Enoughdonegone - It's Not Fine.

The idea of a 'soulmate' kept me with him.

"I was put here to love him. If not me, then who?"

Turns out, it's someone else's gig (Pixies, protect her), and I get to choose to love my partner, who's awesome, every day.

I love soulmates but also this-

My car just died.

The first thing I did was call my partner. Without hesitation.

Do you know what it feels like to be able to do that?

I bought a car.

It's used, but it is still so so much money.

Spending money is still really hard for me because he made everything terrible. So, while other people would be excited, I'm going to go lay down in the shower for the night.

See y'all in a few weeks.

I see a lot of posts that say something like "It wasn't wasted time if you were enjoying yourself."

What if time passes and I don't know if I was enjoying myself? What did I just do for the last 90 minutes?