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I remember when I was in high school crushing on my [now] husband. Life is really crazy because WHO LITERALLY WOULD’VE THOUGHT??
I legit had to tell myself to stop liking him because there was just NO chance on earth he would ever like me back and I really took that L…
Now fast forward, I’m his everything and he really can’t see life without me. THAT’S WILD and people really don’t understand Lol
He loves me like I’ve begged other people to love me. He loves me without me asking. He loves me with initiative. He steps first and leads me, and I love that so bad. THIS MAN GOT BAPTIZED AT MY CHURCH on his own accord. He told my homegirl he knew he wanted to marry me because he couldn’t fathom a world where another man could be able to provide for me instead of him.
The existential dread and flip flopping Christians deal with on a daily basis is not discussed NEARLY enough, and one day I’ll write an essay about it.
Wanting to be and accomplish human and carnal goals and in this life versus wanting to just give up on the human experience, throw your hands up and ONLY focus on the life after this is actually tormenting sometimes.
The BPD version of this songs goes something like this…
“My love, my love seems so easy, babe.”
Omg THISSSSS!
sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?
Bettanu: Autumnbound
September creeps in As the summer’s wearing thin A new season’s found Early comes the dark As I wander through the park Leaves upon the ground Watch the hands of time As they ring the bells that chime We are autumnbound - SMP 🍂
the sea is the earth’s most haunted environment. the density of ghosts per square metre is unparalleled. every tide is a time machine. every whale song is a spirit box
When you get to know me, my personality is very weird but my vibe is TOP TIER 🤌🏾
Warm me up on the beach
Left my love on the seats
Reconvene in the sheets
All you have belongs to me
Ask me, I don't love you
Hold me, I might start to
Kiss me now, I need you
I’ll do what she can’t do
i feel like sometimes i completely lose touch w reality
This song is soooo my last situationship. Like, the amount of times I cried to this song…it was my most streamed song on Spotify that year 😂 I hadn’t heard it in a while and heard in the back of a tiktok…so I’m sharing it as I relive that trauma 😂 The sun shines now tho
The perfect theme for my 30th birthday because there is still More Life
i feel like I was a mistake in everyone's life
I gotta distract myself from life or I'm going crazy.
What a way be
What a life to live
Saddled up with sure things
Everything to give
Solace in a daydream
Destruction in their arms
Gambling on playthings
Falling over charm
