idontwantthem2findme

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••I made this so people I know irl won’t know this is me. I felt like I needed an outlet without fear of judgment from people who know me•• ..guess I’m finally adding this here now...I just need something to help keep me accountable.. SW: 128.9 lb. CW: 112.4 lb. GW1: 110 lb. GW2: 105 lb. UGW: 100 lb. Stretch/Super UGW: 90 lb.

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Ah This, I Feel This A Lot. But I Feel This In The Ways Of Suicidal Ideation..

Ah this, I feel this a lot. But I feel this in the ways of suicidal ideation..

‪adulthood is just experiencing this gif again and again until you ‬die

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5 years ago

God I just wanna cut myself up so bad right now but I’m not at my house so I can’t....

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selfharm self harm depression depressed anxious anxiety cut cutting

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idontwantthem2findme

5 years ago

So I’m in my early 20s and already feel like my life is over

..and even if it’s technically not, I can make it that way..

..it’d be so easy...but maybe so hard at the same time..

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dead inside depressed depression anxiety anxious so done done with myself done with this shit kill me suicide mention suicide *dead* i feel empty idontwantthem2findme let me disappear let me die

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5 years ago

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5 years ago

I’ve struggled with disordered eating for awhile now and as fucked up as it sounds, I sometimes get mad at myself for not being committed enough to eat less and thrust myself into a full eating disorder

I’m not proud of it, but it’s just how I think sometimes

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idontwantthem2findme ana not advice i know its fucked up my brain fights with me depressed depression anxiety anxious *dead* kill me

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5 years ago

When something drains you so hard that you have to take an ol’ expresso depresso nap

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idontwantthem2findme tired mentally drained anxious anxitey depression depressed social anxiety social exhaustion garrett watts anxiety *dead*

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