A New Outlook On Our Boys...

A new outlook on our boys...

Here I am, a month or so later, updating this post because SOOOO much has changed.

1st. Jimin is still technically my bias, but I felt he should be promoted to something more important because I love him to pieces!! The only thing I could come up with is PahDehRah, which I’m sure pissed Castiel off (see my main blog for that), but I mean it’s true. Park Jimin is my Always and Forever just like Cas.

2nd, we have my bias wrecker Jeon Jungkook...that little shit...he can still make me forget my own damned name sometimes, Jesus, Kookie should come with a damned warning label.

Jin and Yoongi (Suga) have been fighting for spot number 3 for different reasons... I still consider Jin my husband and damn if I wouldn’t do anything that man asked, including have 12 of his children...even considering my age and how little time I have left to have children. He’s a damn Angel and we don’t deserve him. Yoongi, on the other hand, I’ve gotten over my fear/aversion of because I figured out what the problem was. He’s a Pisces. 9 times out of 10, I can spot a Pisces a mile away and am usually turned off or scared of them because of past experiences. Needless to say, I’ve gotten over it because he’s my perfect lil squish and I love him DEARLY also his endless talents so much....not to mention he is SOOOO DADDY AF and I would not have any issues with him handcuffing me to the bed and plowing me like the back 40. (Midwesterners will understand that.)

TaeBae or Taehyung/V is still in 4th and is still only a sound that resembles “nnnngghhhunnngggg” because when I see him I can only make incoherent noises...and his voice? JFC HELP. Also, I have an amazingly strong level of trust for him. Like I don’t even know him obviously, but I would trust him with anything/everything without question or hesitation. Idk.

I’ve also recently found myself slipping into the Namjoon trash pile, much to my nieces chagrin. Namjoon is her bias and her everything and I don't’ wanna take him from her, but I can definitely see him coming to visit every once in a while as a weekend lover that helps me break my bed.

Last, but not least, we have J-Hope...the one I swore was my “Son” and I would protect and love him at all costs....until I happened upon a smut fic about him, couldn’t stop reading, and let’s just say that I CANNOT watch Blood, Sweat, and Tears or Mic Drop without looking at our precious Hobi in a WHOLE new light.

Kookie is still my favorite vocalist because he has soooo much passion when he sings. It’s ethereal.

Suga is still my favorite rapper because, let’s face it, dude is HELLA talented.

I’m finally torn on my favorite dancer only because J Hope SHINES in Mic Drop and Bapsae....I mean he’s just stellar.

However, I can only describe it as Jimin “comes alive” when he dances to Dope and Fire....it’s like his body becomes one with the music. It’s so fluid and natural it’s frightening. If I didn’t know better, I would say he’s Fred Astaire’s great great grandson because my GODS.....Jimin is spectacular. I must also add that Kookie has become quite the dance prodigy himself. He never ceases to amaze me as he continues to visibly and obviously improve his skills.

Again, we don’t deserve them

Now, on a side note. I first got into K-Pop by listening to EXO...”Promise”, “Universe”, “Peter Pan”, and “Overdose” to be exact....and as much as I found myself loving BTS (both for the talent, performance, and yes...looks), I wondered why they had no songs that “moved me” the way EXO could.

Yeah....

Needless to say, I was able to listen to “Let Go” when it was released yesterday and not only did I cry like a bitch, but it’s exactly what I wanted/needed to hear from Bangtan Sonyeondan.

They are so beautiful, inside and out, and I’m telling you we don’t deserve them, but they’ve decided to claim us as ARMY and I count it as a blessing.

Ok, I’ve rambled enough for now. Won’t be up too much longer, just finishing my supper and perhaps take a shower before bed instead of before work.

If you wanna talk, you know where to find me.

’look at that one… IT’S JUNGKOOK!’ (insp.)

IDK why I'm posting this on a sideblog with 3 followers, but here we go...

I say that my bias is Jimin and Kookie is my bias wrecker with Tae and Jin following 3rd and 4th, but let's get real.

I just got off the phone with my niece and I asked for her help. Here's what I told her and what we came up with, but I'm not sure.

From the first time until now, when I see Park Jimin, I forget how to breathe. He is so beautiful and that boy was BORN to dance Jesus Christ and when he laughs, I feel my soul ascend. So I was sure Jimin was my bias.

Then I watched "Dope" and I saw that little crooked/devious smile of Kookie's... and a few fan videos later and I realized that that little shit was gonna be my bias wrecker because I just wanted to rip his clothes off and...whew.

But here comes the problem....

I often forget that V/Taehyung exists until I see him and my entire existence shuts down.

I can't eat, sleep, breathe, or function because Tae gets me "stuck" and I can't live.

So...

My niece and I came up with the explanation that Tae was my "poison" because as I said, I forget he exists until I see him and I shutdown on a molecular level.

Then, there's Jin....

When he smiles, everything in my world is right. Seeing him eat/cook is adorable and attractive. He makes my heart swell three times it's size and I forget everything that is bothering me. He is my comfort...my security blanket? However, I'm not opposed to him making sweet, sticky, sexy love to me either. *Ahem*

As for Namjoon, all I can really picture is he and I smokin' a doobie, eating Jin's cooking, and discussing the universe. He'd be like my much cooler younger brother.

As for Suga.... I will only say, please don't leave me in a room alone with him... I'm just saying... just don't. He's scary and I don't like it.

Anyway, we have:

Jimin=Bias

Kookie=Bias wrecker

Taehyung= Poison

Jin= Cure

Namjoon=little brother

Suga=......just no.

Am I doing this right?

what a tease 😳

BTS V “Sugar Daddy” moodboard.

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