Im A Character Actor. I Never Wanted To Do Just Myself. I Dont Like To Be Mein Fact, Thats One Of My

I’m a character actor. I never wanted to do just myself. I don’t like to be me—in fact, that’s one of my pitfalls now, when directors say, ‘Just be yourself.’ I’m like, ‘I don’t want to fuckin’ be myself! That’s why I’m acting! That’s why I’m an actor!’ I want to lose myself in a role. That’s the goal, for me. - Evan Peters for Nylon, 2015

I am sorry. I am sorry if the thrashing in my head is too loud, and it’s ruining your day. I am sorry if I seem to be staring at you, let me assure you, I am not. It’s just that sometimes the thoughts in my head get too heavy, and they leave me hanging and zoned out. Sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night, and I find myself bleeding, that’s how rough my thoughts can get at 4 in the morning. In case you were wondering about the scars at the back of my neck, now you know how I got them. I know what you’re thinking. She’s messed up. I know I am. I know I am not ok. Something’s wrong with me, because I can’t sleep most of the time, and I spend my days thinking about ways to isolate myself from the world, and my nights achieving them. I am sorry if my existence is a burden on you. It’s a burden on me too.

zosraus (via wnq-writers)

Rain dog

Kasia Struss backstage at Christian Dior Fall 2010

Holy shit. I’ve been listening to the entire A Head Full of Dreams album repetitively for a couple of days now. And this song. THIS FUCKING SONG. Damn. :( Every time I listen to this, it feels as if my soul’s being taken out of me.