Does Anyone Else Hold Off Their Bodily Functions Until They Accomplish Something?

does anyone else hold off their bodily functions until they accomplish something?

like earlier I held my pee in for almost 2 hours until I finished my math homework

I bought new razors and the guilt of hiding them from my roommate is getting to me

it’s like I know they’re there but they don’t

and that somehow makes me feel worse

they think that I’m doing better

how do I tell them that I’m not?

Help me choose what to eat tomorrow!

Option 1🍏:

Gerber apple cinnamon puffs ( 150)

1 cup unsweetened almond milk (30)

*I would eat this like cereal for a total of 180 calories

Option 2🐟:

3 packets of lemon pepper tuna (210)

pickles (0)

* I would mix together for a total of 210 cal

Option 3🍄:

mushrooms (~15)

1/4 cup of Jasmine rice ( 160)

2 tbsps of low sodium soy sauce (20)

* I would stir it all together to make a mushroom rice for a total of 195 calories

Option 4🥣:

2/3 cup of Greek nonfat plain yogurt (130)

1 green apple (95)

1 tbsp of cinnamon (19)

*I would stir it all together for a delicious apple cinnamon yogurt for a total of 244 calories

I like when I feel empty

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Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.