Booost

Booost

Morning After Pill for HIV

I think that people forget that condoms protect you from more than just pregnancy.

And there is no morning after pill for HIV.

Was good for a few days . Here i go again

Idk where to start . This feeling of anxiety , this feeling of being worthless and unwanted and idk what more . It just doesn’t go away . Everything around me is perfect . Everyone is happy . There is every reason for me to be not sad . But i am . My heart is all heavy. Like right now , its like my heart is being ripped apart . And im shaking. I haven’t been suicidal in a long time . Its like im relapsing again . This dreadful feeling of restlessness just doesn’t go away . Idk who to turn to . My friends and family will just think im being dramatic for no reason . Its been going on for weeks now . Somedays i forget about it when im busy doing something . But most days i cant even get up from bed or move a muscle . Im just lying down there and i cant even cry. Tears dont come out . My heart is all heavy for no reason . I should be happy but i feel guilty that im not . There are people out there in so much trouble and problems because of the whole pandemic and im here all safe and secure being a fucking crybaby. But im not trust me . Im typing this all here cause it feels good to let it out whether anyone reads it or not . I wish i wasnt sad . Most days i just want it all to be over tbh . I sound like a 13 year old but honestly im 19 . I feel good now thanks

Idk where to start . This feeling of anxiety , this feeling of being worthless and unwanted and idk what more . It just doesn’t go away . Everything around me is perfect . Everyone is happy . There is every reason for me to be not sad . But i am . My heart is all heavy. Like right now , its like my heart is being ripped apart . And im shaking. I haven’t been suicidal in a long time . Its like im relapsing again . This dreadful feeling of restlessness just doesn’t go away . Idk who to turn to . My friends and family will just think im being dramatic for no reason . Its been going on for weeks now . Somedays i forget about it when im busy doing something . But most days i cant even get up from bed or move a muscle . Im just lying down there and i cant even cry. Tears dont come out . My heart is all heavy for no reason . I should be happy but i feel guilty that im not . There are people out there in so much trouble and problems because of the whole pandemic and im here all safe and secure being a fucking crybaby. But im not trust me . Im typing this all here cause it feels good to let it out whether anyone reads it or not . I wish i wasnt sad . Most days i just want it all to be over tbh . I sound like a 13 year old but honestly im 19 . I feel good now thanks

Lost in japan - shawn mendes

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Wish i had friends

Im crying