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“if you must die, i’ll envy even the earth that wraps your body”
— Albert Camus, State of Siege.
“Everything is burning, my soul, body, outside, inside, heart, flesh. Do you understand? Do you really understand?”
María Casares, from a letter to Albert Camus written c. March 1952
“how do you cope with your mental illness” badly, usually
Camus called her his “little seagull,” “my black trout,” “my tasty one.”
i'm seeing a lot of new ppl join tumblr who aren't making any spontaneous semi pathetic, oversharing personal textposts whatsoever and i just want to say you're doing it all wrong... this is not like instagram like meant to be some shiny highlight reel used to make u look good its supposed to be an incriminatingly revealing dark intimate look into your life & inner psyche while simultaneously no one knows who u are or gives a fuck... anyway hope this helps some of u get on the right track
List of things I love this year🍀❤️🩹🧁🍯: icecreams, flowers, perfume mist, baggy pants, tote bags, gulab jamun, ball point pens, bindi, Blush, heels, pink, wired earphones, lip balm, rose mist, rings, thumb rings, sneaker, going out, being busy, songs,music, ldr, mitski, bhajans, mandir, validation, writing, poems, 50s philosophers, normal people, naps, studying, getting a text from an old mate, being in company, cuddling, dressing up, making bed, waking up early in the morning than anyone else, sunrise, making a schedule, eating lunch while watching fav show, cleaning up, talking to new people, annotating quotes, thinking, smelling good, babysit by my friends, cinema and thinking about the future:)
2023 RECAP
January: happyyy
February: stressed
March : fine cool
April : arrival of summertime sadness
May , June, July : Melancholia adverse distorted
August : adversity loneliness sideline insane
September: fav month
October : cried darkcircles cried more
November: arrival of snowman phase, sane in line
December: hehehehehehe happyy happyy happyyy
People are getting influenced from this. One of my closest, her whole personality is build on this views. Idk whatever this dark joke trend thing is going on but it's influencing kids specially kids who are barely 13 or 14 who still don't know the right thing. Instagram does makes a very glorified and comfortable feed for people and later their whole ideology works accordingly. Totally absurd this is. If u want to scroll, scroll good stuff.
Am I the only one who doesn't like the 'I hate studying so I will become a housewife' reel trend on the Indian side of Instagram? I know it's a joke. A joke made a few times is okay. But the line between humor and conservative beliefs is getting blurry now. These girls are lowkey proving the Sigma males right. I don't think we should popularize this trend.
Most of the housewives in our country wanted to study, wanted to work but due their circumstances, they are housewives. If someone willingly wants to become a housewife, I respect their decision. But just because you're too lazy to study, that is not a reason to become a housewife. Becoming a housewife is tougher than studying. And no one would be actually able to pull it off when the time arrives.
I hope you find the type of love in life that makes you feel at ease. I hope birdsong will sound like music to you again. I hope your home is warm during the winter and cool in the summer. I hope people smile at you enough. I hope you wake up curious for what's to come. I hope you listen to your body's aches as signals instead of mere hindrances. I hope that when you reach out, there's a hand to grasp onto. I hope that when you laugh, bursts of happiness accompany the sound. I hope you live a life where today is just as exciting as tomorrow. I hope you don't feel guilt over moving on from the things that were your fault. I hope you rest well. I hope you eat enough. I hope you hold your hopes tightly. I hope you allow them to transform into dreams. I hope your dreams come true.
my uni classmates got my old photos and that scared child is still present in me i realised. Plead my mates to delete the photos cause that side of me was very vulnerable. Still a sad scared child.
"Come home to me" kind of love
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit
no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months
good luck to anyone who struggles around the holidays. sending some love.
L.M. Montgomery, from "The Blue Castle"
all work is cancelled. everyone stay home and do nothing and lay in bed sooooooo cutely and watch tv shows and have no obligations and kiss together
mumma is raising a hater.
i hate working i hate dating i hate tasks. what about pillow and blanky time
Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath wr. c. December 1960
one of my personality traits is being obsessed over a colour for couple of months and collecting every single thing of that colour untill or unless people actually start recognize me from that colour.
me when God???????????
someday I sit with my father and ask him "don't you ever feel like dying?"
And he smiled with the most hopeful yes I have ever heard.
sometimes I see older people and I’m like... how do you do it? how do you cope with the loss of people and places and things as life progresses
Sorry I ghosted you, I wanted to die.