I Notice That I Feel Really Angry About The Kit Conner Situation, And That's Because It Hits A Little

I notice that I feel really angry about the kit conner situation, and that's because it hits a little close to home.

So here is a little rant:

I notice it in daily life too, everytime I do someyhing 'fruity' i feel like i have to disclose my sexuality to anyone.

Like yeah I like listening to girl in red and I am straight (or idfk i'm 16 and get no bitches what do you expect) does that mean i'm not allowed to do it? I'm not profiting off anything by 'pretending' i'm gay. Yeah I like to read wlw books and see series of it, but when people come to me like, yeah you might be a little...

It's not like I'm not self aware, I even call myself fruity but idk I jist feel like it gives me a way out by saying i'm aware

Like they could be right but all it does for me is feel the need to disclose my sexuality. I'm not harming or making fun of anyone. Just let me life my life. But there's is just this pressure. I'm not saying actual lgbt people/allies calling you gay (the intentions are harmless) is just as bad as homophobes doing that, because it isn't. But it does put this pressure on me to tell anyone my sexuality.

And eventually it spiraled down to me calling myself unlabelled, but even that doesn't sit right with me. Because that would mean I am part of the lgbt community. But what if I'm not, would I then be queerbating everyone (while that isn't even what queerbaiting means) / meanly lying? It gives you that responsibility to disclose who you are. While idk, but then I would rather say I'm straight.

While in reality i just want to be 'nothing' not the unlabelled label, just blop I like men that's about it, idk about other options. But i hate identifying. It gives me this responsibility to uphold whatever I identify as. I don't want to do that, just let me do stuff in peace I guess.

Amy: I can’t believe we are stuck in this room together.

Jake, swallowing the key: Truly unfortunate.

Cinderella is dead by kalynn baryon

Malice by heather walter

anyways if you’re as upset about the first kill cancellation as i am, here’s a list of sapphic books and books featuring queer girls to check out! for those i haven’t read, i’ve heard they’re worth reading, so please check out any of the books on this list!!

the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon

the jasmine throne by tasha suri

a lesson in vengeance by victoria lee

the falling in love montage by ciara smyth

not my problem by ciara smyth

i kissed shara wheeler by casey mcquiston

one last stop by casey mcquiston

she drives me crazy by kelly quindlen

some girls do by jennifer dugan

perfect on paper by sophie gonzales

the chosen and the beautiful by nghi vo

siren queen by nghi vo

city of dusk by tara sim

i’ll be the one by lyla lee

flip the script by lyla lee

watch over me by nina lacour

we are okay by nina lacour

the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid

loveless by alice oseman

last night at the telegraph club by malinda lo

a memory called empire by arkady martine

gideon the ninth by tamsyn muir

ophelia after all by racquel marie

PLEASE REBLOG WITH YOUR OWN IF YOU HAVE RECS!! i’m looking to add more sapphic books to my tbr and i know i’m not the only one

“ I apologize for the person I will be when Percy Jackson premiers”

For the first time ever Percy is getting his damn moment, and we actually get to see it. For too long all we had was the shitty movies, the amazing fanart, the fanfics, and of course the books. We sat on the sidelines with our Redbubble camp half blood t-shirts while Harry Potter has more merch then they know what to do with. But now? Finally our thing gets it’s day in the sun and I might actually cry.

So you know what? No. Don’t apologize. We finally get our show. We get our Percy.