia? To be normal? FUCK HIM.

Julia’s been really very vocal about wanting to be a full-time goddess again. She literally only gave her godhood up to save the fucking world, not because she didn’t want that anymore. How blind do you have to be to conclude that she would want to be normal?

And that’s not even taking into account that Penny can fucking astral project into people’s unconscious minds. Just… fucking… go in there, ask Julia “Hey so the human book wants to bind you. What do you want, godhood or being a regular old magicless human?”, on the off-chance that you can’t see the very blatantly obvious answer right in that question.

What was it? What stopped you from remembering how she spent the entire season trying to get back her godhood, even though YOU WERE LITERALLY THERE when she was trying to fix it with her new follower gal? What made you forget that you can astral project? Is it because you wanna bone Julia and if she goes back to being a full-time goddess you can’t bone her anymore?

And he literally admits it was selfish. Are… Are they going to be done violating Julia’s choices any time soon? First she gets raped, then she gets the seed of godhood put inside her against her will and now that she learned to accept it, she gets it forcefully ripped out of herself because again someone else makes a selfish decision about her body.

Seriously, genuinely, fuck Penny 23 for taking that choice away from her.

I rather Drown by set it off is fucking mood.

So I was listening to some music trying to get my mind off of the insane amounts of rage and grief and depression The Magicians has said often me to try get out of this headspace I've been in since sucking and Wednesday. Only but it comes to Have Fun Pandora I'd rather drown by Set It Off which ends up being a therapeutic moment of sing-along cuz to me it describes the exact amount of both rage and hurt and betrayal about not only Eliot and Quentin but their story lines and general The Magicians the and the stab in the back. They gave her the other characters and their growth this season just all of it. if anyone agrees with me and happens to do music videos please please do your magic because all I want to do is go beast and rip out my f****** shade!!!