Every Year I Get A New Mental Illness. It's Like When The Writers Keep Introducing New Characters Every

every year I get a new mental illness. It's like when the writers keep introducing new characters every season to try to keep things interesting.

i want to kill me.

if i had a nickel for every one of my favourite bands that disbanded due to the frontman's mental health problems, I'd have 3 nickels, which is actually pretty sad.

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

there is legitimately a 70% chance i off myself on thursday. Gonna say my goodbyes to the 1 person that still matters to me, drum one last time, probably watch some of my favourite movies then tomorrow I'll go to "get the bus" but actually walk abt a mile down the road to a national speed limit motorway and jump in front of a semi.

I wonder if anyone will mourn me?

bro for the love of god do NOT cut the hip that you sleep on. Aaaaaaagghhhhhh i can't sleep my neck hurts from sleeping on my left side.