I Hate The Way I Give My All, Only To Watch Them Let It Fall.

I hate the way I give my all, Only to watch them let it fall.

I pour my heart, my soul, my care, Yet in their eyes, I'm never there.

I'm weary of this endless fight, Of giving love with all my might.

So now I close this open door, No one can ask for love anymore.

Instagram is scary at times because I decided to not think about this guy and get him out of my mind. Now every possible tarot reading is showing up on my reels telling me he's missing me he's regretting and he's coming back 🤡

Now I can't help it but think about him.

Clown behavior ✅

Had an emotionally draining day yesterday coupled with some solid cramps, today woke up with a killer headache and that's just not it I have an exam tomorrow for which I haven't studied anything. I feel so shitty it's not even funny atm. So yay love my life ( I need a hug)

The day I stop coming on Tumblr just know that now either I am dead or I have finally found a man who loves me very much.....

Odd places where you have felt lonely and loathed the fact that you are single.

I'll go first - So recently a fire broke out in my hostel and it was utter chaos. Thankfully nobody was injured but it was a state of pure panic. I was in middle of a test when I heard the news so I rushed back to my hostel, the upper building was on fire and everybody was hyperventilating and crying. Somehow things got under control and the girls just decided to not inform the families immediately almost as an unspoken fact to avoid more panic and worry on their end. We were sent to a safe space where everybody was huddled together and consoling each other. Yet it wasn't enough, almost everybody needed to talk to their own people. So almost everybody called thier partners and when they talked to them, I kid you not they were calmer and at ease. One girl literally called her partner ranted about the whole thing, he talked to her consoled her over a phone call.

I sat there dumbfounded with an epiphany that love, care and relationships do make a difference in your life, you really need someone especially in situations like these where need someone to ground you.

I couldn't even dial my friends because it was weekday and they had college😭

M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)