it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Looking For A Job Is As Hard As Searching For LOVE :(
Looking for a job is as hard as searching for LOVE :(
Its a sad reality. Well, it is at least for me. I just realized that things i want or need are not really easy to earn. Hardwork and patience are important in going through these processes. It'll be a very long way and yes expect it to be very tiring and tough. You'll get nervous... Excited... Upset... Rejoiceful... Or maybe disappointed and hurt. But along this challenging process, you'll learn more abt life. You will be able to correct your mistakes, and change your tactics in order to get your trophy--either a loved on or the job that you've always wished for-- faster than you've expected.
Aigoo i hope this will be my chance... I won't let this pass as easy as people around me imagines. I will grab this chance and hold onto it as long as i can. I dont wanna regret anything but i am also willing to be disappointed and hurt coz thats reality. Life is hard and it will forever be like that unless you make a move and be the start of the change- improvement- towards success.
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The korean boyfriend
Gaaah my friend has a korean boyfriend. Idek why i feel so giddy just by knowing this. Woah i still cant believe that love between a korean dude & a girl exists... I only think it happens in dramas & not in real life.
Shiz i am stoked! Bahahaha i wonder where i can find my korean boyfriend. Now my friend has an oppa in real life unlike me who is forever alone. OTL
Bohooo i want a korean boyfriend too... or maybe just a chingu will do xD
That feeling.
sigh
Do u evn know what i feel? Do u evn understand why im acting like this? Do u even care at all???
I seriously need you right now. I feel so weak and worthless. I need your compassion. I need to feel that you care abt me. And that you love me. And that you're with me. And that i am not alone.
I am scared that i might give up on life one of these days and just accept the fact that no one really cares abt me. I am afraid that that one little hope i am treasuring will be gone soon.
What should i do now? I think nothing will work out even if i try. Things will not work out at all. This is the end.
I am so scared to be alone. I am so scared to go through all these by myself. I need a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold & be my support, a person willing to walk with me.
I dont understand why i am feeling this way... Am i stressed out or am i just being too emotional??
I feel like crying myself to sleep and just forget abt all of these. I wish these are just one of my nightmares and tomorrow when i woke up everythig will be fine. Everything will be back to normal. I wont have to worry anymore. I wont have to feel this loneliness and be scared.
What has got into me? What have i done to deserve this? Am i that worthless?
I hate this! I hate this feeling!
birthday greetings
Aigooo why am i so teary-eyed after reading their birthday greetings... Its so touching. I feel so loved by these people. Best gift ever :)
Sick.
A-yo!
Omg still not feeling well since friday morning :( i kept sneezing, blowin my nose and coughing for the past 2 days. And i hafta blame it to california's fucked up weather. Even the fam are sick too. This is sad. I cant even enjoy the sun outside... :(
Oh & wanna know what's sick-er than this? HYUN BIN, my HYUN BIN, just left for his marines enlistment. Meaning he'll be gone for almost 2yrs. His duty will hopefully end on Dec6th 2012. Thats a long long time... Bohooo! And thinking abt Leeteuk's enlistment by the end of this year or ealry next year... breaks my heart. Idk how i will react once he leaves. Gaaah :(
Omg this is SICK! i am SICK!