Tw - Fat Shaming

Tw - fat shaming

When he thought, at one point, i had put on too much weight he told me he would not stick with a woman who let herself go.

According to him, men don't like bigger women. In fact all men really like the same body type - very thin. Any man who says otherwise is just saying so for woke points.

Men who date bigger girls do so because they lack the confidence to pursue "better" women.

He didn't lack confidence, so I had to nip that issue in the bud. Or accept the consequences.

Should have said:

Listen pal, there's only enough room on this block for one Fuck Up (tm) and the position has been filled. GTFO!

That did not take long. He just stopped me in the street as I was walking to my car.

I ducked out by saying I didn’t have time to talk. I would have humoured him before. Maybe flirted. The thought makes me sick now.

Woo! Progress!

I just woke up in my bed. In our bed. The paint,the furniture, the sounds. All our home. i could feel his leg against mine.

I wish i could say repulsion is what I feel. It's longing.

Clearly I am a creature of habit: I'm back in the same restaurant having lunch.

If I ran into someone we both knew, he interrogated me about the interaction looking for any whisper of something he didn't like. I'm trying to cover my bases.

The woman here was his friend's wife. I didn't like him - had a predator's vibe, plus openly self-serving. I liked her, but he told me she was just as conniving (truth?).

He would have been particularly interested in this conversation for it's likelihood to get back to his other friends. I remember the dread when I realized she was at the next table, and tried to be as unmemorable as possible.

I also insulted the friend because I knew that he didn't like her.

Amazing

Tw - sexual assault

I had a fling with a boy who lived two doors over when i was in highschool. We met up for sex once and a while. I usually snuck in his bedroom window.

Once when we were 16, he tried to fist me despite me being adament and vocal that this was not something I wanted or was enjoying. He failed and I squirmed away.

He just moved back in with his parents too. Meaning we, once again, live two doors away from one another.

Amazing.

Mother of the Year

His sister really struggled with depression and suicidal ideation in her early teens.  It was very inconvenient for his parents.

His mother made him check on his sister sometimes “to make sure she hadn’t killed herself” because she just “couldn’t stomach it” anymore.

I .. just... what?