Day 22

Day 22 <3

🎀✨Day 22: I have been practicing magical girl stuff again. I have also decided that my two sides are too closely intertwined, so I will stop trying to hard to separate them. ⏱💣I have tried to astral project around three times. One of those times was extremely close to success, but I gave up early. I am glad astral projection is easier to learn than reality shifting. 💐☕The others told me about something called a mindscape(?) that can be achieved through meditation. I tried to do that and go to a place in my mind that was already vivid. It was like daydreaming, but you don't control it as much. I think I was wearing a magical girl outfit in it, so I will draw it sometime. 🎧🌊I have been practicing with a sword again. I want to fight using any blade. 🍎📿I also think I saw my soul gem in the mindscape. It was indigo (when I talked to Kyubey using a pendulum, he did say it would be a shade close to blue), and it had a moon shape. It was in the egg-shape form though, so I don't know where it goes on my outfit yet. I will also draw this.

THIS ACCOUNT IS SO COOL??? I wanna shift to pmmm and this blog is seriously motivating me tysm !!

I'm glad you like it! Maybe we can all meet someday in this reality or another! Everyone I've met so far seem super awesome!

Are you a DID system?

No, but it makes sense that you would think that. The situation is similar.

24 <3

🎀✨Day 24: I am sorry for being confusing on the past few posts. I will try to be less cryptic and use I/me/myself like a normal person. I am one person, Homulily, and I have a very bad memory, so I sometimes forget important information. ⏱💣I am determined to become a magical girl. Today is the day. I will make my contract. 💐☕I am a bit worried that once I go into astral, I won't come back, or I will come back different. How do souls, or whatever they are called work? Can something else take the body if I leave it unoccupied, or is the possibility no more than usual? 🎧🌊If someone else does come here that is not me, do not yell at them or anything. And also, know that if I am gone, there's no need to wait for me to come back. I'm sure it'll be fine, though. 🍎📿I know exactly how I will phrase my wish, now, all that is left is to make a contract. I have been getting so close to astral projecting when I was hardly trying, so if I try, it will work.

Day 16 <3

🎀✨Day 16: I read a cute magical girl manga. It made me remember I want to become a magical girl. ⏱💣I have been collecting pose references to draw magical girls as. 💐☕A magical girl I know was able to talk to Kyubey today. 🎧🌊I haven't been able to talk to Kyubey directly yet, but I think I know what I want to wish for. I want to wish to be able to shift realities every time I try. Even if being a magical girl was dangerous, I could shift to a reality where it wasn't. It's a mundane wish that feels OP. 🍎📿I used to draw cute things on my arms and hands. Maybe I will do that again. Being cute is an important part of being a magical girl (sometimes).

Outfit

This is not a magical girl outfit, and I don't have a face reveal, so it might be okay to show. I might get back into magical girl stuff again, and I might stop hiding some things. But I will start with a literal form of that first.

I might look evil, but I am not! I am just cold. I can scare away the evil spirits if I look scary myself. Speaking of which, I might start practicing sword fighting and magic more seriously. I also might change the format of my usual posts.