The Epic Highs And Lows Of Queer Coded Baseball

the epic highs and lows of queer coded baseball

big bro sukuna because im a sucker for sibling au

marauders era! regulus would love crime and mystery books

modern au! regulus would be a sucker for 00s shows and movies like vampire diaries, gilmore girls or skins. but james would make him watch shows like ofmd or good omens in exchange for having watched with him scary and thriller movies (in those nights james cuddles up closer to regulus because he's sort of a scaredy cat).

marauders era! regulus would love abba but he'll pretend like he doesn't. meanwhile modern au! regulus would still like abba but scream his lungs with lana del rey and mitski.

modern au! regulus would silently judge cringy people while looking directly at their soul until he makes them uncomfortable.

you know when you think about it coryo was just a pissy teenager like any of us some of his dialogues are funny as hell. for example is when mrs. plinth starts making a conversation about her first night in capitol and his inner monologue is just like girl i don’t fucking care. or when dr. gaul tended his wound and said that she used to be obstetrician back in the day and he’s like how fucking awful to have you be the first person in the world a baby sees. he’s just like me.

idk about you but my coping mechanism is watching angsty regulus edits until I feel numb. if I think of his pain I'll forget mine

regulus was scared.

scared of confronting his parents. scared of being left behind. scared of the world.

scared of opening up to people.

even though he had this though and mean facade he would open up really quick to someone until the point where he was overwhelming.

he just wanted someone to listen to him. and when he thought he found someone he would say all the things that he wanted.

but he was considered too much. he was too much for people to handle.

he was a storm. he was a hurricane of feelings, so when he lost control he knew it was going to end up bad. he knew he was going to bore people around him.

even knowing that, he would vomit all the random information he had. deeply hoping inside of him that people didn't leave him after seeing how he truly was.

how childish, pleaser and lonely he was. how he would keep all his feelings hidden from others. how raw these were.

but each time they would leave him, and each time he would try to avoid these situations again but he couldn't help it.

so yeah.

regulus was scared.

not from the dark, not from death.

regulus was scared

of lost childish dreams of a found family.

regulus was scared

of being completely unbearable and repulsive to others.

he wasn't scared of being alone.

not at all.

he was just scared.

he has been scared all his life.

he has always been scared since

the only thing he could have for sure

and be only his

was fear.