I Don't Think I Can Waste Another Year Getting In My Own Way

i don't think i can waste another year getting in my own way

and when you leave, i'll still be here

i want to go back to sleeping the whole entire day because i lost so much weight when i did

i have so much to say but no way to say it.

later, i say

in a minute or two, maybe three?

i'll wait some more.

its been a year. 

a year has gone by.

later, i say

five minutes? years?

who knows....

later, i say

and now it's late enough...

i wish boys found me pretty the way girls find me pretty