Day 14

Day 14 <3

🎀✨Day 14: Today is August 8th, the day the Lions Gate opens! That means that all spiritual stuff is much easier to do. Maybe I will become a magical girl today!

⏱💣I don't think I am sick anymore! I drank lots of water, and I got a lot of rest! 💐☕I listened to a lot more subliminals today because I heard they are much more effective now! 🎧🌊I drew something for once, and I am very proud of it! Unfortunately, it is very edgy. Not very fitting for a magical girl blog... not to mention it being unfinished. 🍎📿I have fixed one side of the scarf, so I am almost done!

Day 10 <3

🎀✨Day 10: Since I'm going to become a magical girl soon, I think it's best that I start planning things out!

⏱💣This is more of a note to self, but here are the questions I am going to ask Kyubey when I meet him: "Is it dangerous to become a magical girl?", "What is my potential?", "What color is my soul gem? What shape is it?", "what would happen if I wished for [X]? What wish-specific power would it cause?", "What will my magical girl form look like? What will be the theme?", "What weapon will I have?", and "Can I communicate with you in the physical realm?" I have heard that your outfit and powers are ones that you like and are connected to, but I am unsure of what I am connected to. 💐☕ There are many types of magical girls. I wonder which kind I want to be. I have thought of being doll themed, ghost themed, Alice in wonderland themed, space themed, moth themed, and even just being a Homura replica. None of these feel completely correct. Maybe I will change as I learn more about myself and about being a magical girl. 🎧🌊Magical girl weapons can be very creative! It makes me question if I will truly be able to use mine.. I am practicing sword fighting, but if I have a bow and arrow, the training will not help with that. When I ask Kyubey what my weapon will be, as long as he doesn't say "It depends," I will practice using that weapon. If it is something uncommon, like a giant pair of scissors like Calibrus from Puppeter, I will find a way to practice that. I could try putting two swords together! 🍎📿I am unsure whether magical girl magic is different from regular magic.. I think it must come more naturally. I should probably ask Kyubey and the other magical girls for help once I make my contract.

I hope you seek psychiatric help soon xoxo

I have had a therapist for months. Don't worry, things are going just fine, and I am happy!

Day 9 <3

🎀✨Day 9: A magical girl I met taught me how to find Kyubey. Maybe I will make a contract with him, but I will be very careful and ask every question first. They all said it was safe, so I hope they're right.

⏱💣I want to be just like Homura Akemi, but I don't think I am like her yet.. Out of the Holy Quintet, which one do you think I am like? 💐☕ I am on row 22\46 on my scarf! Almost halfway there! I love crocheting! 🎧🌊The magical girls in a discord server I'm in taught me how to astral project. I will try it. It sounds similar to reality shifting, so maybe it will be easy. 🍎📿I finished an art commission, so now I have time to practice art again. I don't really like my current art style, so I will work on drawing how I like to draw! Maybe I will post art here if it is related to magical girl stuff, but it won't interrupt my daily blogs!

Well this is just the best thing I've ever seen

I'm glad you like it! Are you a magical girl too?

Day 5 <3

🎀✨Day 5: I saw a cat thing, but my cats were in another room. Maybe this is a familiar? I see sparkles everywhere now. I think I am close to becoming a magical girl! ⏱💣My skin has cleared up just like I manifested. I think I must be good at manifesting. I am manifesting that I will become a magical girl. 💐☕ Making a scarf is easier than I thought. It's so easy that I forget to do anything else. Today, I remembered to work on something else for once. I drew a little bit. Maybe I will show everyone the scarf when it is done. I have completed 5/46 rows. 🎧🌊I have to go the the doctor twice this week. I don't trust doctors, but I will have to use my magical girl training to be brave! 🍎📿My memory has gotten worse, so I apologize for almost forgetting to update. I will make sure to never miss a day.