One Of My Personality Traits Is Being Obsessed Over A Colour For Couple Of Months And Collecting Every

one of my personality traits is being obsessed over a colour for couple of months and collecting every single thing of that colour untill or unless people actually start recognize me from that colour.

― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

someday I sit with my father and ask him "don't you ever feel like dying?"

And he smiled with the most hopeful yes I have ever heard.

sometimes I see older people and I’m like... how do you do it? how do you cope with the loss of people and places and things as life progresses

i'm seeing a lot of new ppl join tumblr who aren't making any spontaneous semi pathetic, oversharing personal textposts whatsoever and i just want to say you're doing it all wrong... this is not like instagram like meant to be some shiny highlight reel used to make u look good its supposed to be an incriminatingly revealing dark intimate look into your life & inner psyche while simultaneously no one knows who u are or gives a fuck... anyway hope this helps some of u get on the right track

2023 RECAP

January: happyyy

February: stressed

March : fine cool

April : arrival of summertime sadness

May , June, July : Melancholia adverse distorted

August : adversity loneliness sideline insane

September: fav month

October : cried darkcircles cried more

November: arrival of snowman phase, sane in line

December: hehehehehehe happyy happyy happyyy