I-cant-be-trusted-alone - LovesickPuppy

i wanna kill smth

like anything

and eat it

i wanna cuddle and bite my gf but shes too far away

i wanna laugh with my friends but they're not holding any convos rn

i wanna feel normal

i wanna be distracted from whatever this is bc i am too unstable to go through another shitty breakdown rn bc last time i actually did smth and im at boarding school this time so its even more risky

i wanna kms or sh but my roommate is right there

i hate myself

god i hate myself

pov: u sometimes get drastic personality changes so you question did but then you can almost always remember things that happened before but they kinda slip ur mind so you dont know and dont wanna self diagnose on smth so serious but it gets to the point where you give the voices in ur head names bc they feel like different people

idc that ur plus sized lemme chew on dem thighs

I’m going to be all cozied up under my blankets tonight thinking of you wishing we were cuddling

pov: u sometimes get drastic personality changes so you question did but then you can almost always remember things that happened before but they kinda slip ur mind so you dont know and dont wanna self diagnose on smth so serious but it gets to the point where you give the voices in ur head names bc they feel like different people