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it IS a phase, mom

b99 is more culpable, actually

Was good for a few days . Here i go again

Idk where to start . This feeling of anxiety , this feeling of being worthless and unwanted and idk what more . It just doesn’t go away . Everything around me is perfect . Everyone is happy . There is every reason for me to be not sad . But i am . My heart is all heavy. Like right now , its like my heart is being ripped apart . And im shaking. I haven’t been suicidal in a long time . Its like im relapsing again . This dreadful feeling of restlessness just doesn’t go away . Idk who to turn to . My friends and family will just think im being dramatic for no reason . Its been going on for weeks now . Somedays i forget about it when im busy doing something . But most days i cant even get up from bed or move a muscle . Im just lying down there and i cant even cry. Tears dont come out . My heart is all heavy for no reason . I should be happy but i feel guilty that im not . There are people out there in so much trouble and problems because of the whole pandemic and im here all safe and secure being a fucking crybaby. But im not trust me . Im typing this all here cause it feels good to let it out whether anyone reads it or not . I wish i wasnt sad . Most days i just want it all to be over tbh . I sound like a 13 year old but honestly im 19 . I feel good now thanks

Idk where to start . This feeling of anxiety , this feeling of being worthless and unwanted and idk what more . It just doesn’t go away . Everything around me is perfect . Everyone is happy . There is every reason for me to be not sad . But i am . My heart is all heavy. Like right now , its like my heart is being ripped apart . And im shaking. I haven’t been suicidal in a long time . Its like im relapsing again . This dreadful feeling of restlessness just doesn’t go away . Idk who to turn to . My friends and family will just think im being dramatic for no reason . Its been going on for weeks now . Somedays i forget about it when im busy doing something . But most days i cant even get up from bed or move a muscle . Im just lying down there and i cant even cry. Tears dont come out . My heart is all heavy for no reason . I should be happy but i feel guilty that im not . There are people out there in so much trouble and problems because of the whole pandemic and im here all safe and secure being a fucking crybaby. But im not trust me . Im typing this all here cause it feels good to let it out whether anyone reads it or not . I wish i wasnt sad . Most days i just want it all to be over tbh . I sound like a 13 year old but honestly im 19 . I feel good now thanks

“I love you. I feel as though we were never strangers, you and I, not even for a moment.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche, from a letter to Mathilde Trampedach c. April 1876

Same . But the time it was published, it was one of the first books to ever to be written on racism and that took a good effect on the world . Although I didn’t like it myself , I understand its importance.

finished to kill a mockingbird just now and ended up not liking it as much as i wanted to (i really really tried okay). i enjoyed only the bits that included discussions on the problem with racism and social classes. but just that. sadly. and although i understand the controversy it tackles, i thought that the storytelling element was a little feeble for my taste and because of that i struggled to appreciate the fullness of the story. if this is your favorite, i’m glad that it is! you don’t have to agree with me, this is just my personal take on it.

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Oh my God I’m crying

*Smacks my little 3 years old sister while reading this*

do you ever see your sibling and just have this overwhelming urge to smack them for no reason? like my brother will walk into the room and i’m like “oh man i guess i have to end you”

Im a rat

and if you turn to ur left you’ll see the emos

Booost

Morning After Pill for HIV

I think that people forget that condoms protect you from more than just pregnancy.

And there is no morning after pill for HIV.

Lost in japan - shawn mendes

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

So many people that look so nice and was pretending to do great work for people are actually such monsters

Im crying

THATS WHAT SHE SAID ;)

Art

Amazing

This is the content im here for

hey gamers

Have you figured out yet ? HmmmmmmM?

ok so im at this place called "Piss Beach" wondering why it's called that

Ocd pussy

Catastrophize Benedictine

Wish i had friends

Imagine going missing and you see this when you come back .

Wish i could dance like the dog 🐶