You Were Unsure Which Pain Is Worse: The Shock Of What Happened Or The Ache For What Never Will.

You were unsure which pain is worse: the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.

Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After  (via wordsnquotes)

I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.

like.. i’m relating tho… (via vandercunt)

The ONLY redemption and saving grace of the disastrous Alexander Wang S/S ‘16 show. 

I B A R E L Y LISTEN TO HIP-HOP BUT THIS SONG SETS EVERYTHING ON FIRE LBR

Yago Hortal

I’m a character actor. I never wanted to do just myself. I don’t like to be me—in fact, that’s one of my pitfalls now, when directors say, ‘Just be yourself.’ I’m like, ‘I don’t want to fuckin’ be myself! That’s why I’m acting! That’s why I’m an actor!’ I want to lose myself in a role. That’s the goal, for me. - Evan Peters for Nylon, 2015

I am sorry. I am sorry if the thrashing in my head is too loud, and it’s ruining your day. I am sorry if I seem to be staring at you, let me assure you, I am not. It’s just that sometimes the thoughts in my head get too heavy, and they leave me hanging and zoned out. Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night, and I find myself bleeding, that’s how rough my thoughts can get at 4 in the morning. In case you were wondering about the scars at the back of my neck, now you know how I got them. I know what you’re thinking. She’s messed up. I know I am. I know I am not ok. Something’s wrong with me, because I can’t sleep most of the time, and I spend my days thinking about ways to isolate myself from the world, and my nights achieving them. I am sorry if my existence is a burden on you. It’s a burden on me too.

zosraus (via wnq-writers)